moke
Bluelighter
Hey all,
Been awhile since I've been on bluelight but I'm glad to be because this website is fucking rad. Some of the most informative and supportive info can be found on here. I'll try to explain my situation best and short as possible. I'm back on here for some support and insight on mental illness specifically on Schizophrenia and how it is diagnosed and treated. I'm 24 years old and think I have been dealing with what I believe to be symptoms of Residual Schizophrenia for some years now. First off the disease runs in my family, my biological mother has it. Some symptoms I've dealt with over the years include depression, constant anxiety, social withdrawal leading to isolation, racing mind and thoughts, continuous obsession in philosophy and the occult, delusions in believing I'm God. Mild hallucinations as a kid. That of mostly static vision. To best describe what I feel like is that my mind has a mind of its own. That my mind is in full control. I have constant racing thoughts, hard for me to focus and follow through on things. I like to contemplate the day away. It forces me to seem lazy, builds severe anxiety which wants me to isolate. Essentially I believe I have a thought process disorder. That the way my mind works is out of my control. I feel like I understand the world differently than the majority. I like to begin to comprehend the big picture and whats really going on in this world. I pity the social structure and what society has to offer. I believe this world could be an utopia and I find myself lost in the picture trying to succumb to society's norm. However, I wont continue ranting I could go on but just wanted to give you an idea of how my thought process worked. The main questions I have would be to what extent do Psychiatrists go to diagnosing schizophrenia and what medications could be prescribed to me to help. I've been an anti-depressants (wellbutrin) helped mildly for anxiety, depression and fatigue. I've wanted to go on a stimulant and benzo for sometime now. Being honest with pass drug use through that out the door. Not interested in anti-psychotics because of feedback and that I dont really hallucinate or have mind altering delusions. What medications sound good for me to try? Honestly any feedback would help. Thanks for reading. %)%)%)
Been awhile since I've been on bluelight but I'm glad to be because this website is fucking rad. Some of the most informative and supportive info can be found on here. I'll try to explain my situation best and short as possible. I'm back on here for some support and insight on mental illness specifically on Schizophrenia and how it is diagnosed and treated. I'm 24 years old and think I have been dealing with what I believe to be symptoms of Residual Schizophrenia for some years now. First off the disease runs in my family, my biological mother has it. Some symptoms I've dealt with over the years include depression, constant anxiety, social withdrawal leading to isolation, racing mind and thoughts, continuous obsession in philosophy and the occult, delusions in believing I'm God. Mild hallucinations as a kid. That of mostly static vision. To best describe what I feel like is that my mind has a mind of its own. That my mind is in full control. I have constant racing thoughts, hard for me to focus and follow through on things. I like to contemplate the day away. It forces me to seem lazy, builds severe anxiety which wants me to isolate. Essentially I believe I have a thought process disorder. That the way my mind works is out of my control. I feel like I understand the world differently than the majority. I like to begin to comprehend the big picture and whats really going on in this world. I pity the social structure and what society has to offer. I believe this world could be an utopia and I find myself lost in the picture trying to succumb to society's norm. However, I wont continue ranting I could go on but just wanted to give you an idea of how my thought process worked. The main questions I have would be to what extent do Psychiatrists go to diagnosing schizophrenia and what medications could be prescribed to me to help. I've been an anti-depressants (wellbutrin) helped mildly for anxiety, depression and fatigue. I've wanted to go on a stimulant and benzo for sometime now. Being honest with pass drug use through that out the door. Not interested in anti-psychotics because of feedback and that I dont really hallucinate or have mind altering delusions. What medications sound good for me to try? Honestly any feedback would help. Thanks for reading. %)%)%)
