windwalker
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my experience
Background:
I was busted for pot at work in a random drug test and had to do rehab. this was 9 momths ago. about 3 weeks ago I stoped into a head shop to see if they had the leagal herbs as i love the taste of pot and even if i couldnt get high i could still enjoy the flavor. I was told they didnt carry it anymore. So i began to browse the store and i came across this stuff called salvia. I asked about it and I was told that it was an intense high that only lasted about 5 min. I couldnt belive it I just had to try it since it was leagal and i I figured maybe this would be a nice alternative to pot.
My first trip 20x:
Was no big deal. First off I have always prided my self at taking bong hits and holding for a verry long time. I mean heck if im going to pay 60 bucks for some chronic im dam well going to get all the thc i can get from that hit. So i load the bowl and take a nice big hit and hold it at least 30 secs. I was told it was good to have somehting to trip on so in the back ground I had jeff dunham and his puppet Melvin. Things seemd a bit 3 dimensional ANd i felt that pulling sensation. Didnt know what to make of it at that time ( I do now ) but that was about all not much to report. Few days latter tried it again with the same background, same effect. about a week latter i asked my wife to pick some up at the store because a friend of mine just got out of jail and he was kind of in the same situation that i was in ( cant smoke pot) so i tell him to give this stuff a try. but this time it was 40x.
40x Trip:
Ok now here it is, I felt as if I was being seperated. But heres the question, what is thier to be seperated? well only one answer; Soul from Body. Prior to this whole experince I questioned the reality of a god and another dimesion ( heaven?) ok so this seperation process began But I became affraid. I did not want to leave this world I was not ready to leave this world and i fought that seperation process verry hard.
40x second time:
Wife was in room for saftety reasons, But this time I understood what would happen to me and i decided I would give into it. But this time I decided I was goiing to go into it with a verry Specific purpose. I wanted to seek god. So as i took my hit I stayed focoused on god and what life really means and what thier is after. Right away I felt that seperation process and every thing arround me fadded I felt my self being pulled into this other reality and i rememebr again being verry scared. Not scared of what lied beyond but scared of leaving behind my reality. My wife was right by my side and apparantly I grabbed her and pulled her to my lap and I came back. SHe said i reached for her and i said What about her? I know that i said it as well because i remeber wondering what would happen to her and my family if i decided to go . any who she was my anchor. As i started to coem to I was touching her saying are you real? Afterwords I began to cry like a baby because All of a sudden I realized how precious life was and how much of a gift it was.
I told my wife how much I loved her and how lucky we are to be alive. Then asked her if she was ready to try.
40 x 3rd time
After she did it I decided I would do it again this time I decided I would no be scared to imerse my self into this other reality or dimension or what ever you want to call it. Again I went in with verry specific purpose I stayed focoused on god. Again that fear came over me and I was still not ready and I was " told" i guess you can say or more of a feeling Hard to describe But that it was their when i was ready. After I came to I lost all sence of any materialistic desires,wanting to get ahead in life , and so forth melted away. And what really matters in life was put before me. When I cam back I was grateful for my lfie and the things I had. I am certain now about "God" or what ever you want to call him but their is another life, thier is another reality for sure. All i know is that while I was under I felt fully concious in my own mind. It is to hard to put into words But as that other reality began to leave me I was ready to imerse my self but by then it was to late. funny thing is that all 3 tiems the trip was the same. Me being seperated from this body. I didnt have any zipper or any man in a suit I did feel a presence and I knew i was not alone.I felt a pulling forwardf rom head to toe. and as I was comming back I felt tingling sensation from head to toe.
In retrospect:
I really belive these are the begingins of a out of body experience Maybe im dellusional but as of yet all the trips were exactly the same. Maybe in another week I will be ready to take that extra step and just let my self surrender to it. I just fear that I wont come back. Oh 1 other thing each time I felt like I couldnt breath. But then again does your soul need to breathe? BTW i just finished it about 45 min ago I still feel a bit tingly as of now. I was just wondering if any one else had this kind of vison? Im a sloppy typer but does it really matter :D.
I do agree this is not a party drug or a fun drug. In my research I have found that this drug Has been used by preists in the south american cultres for spirtual journeys. I belive that if you meditate and stay foucoused as you begin to immerse your self that you can have a verry specific experience. But I am a new time user and I would love to hear from people who have been doing it a loong time to share their ideas about this life, this reality and that other reality.
