C Divinity
Bluelighter
inebriation caused this pain
there's blood on the matress
what did you do to me?
where was i when you were here?
invading my body
violating my space
I wasn't able to move!
pinned to a bloody matress
i saw my life flash by
and the tender bits on my arm swelled,
with the angry veins dark and blue
you took from me when I couldn't say no
weakened by the drug
and heald still beneath you
i closed my eyes but your breath steamed my face
and the pain--
pain in knowing i brought this on
and pain in knowing i can't move--
you took my last bit of pride
and helt it beneath you
curled it in a ball
and did with it what you wished
and in those moments my eyes were closed
my love was here
taking me away
lifting me from this place
replacing the void growing inside
he beat his head in
mashed it to a pulp
kissed me and we ran away
ran on and on till morning
towards a golden horizon
but its night where i am
dark and cold
alone
on a bloody matress
and the tender bits do swell
and the heart aches for normalcy
a brain depleted of patience
a body deprived of respect
eyes turned grey
skin so pale
alone in this world
(but for him)
and he's so far away...
help me
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You gotta be a bad girl in this world to be heard--DJ Rap
"A man can tell a thousand lies, i've learned my lesson well"
"I'm not here to be served, but to serve"
there's blood on the matress
what did you do to me?
where was i when you were here?
invading my body
violating my space
I wasn't able to move!
pinned to a bloody matress
i saw my life flash by
and the tender bits on my arm swelled,
with the angry veins dark and blue
you took from me when I couldn't say no
weakened by the drug
and heald still beneath you
i closed my eyes but your breath steamed my face
and the pain--
pain in knowing i brought this on
and pain in knowing i can't move--
you took my last bit of pride
and helt it beneath you
curled it in a ball
and did with it what you wished
and in those moments my eyes were closed
my love was here
taking me away
lifting me from this place
replacing the void growing inside
he beat his head in
mashed it to a pulp
kissed me and we ran away
ran on and on till morning
towards a golden horizon
but its night where i am
dark and cold
alone
on a bloody matress
and the tender bits do swell
and the heart aches for normalcy
a brain depleted of patience
a body deprived of respect
eyes turned grey
skin so pale
alone in this world
(but for him)
and he's so far away...
help me
------------------
You gotta be a bad girl in this world to be heard--DJ Rap
"A man can tell a thousand lies, i've learned my lesson well"
"I'm not here to be served, but to serve"
