second coming — [3-fl-pcp + fxe + dxm + 1p-lsd + (thc + cbd + kanna edible)]

[messianicResearch]

prologue

• For some reason this post keeps getting deleted on reddit. Hopefully I will have better luck here.​
• I have a massive dissociative tolerance. I describe my history with them here.​

act i

• xmas night 2022, ca. 10:00 PM: My partner is sick & I know I am next but I am craving a dance with lucy. I ingest one 100mcg blotter of 1p-lsd along with 100mg oral 3-fl-pcp & 60mg dxm freebase.

act ii

• T +120m: I boof 100mg 3-fl-pcp & 250mg fxe & ingest orally one full-spectrum thc+cbd+kanna edible. I rent a ScAnNeR dArKlY on tv to watch on my 50” 4k hdr tv with Philips Hue gradient lights & sync box (zoinks!).

• I am thoroughly engrossed & enthralled by the film. I am enraptured. As the film comes to a close, I start to think that the characters are talking about me & to me. Is this real life? Is this just fantasy? Caught in a landslide, I begin to visualize all possible lives that I have ever or will ever experience as they play out right before my very eyes. They are spilling out of the top of our heads in a massive interdimensional assembly line & all converge into one point in a massive psychedelic supernova singularity that I experience as a psychic orgasmic POP & a gasp escapes my lips as I am lifted out of my seat, I am compelled to do a little hop, skip, & a jump, I snap my fingers & point with finger guns at my cat, electric bursts of color & light shoot out of the tips of my fingers at my cat, my cat meows, & I say out loud “yo, what the fuck!” as I download an upgrade direct from the multiverse straight to my motherfucking soul.

climax

• My body & spirit are supercharged with electricity & the power of nuclear fusion & I swear to god in that moment I become god, I achieve nirvana, & if anybody else had been there to witness it I think I just might have been able to point & shoot magic & color & light & life into existence just by the sheer fucking power of my mind & spirit alone.

• T + 300m-360m? I head to bed. My partner is delirious with fever. She is thrashing & moaning. She complains that her skin is on fire, her head is going to explode. She thinks that she has has overslept & is late to bring her adult child to school. I give her aspirin for the fever, try to soothe & console her but she won’t settle down. She is writhing & whining, she won’t open her eyes & can’t tell me what day it is.

• I’m starting to worry. Should I call an ambulance? Did I break reality — is my trip contagious? Is she delirious with fever or unexpected psychedelia? I wonder if I am Jesus & when I was reborn mere hours ago she was impregnated with my child in a new immaculate conception. A Christmas miracle for the burgeoning new world order. I tell her that she is scaring me & I am going to wake her daughter up if she doesn’t snap out of it. She can’t, or won’t.

• Distraught, I leave to the kitchen & pace for several minutes. I soak a towel in cold water, determined to throw it on her face in one last attempt to bring her back to reality before I call the WHAM!bulance. I return to the bedroom & finally, thankfully, the medicine has taken hold, the fever & delirium have broken, she is no longer thrashing about but resting peacefully. I ingest orally 6x 400mg Bali gold kratom with some NyQuil & join my lover in peaceful, restful sleep.

denouement

• The afterglow from that trip never left me. My creativity, mood, energy, ambition, drive … everything is unparalleled. I am so positive & focused. I casually sing & dance with my loved ones, something I never had the confidence to do in front of another person in my entire life. I laugh & joke & rhyme & drip with witticisms & puns. My enthusiasm is infectious. I really feel like I am finally whole in a way I have never felt in over 40 years on this planet & I honestly believe the feeling will never fade. Last year was both one of the hardest & the best of my life. This year will be much easier, & even better yet. There is so much more to come. This is not the last you will hear from me.

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godspeed & F U C K T H E P O L I C E my brothers & sisters
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[PtahTek]

Damn.
Sounds like some serious fun to me.
Wasnt expecting this but thanks for the report and highly doubtful it will removed... others can glean info and hopefully experiment in a safe manner and place.
Peace

 

[messianicResearch]

Damn.
Sounds like some serious fun to me.
Wasnt expecting this but thanks for the report and highly doubtful it will removed... others can glean info and hopefully experiment in a safe manner and place.
Peace

It was a most excellent trip — 11/10, far & away, without a doubt the single greatest trip out of many in my entire life.

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As far as my post removals on reddit go, I must admit I might have savagely roasted some haters in the comments section who didn't like my formatting & stylization. I may or may not have called someone an illiterate grumpy pants who only reads Harry Potter books & hentai, offered to venmo them some ca$h for tissues after calling them a crybaby & suggesting they needed a nap. I might even have called the mods clowns after they banned me — I'm not sure, they nuked my posts & account so who knows. I promise to be on my best behavior here though. Everyone has been very positive and welcoming so far.

 

[heavening]

awesome report, gnarly-sounding combo. love to see it

 

[messianicResearch]

awesome report, gnarly-sounding combo. love to see it

Thank you. I know the daily dxm dosing regimen raises some eyebrows & it can be a little hazardous as far as interactions with other drugs goes but it really accentuates the magic in my experiments with other chemicals. I have personally suffered no ill-effects from it but I also steer clear of any other serotonin releasers & reuptake inhibitors.

 

[negrogesic]

I tried that exact combination, 3-F-PCP, FXE and LSD (with the only difference being that I used LSD and not 1P-LSD). Didn't turn out quite as nicely for me as it did for you . Though it wasn't a total train wreck I found it very confusing and hard to process.

Then again I assume you were using the "dirty" batch of domestic 3-F-PCP that is going around? Funny enough I think that batch is more recreational than clean 3-F-PCP. It is also less potent and requires higher doses, less confusing than crystalline 3F-PCP. If my suspicions are right it might be a mixture of 3-CL and 3-F-PCP.

 

[messianicResearch]

I tried that exact combination, 3-F-PCP, FXE and LSD (with the only difference being that I used LSD and not 1P-LSD). Didn't turn out quite as nicely for me as it did for you . Though it wasn't a total train wreck I found it very confusing and hard to process.

Then again I assume you were using the "dirty" batch of domestic 3-F-PCP that is going around? Funny enough I think that batch is more recreational than clean 3-F-PCP. It is also less potent and requires higher doses, less confusing than crystalline 3F-PCP. If my suspicions are right it might be a mixture of 3-CL and 3-F-PCP.

You would be correct in your assumption about the dirty 3f but ironically I think the opposite — 3-f-pcp is my favorite, most recreational pcp analog. However, I think the secret sauce that made this trip so magical and makes my daily very off-label “antidepressant stack” really sing is the serotonin reuptake inhibition from my dxm regimen.