slipped last night, er well around 8pm. my buddy had a suboxone, and asked if i wanted any. I've been having a shitty day, and was about to lay down anyway. so we halved it and broke it up n snorted it.
I was feeling the guilt the second i did it, and thought that if i just layed on mt bed then after watching the book of eli they did room checks at 11pm, so my friend that i did the suboxone with had to go take a piss test because his eyes were red or something. so i walked with my buddy up the hill and my dumb ass asked if i could take a drug test. (very fucking bad move).
My pride about passing the drug test was the only thing that i could think of. long story shot i couldn't pee, i keep drinking water, and the suboxone made me sick so i kept throwing it all back up. over and over and over again. my buddy pissd automatically and he did the same amount of suboxone i did. so almost 3 hours later i still couldn't pee and the night watch just told me to go to bed. I told him that he has nothing to worry about, im still going to pee for him in the morning,
i feel like shit now, both physically and mentally.
I was feeling the guilt the second i did it, and thought that if i just layed on mt bed then after watching the book of eli they did room checks at 11pm, so my friend that i did the suboxone with had to go take a piss test because his eyes were red or something. so i walked with my buddy up the hill and my dumb ass asked if i could take a drug test. (very fucking bad move).
My pride about passing the drug test was the only thing that i could think of. long story shot i couldn't pee, i keep drinking water, and the suboxone made me sick so i kept throwing it all back up. over and over and over again. my buddy pissd automatically and he did the same amount of suboxone i did. so almost 3 hours later i still couldn't pee and the night watch just told me to go to bed. I told him that he has nothing to worry about, im still going to pee for him in the morning,
i feel like shit now, both physically and mentally.
