acid_staind
Bluelighter
hello all.
a little background info. i've used salvia a couple dozen times with each time being unique but still with the basic salvia feelings ie: feelings of being somewhere else, feelings of your body being sucked down, and of course extreme laughter. my last usage is the closest i've come to "breaking through to the other side".
its a typical sunday afternoon and my buddy j and i are hanging out smoking some weed and reminiscing about past psychedelic drug experiences. the conversation eventually turns to salvia. we talked about how unique and amazing this drug is and how it had been about six months since our last salvia usage. so we were like what the hell, lets go get some.
we go and get the salvia and return with 80x as this is all the shop had left. i had never used higher then 20x so i knew this would be a mind blowing experience.
we get back to j's house and sit on the couch, dim the lights, and have some soft music playing on the tv. we each have our own glass pipe and start off very small only loading a tiny pinch into the pipe.
we each take one medium sized hit hold it in a wait for the effects. about 10 seconds after exhaling we both noticed the only effects we were getting was slight pulling sensations all over our body.
after 10 minutes we decide to up the dosage and try again.
this time i load my pipe almost half way full and proceed to torch it and take the biggest hit possible. i didn't even have time to exhale before it hit me.
next thing i know i'm in a rainbow of bright colors and i feel something pulling me deeper and deeper into the brightness until i exist with no body, just thoughts and visions of amazing bright lights and colors.
suddenly i hear people calling my name over and over and asking if i can hear them. no matter how hard i try i cannot see or respond to whoever is calling my name. i start to fight going into the colors any further. i realize i can't, and having completely forgot about smoking salvia, i think something has happened to me and now i'am dying.
i realize the people calling my name are my family who have come to be with me in my final moments. i fight harder to stay alive and keep trying to respond to tell my family i'm not dead yet!!
the fight is getting harder and i feel myself slipping away when suddenly i feel the presece of my mother(whom passed away 16 years ago) and i think "this is it, shes come to help guide me over". my will to fight has stopped and i decide to let myself go.
next thing i know the room starts coming into focus and i see my friend j standing over me saying my name and asking if i'm ok. i remember i smoked salvia and am grateful not to be dying.
my family who was calling my name while i was dying was in reality my buddy j who kept repeating my name and asking if i was ok. which i was a little mad at him about later as i feel i could of went all the way over if i didn't have any interruptions and plus its an unspoken rule not to fuck with people while they are tripping. but i couldn't be to mad as he was generally concerned about me as from what i'm told is as soon as i took the hit i went blank and started rocking back and fourth.
from what i've read i think this experience is probably kind of close to what its like to die. this has definitely gave me a new found appreciation for life.
when i felt the presence of my mother though it was so real. i still get goose bumps thinking about it. this drug is something to be highly respected and is not always all laughs and giggles.
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a little background info. i've used salvia a couple dozen times with each time being unique but still with the basic salvia feelings ie: feelings of being somewhere else, feelings of your body being sucked down, and of course extreme laughter. my last usage is the closest i've come to "breaking through to the other side".
its a typical sunday afternoon and my buddy j and i are hanging out smoking some weed and reminiscing about past psychedelic drug experiences. the conversation eventually turns to salvia. we talked about how unique and amazing this drug is and how it had been about six months since our last salvia usage. so we were like what the hell, lets go get some.
we go and get the salvia and return with 80x as this is all the shop had left. i had never used higher then 20x so i knew this would be a mind blowing experience.
we get back to j's house and sit on the couch, dim the lights, and have some soft music playing on the tv. we each have our own glass pipe and start off very small only loading a tiny pinch into the pipe.
we each take one medium sized hit hold it in a wait for the effects. about 10 seconds after exhaling we both noticed the only effects we were getting was slight pulling sensations all over our body.
after 10 minutes we decide to up the dosage and try again.
this time i load my pipe almost half way full and proceed to torch it and take the biggest hit possible. i didn't even have time to exhale before it hit me.
next thing i know i'm in a rainbow of bright colors and i feel something pulling me deeper and deeper into the brightness until i exist with no body, just thoughts and visions of amazing bright lights and colors.
suddenly i hear people calling my name over and over and asking if i can hear them. no matter how hard i try i cannot see or respond to whoever is calling my name. i start to fight going into the colors any further. i realize i can't, and having completely forgot about smoking salvia, i think something has happened to me and now i'am dying.
i realize the people calling my name are my family who have come to be with me in my final moments. i fight harder to stay alive and keep trying to respond to tell my family i'm not dead yet!!
the fight is getting harder and i feel myself slipping away when suddenly i feel the presece of my mother(whom passed away 16 years ago) and i think "this is it, shes come to help guide me over". my will to fight has stopped and i decide to let myself go.
next thing i know the room starts coming into focus and i see my friend j standing over me saying my name and asking if i'm ok. i remember i smoked salvia and am grateful not to be dying.
my family who was calling my name while i was dying was in reality my buddy j who kept repeating my name and asking if i was ok. which i was a little mad at him about later as i feel i could of went all the way over if i didn't have any interruptions and plus its an unspoken rule not to fuck with people while they are tripping. but i couldn't be to mad as he was generally concerned about me as from what i'm told is as soon as i took the hit i went blank and started rocking back and fourth.
from what i've read i think this experience is probably kind of close to what its like to die. this has definitely gave me a new found appreciation for life.
when i felt the presence of my mother though it was so real. i still get goose bumps thinking about it. this drug is something to be highly respected and is not always all laughs and giggles.
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