There is so much on my mind and i'm having the hardest time putting it into words..
Maybe thats a hint that it's best left inside.
I can't sleep..curled up on the floor holding my knees for almost an hour in the dark and I just stayed up in my head. There was shit I really wanted to talk to someone about and I don't know if they forgot or if they just blew me off and no i'm picking it apart. Along with every flaw I can find with myself. Right now my blade looks so comforting..
Just for today broken down into just for the hour, just for five minutes.
*On hindsight i'm prolly just putting way too much thought into this
Maybe thats a hint that it's best left inside.
I can't sleep..curled up on the floor holding my knees for almost an hour in the dark and I just stayed up in my head. There was shit I really wanted to talk to someone about and I don't know if they forgot or if they just blew me off and no i'm picking it apart. Along with every flaw I can find with myself. Right now my blade looks so comforting..
Just for today broken down into just for the hour, just for five minutes.
*On hindsight i'm prolly just putting way too much thought into this