RavinRaych
Bluelighter
A random woman
You look at that woman
At random
And see she's fat
more than just fat, obese
but there's something more than cellulite
There's a soul and feelings
And you look at her with your critical eyes
Think less of her, because she's more than you
But you don't know her past
You don't know her future
How can you be so full of hate?
To just judge an overweight woman
Or judge anyone at all?
Maybe every cookie she ate was for every tear she cried
Every love she'd lost
Everytime something went wrong
The more food, the less pain
Maybe she was just lonely
And the food was her companion
How can you be so harsh
Does appearance matter that much?
Does anything on the outside really even matter?
lost in you
24 hours ago, you made me happy
less than 10 hours ago, you made me overwhelmed
in misery
how can i feel so much
love
hate
mixed emotions
all for one person?
For one lost soul
Lost like mine
Simply looking for something to understand
You say you don't want to talk about it
I'm so lost in your scent
And everything that creates the person that you are
That i don't know what to feel
My heart drops through an endless nothing
And that's all i want to feel. Nothing.
So i won't ever be deconstructed and built again
but once again,
your aroma flows apon me,
and i know it's you
you breathing on me with that beautiful smell
that i could never escape
even if i wanted to.
Alone
Thrust yourself apon your knees
beg mercifully
tell them how you fucked up
because you're afraid
to face who you really are.
To look in the mirror
and see that unknown person staring back at you
afraid to no longer have a hand to hold
a face to memorize
Someone to comfort you
keep you from yourself
coward
could you live with yourself if you were forced to? Or would you play a game of life with yourself
as you do now scared to see into the looking glass?
maybe you should be
because you don't know who you are
and in the end
you're all alone
alone.
More
Can i be more?
more than gum under your desk
or a crack in the walls?
can i be more to you?
to anyone?
Do i mean anything?
will I ever?
because eternity is such a long time
and to feel along
makes me horrified of eternity
what am i?
does anyone know?
...alone...
the cause
of millions of depressed zombies
sitting in bars, drinking life away
wishing someone would
bring a new meaning to the word more.
[in memory of twilight] Twinkles
I sit in a room
tear streaked faces surrounding me
agonizing tears
burning down heartbroken cheeks
all for a beautiful wildflower
That one flower that makes an impression on you
Like nothing ever has before
Nothing ever can
Innocent, shining, and so full of life
The thought of death to it is unreal
But it was wilted in a world of hate
Torn apart petal by petal
breaking those who were moved by it down
breaking us down
But that flower that once was so alive
Still is somewhere living
In a beautiful field of other special flowers
Shining when the night becomes day
Shining always, like intended
Leaving its image imprinted in our hearts
where we will recreate it's beauty
carry it on
just like twilight.
twilight.
You look at that woman
At random
And see she's fat
more than just fat, obese
but there's something more than cellulite
There's a soul and feelings
And you look at her with your critical eyes
Think less of her, because she's more than you
But you don't know her past
You don't know her future
How can you be so full of hate?
To just judge an overweight woman
Or judge anyone at all?
Maybe every cookie she ate was for every tear she cried
Every love she'd lost
Everytime something went wrong
The more food, the less pain
Maybe she was just lonely
And the food was her companion
How can you be so harsh
Does appearance matter that much?
Does anything on the outside really even matter?
lost in you
24 hours ago, you made me happy
less than 10 hours ago, you made me overwhelmed
in misery
how can i feel so much
love
hate
mixed emotions
all for one person?
For one lost soul
Lost like mine
Simply looking for something to understand
You say you don't want to talk about it
I'm so lost in your scent
And everything that creates the person that you are
That i don't know what to feel
My heart drops through an endless nothing
And that's all i want to feel. Nothing.
So i won't ever be deconstructed and built again
but once again,
your aroma flows apon me,
and i know it's you
you breathing on me with that beautiful smell
that i could never escape
even if i wanted to.
Alone
Thrust yourself apon your knees
beg mercifully
tell them how you fucked up
because you're afraid
to face who you really are.
To look in the mirror
and see that unknown person staring back at you
afraid to no longer have a hand to hold
a face to memorize
Someone to comfort you
keep you from yourself
coward
could you live with yourself if you were forced to? Or would you play a game of life with yourself
as you do now scared to see into the looking glass?
maybe you should be
because you don't know who you are
and in the end
you're all alone
alone.
More
Can i be more?
more than gum under your desk
or a crack in the walls?
can i be more to you?
to anyone?
Do i mean anything?
will I ever?
because eternity is such a long time
and to feel along
makes me horrified of eternity
what am i?
does anyone know?
...alone...
the cause
of millions of depressed zombies
sitting in bars, drinking life away
wishing someone would
bring a new meaning to the word more.
[in memory of twilight] Twinkles
I sit in a room
tear streaked faces surrounding me
agonizing tears
burning down heartbroken cheeks
all for a beautiful wildflower
That one flower that makes an impression on you
Like nothing ever has before
Nothing ever can
Innocent, shining, and so full of life
The thought of death to it is unreal
But it was wilted in a world of hate
Torn apart petal by petal
breaking those who were moved by it down
breaking us down
But that flower that once was so alive
Still is somewhere living
In a beautiful field of other special flowers
Shining when the night becomes day
Shining always, like intended
Leaving its image imprinted in our hearts
where we will recreate it's beauty
carry it on
just like twilight.
twilight.
