These were written in November about the girl I was dating at the time.. they pretty much tell the story beginning to end.. i never really put these together.. but it's cool, they kinna fit together.
Part One
What's in your head my love,
My love, you look at him
What do you see? it's gone
Mixed up feelings
Fly round and round inside my head
Don't know what to do
When I'm around you
Don't know what to say
When you act that way
Don't know how to feel
It's time to just get real
Quit livin' in yesterday
Yesterday's too far away
You know I love you
And all your selfish ways
Too many things to do
Too much is in the way
But I know everything we
Have won't be thrown away
Part Two
Last night I woke up from a dream
Too bad I never fell asleep
I heard you when you said, "Take care,"
"I'm worried about you, it's not fair..."
But you can't say, "I told you so,"
You never made me feel so low
I understand you're warning me
But when I close my eyes, you're all I see...
And now I think that it's all passed
Your concerns just left me so fast I realized that you don't care
You're god-damn right that's just not fair...
Part Three
There's nothin' left to believe in
There's nothin' left for me to say
There's no words to explain this
No words to say just how I feel
I never want to be alone
How long will it take my heart to heal?
You want it, you got it
Now what are ya' gonna do with it?
You took it, you need it
And now I just don't believe it!
There's nothin' left to detain you
There's nothin' left to bring you down
There's no way I can hate you
No way to show you how I feel
Are you satisfied with what you've done?
Part Four (I moved to Dayton from Cincy)
I found a new place to call home
A place that's far from everyone
No books, no rules, no mirrors to stare at me
No time, no girls to make me feel like shit
I want to see if you
By chance you know what I'm going through
Now I want to be all alone
Lock all the doors, disconnect the phone
I sit in my mind's eye and watch the TV screen
I'm tired but too damn scared to ever fall asleep
Dave(!)
Part One
What's in your head my love,
My love, you look at him
What do you see? it's gone
Mixed up feelings
Fly round and round inside my head
Don't know what to do
When I'm around you
Don't know what to say
When you act that way
Don't know how to feel
It's time to just get real
Quit livin' in yesterday
Yesterday's too far away
You know I love you
And all your selfish ways
Too many things to do
Too much is in the way
But I know everything we
Have won't be thrown away
Part Two
Last night I woke up from a dream
Too bad I never fell asleep
I heard you when you said, "Take care,"
"I'm worried about you, it's not fair..."
But you can't say, "I told you so,"
You never made me feel so low
I understand you're warning me
But when I close my eyes, you're all I see...
And now I think that it's all passed
Your concerns just left me so fast I realized that you don't care
You're god-damn right that's just not fair...
Part Three
There's nothin' left to believe in
There's nothin' left for me to say
There's no words to explain this
No words to say just how I feel
I never want to be alone
How long will it take my heart to heal?
You want it, you got it
Now what are ya' gonna do with it?
You took it, you need it
And now I just don't believe it!
There's nothin' left to detain you
There's nothin' left to bring you down
There's no way I can hate you
No way to show you how I feel
Are you satisfied with what you've done?
Part Four (I moved to Dayton from Cincy)
I found a new place to call home
A place that's far from everyone
No books, no rules, no mirrors to stare at me
No time, no girls to make me feel like shit
I want to see if you
By chance you know what I'm going through
Now I want to be all alone
Lock all the doors, disconnect the phone
I sit in my mind's eye and watch the TV screen
I'm tired but too damn scared to ever fall asleep
Dave(!)