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- Aug 2, 2006
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Salvia - None with Salvia - Bit too fast
So I guess Ill type this up while its still fresh in my mind.
Alright so after a long weekend of partying and whatnot, I get back to my house with a little dime with a bit of salvia in it. Now, I've done a lot of reading to prepare myself for this drug and psychedelic drugs, or so I thought. I try and prepare the perfect trip environment. I propped myself up in my bed in a comfortable position, put on some goa edm to listen to, and sparked up a small bowl of salvia.
Now Im sitting watching my ipod to make sure I get to 26 seconds, and I blow out. Im now sitting there staring at the clock on my ipod thinking...when is this going to set in...
And then bam...
Now I have trouble explaining exactly what happened but it felt as if I watched my reality just fall away in different directions and my environment totally changed. I didn't feel bad in anyway I just didn't feel like now wasn't the time for an experience like this and tried my hardest to get back to reality.
All I can think inside my brain is 'Focus on something familar', and I find I cant recognize my surroundings or the music Im listening to, what I feel or perceive. At this point I must have decided to take my headphones off cause all I remember is having a split view of my reality where I could switch between my physical body and what it was experiencing, and what my mind was experiencing on salvia. At this point I saw myself putting the headphones down on the desk, and then leaning back saying 'Oh no, now is not the time for this' I then switched back to what my mind was experiencing while at the same time curling up into a ball and closing my eyes thinking 'No no no I want my reality back'. How I was experiencing both of these things at the same time is hard to explain...
Then suddenly, and this was just as horrifying as watching my reality fall away, it came back together and I was left sitting in my bed again.
Looking at the clock, this all occurred in under a minute and Im left feeling as if there is something more to this drug... I heard it was supposed to last 5 minutes but the onset was really overwhelming, Im not really too sure I liked it.
This definitely has changed my perceptions on psychedelics and taught me a lot more respect for them, I really was not prepared for what occurred, all I know is that it happened way too fast for me to recall what occurred... I think I would have had a much better trip if I had a trip sitter, who I trusted, so I could really let myself go...
I hope this makes some sense ;/
-fgi
So I guess Ill type this up while its still fresh in my mind.
Alright so after a long weekend of partying and whatnot, I get back to my house with a little dime with a bit of salvia in it. Now, I've done a lot of reading to prepare myself for this drug and psychedelic drugs, or so I thought. I try and prepare the perfect trip environment. I propped myself up in my bed in a comfortable position, put on some goa edm to listen to, and sparked up a small bowl of salvia.
Now Im sitting watching my ipod to make sure I get to 26 seconds, and I blow out. Im now sitting there staring at the clock on my ipod thinking...when is this going to set in...
And then bam...
Now I have trouble explaining exactly what happened but it felt as if I watched my reality just fall away in different directions and my environment totally changed. I didn't feel bad in anyway I just didn't feel like now wasn't the time for an experience like this and tried my hardest to get back to reality.
All I can think inside my brain is 'Focus on something familar', and I find I cant recognize my surroundings or the music Im listening to, what I feel or perceive. At this point I must have decided to take my headphones off cause all I remember is having a split view of my reality where I could switch between my physical body and what it was experiencing, and what my mind was experiencing on salvia. At this point I saw myself putting the headphones down on the desk, and then leaning back saying 'Oh no, now is not the time for this' I then switched back to what my mind was experiencing while at the same time curling up into a ball and closing my eyes thinking 'No no no I want my reality back'. How I was experiencing both of these things at the same time is hard to explain...
Then suddenly, and this was just as horrifying as watching my reality fall away, it came back together and I was left sitting in my bed again.
Looking at the clock, this all occurred in under a minute and Im left feeling as if there is something more to this drug... I heard it was supposed to last 5 minutes but the onset was really overwhelming, Im not really too sure I liked it.
This definitely has changed my perceptions on psychedelics and taught me a lot more respect for them, I really was not prepared for what occurred, all I know is that it happened way too fast for me to recall what occurred... I think I would have had a much better trip if I had a trip sitter, who I trusted, so I could really let myself go...
I hope this makes some sense ;/
-fgi