So no I have not " broke though" and IMO I do not belive the level of potency matters much I believe it is a decision you have to make. This was 40x I did. And i alot left. I spent about 250 bucks and bought up just about every thing int the shop.I got 5 20x 3 40x 2 60x and 1 80x. I was going to share with friends but now i think I will keep it for my wife and I as I feel that these are verry private journeys. I am hoping that after a few mroe tries I should be able to conquer my feer and make that break through. Wish me luck...
substancecode_salvia
Background:
I was busted for pot at work in a random drug test and had to do rehab. this was 9 momths ago. about 3 weeks ago I stoped into a head shop to see if they had the leagal herbs as i love the taste of pot and even if i couldnt get high i could still enjoy the flavor. I was told they didnt carry it anymore. So i began to browse the store and i came across this stuff called salvia. I asked about it and I was told that it was an intense high that only lasted about 5 min. I couldnt belive it I just had to try it since it was leagal and i I figured maybe this would be a nice alternative to pot.
My first trip 20x:
Was no big deal. First off I have always prided my self at taking bong hits and holding for a verry long time. I mean heck if im going to pay 60 bucks for some chronic im dam well going to get all the thc i can get from that hit. So i load the bowl and take a nice big hit and hold it at least 30 secs. I was told it was good to have somehting to trip on so in the back ground I had jeff dunham and his puppet Melvin. Things seemd a bit 3 dimensional ANd i felt that pulling sensation. Didnt know what to make of it at that time ( I do now ) but that was about all not much to report. Few days latter tried it again with the same background, same effect. about a week latter i asked my wife to pick some up at the store because a friend of mine just got out of jail and he was kind of in the same situation that i was in ( cant smoke pot) so i tell him to give this stuff a try. but this time it was 40x.
40x Trip:
Ok now here it is, I felt as if I was being seperated. But heres the question, what is thier to be seperated? well only one answer; Soul from Body. Prior to this whole experince I questioned the reality of a god and another dimesion ( heaven?) ok so this seperation process began But I became affraid. I did not want to leave this world I was not ready to leave this world and i fought that seperation process verry hard.
40x second time:
Wife was in room for saftety reasons, But this time I understood what would happen to me and i decided I would give into it. But this time I decided I was goiing to go into it with a verry Specific purpose. I wanted to seek god. So as i took my hit I stayed focoused on god and what life really means and what thier is after. Right away I felt that seperation process and every thing arround me fadded I felt my self being pulled into this other reality and i rememebr again being verry scared. Not scared of what lied beyond but scared of leaving behind my reality. My wife was right by my side and apparantly I grabbed her and pulled her to my lap and I came back. SHe said i reached for her and i said What about her? I know that i said it as well because i remeber wondering what would happen to her and my family if i decided to go . any who she was my anchor. As i started to coem to I was touching her saying are you real? Afterwords I began to cry like a baby because All of a sudden I realized how precious life was and how much of a gift it was.
I told my wife how much I loved her and how lucky we are to be alive. Then asked her if she was ready to try.
40 x 3rd time
After she did it I decided I would do it again this time I decided I would no be scared to imerse my self into this other reality or dimension or what ever you want to call it. Again I went in with verry specific purpose I stayed focoused on god. Again that fear came over me and I was still not ready and I was " told" i guess you can say or more of a feeling Hard to describe But that it was their when i was ready. After I came to I lost all sence of any materialistic desires,wanting to get ahead in life , and so forth melted away. And what really matters in life was put before me. When I cam back I was grateful for my lfie and the things I had. I am certain now about "God" or what ever you want to call him but their is another life, thier is another reality for sure. All i know is that while I was under I felt fully concious in my own mind. It is to hard to put into words But as that other reality began to leave me I was ready to imerse my self but by then it was to late. funny thing is that all 3 tiems the trip was the same. Me being seperated from this body. I didnt have any zipper or any man in a suit I did feel a presence and I knew i was not alone.I felt a pulling forwardf rom head to toe. and as I was comming back I felt tingling sensation from head to toe.
In retrospect:
I really belive these are the begingins of a out of body experience Maybe im dellusional but as of yet all the trips were exactly the same. Maybe in another week I will be ready to take that extra step and just let my self surrender to it. I just fear that I wont come back. Oh 1 other thing each time I felt like I couldnt breath. But then again does your soul need to breathe? BTW i just finished it about 45 min ago I still feel a bit tingly as of now. I was just wondering if any one else had this kind of vison? Im a sloppy typer but does it really matter :D.
I do agree this is not a party drug or a fun drug. In my research I have found that this drug Has been used by preists in the south american cultres for spirtual journeys. I belive that if you meditate and stay foucoused as you begin to immerse your self that you can have a verry specific experience. But I am a new time user and I would love to hear from people who have been doing it a loong time to share their ideas about this life, this reality and that other reality.
So no I have not " broke though" and IMO I do not belive the level of potency matters much I believe it is a decision you have to make. This was 40x I did. And i alot left. I spent about 250 bucks and bought up just about every thing int the shop.I got 5 20x 3 40x 2 60x and 1 80x. I was going to share with friends but now i think I will keep it for my wife and I as I feel that these are verry private journeys. I am hoping that after a few mroe tries I should be able to conquer my feer and make that break through. Wish me luck...
substancecode_salvia
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