I got to this site while I was looking for some infos about crack. I'm only 16 and I'd like to experiment drugs. I just like it when I don't feel completely "myself", and I'm pretty curious about the effects of most of them. The other day I was at the train station at 5 am in my shitty city called Padua when a guy I hadn't ever seen before asked me if I wanted to try some crack. I said, why not? But I'm not that stupid to do it immediately, at least, I think that would have been even more stupid than actually trying it in another moment, and I had already partied etc so he gave me some. I kept it for a day before finally smoking it, didn't think it would feel so good. I loved it. I think it's been a big mistake, I'm used to mistakes, but not those who SERIOUSLY ruin your life. Because I know I'll do it again. Well, I think we just try drugs because we want something else. Something better, more interesting etc. The fact is that you don't need people that do it to surround you, I mean, I didn't, I just always thought I wanted to do and try anything... Well, it's not as easy as it seems, I realize. Having fun may be experienced in wrong ways. We just look for the best thing to do, but I think we rarely find the right one.
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