spec1al_k
Bluelighter
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A few days ago i finally decided to try Salvia Divonorum, not that i would somehow be frightened by it. I knew that it's a dissociative drug and also have tried ketamine, dxm and n2o before, so i was aware what it does to my mind, body and personality. Because of it being a legal drug i never had the real need to stress myself upon using it, my priorities where with longer lasting drugs 8) except for n2o probably ^^
So it came that i went to a local headshop and bought a 20x extract of salvia which should be tryed soon after with and at a friend of mine. Because of me being quite respectful to drugs I have never taken before I didn't wanted to "overdose" and began with little doses, just to find my dose. The third hit out of a glassbong was what should show me the true might of salvia.
Soon after smoking the head with aproximately 0.1-0.2g of the extract and leaning back towards a bench, the first effects developed.
The colours around me began to become brighter, more colourful. I felt a strange feeling flowing though my whole body, somehow painful, but somehow not. I think it was a little "painful" because in the first place I somehow didn't let the effects develop as fully as they were present, not because I didn't wanted them to happen but of me being "busy" with the real world, like conzentrating on the tv or thinking what the friend of mine who was with me would think. I just didn't "pay attention" to the effects because of not realizing them developing that fast. After this little moment the "pain" got away, and i felt a release, the feeling of my body and soul dissociating from each other. After enjoing this feeling a little with my eyes closed, I reopened them to see if the world around me has somehow changed, but in the first moment there was nothing to be seen. But somehow, the whole view of mine was beginning to drift a little away, just as if a tv image would drift away in a dark place(from that point I can't tell anymore if my eyes were opened or closed) The strange thing upon that: I saw myself using a ladder to climb out of that view, a ladder leading into the endless, black void.
Because of me wanting to see what that I of me would see whilst climbing down that ladder, my change of view changed, and i saw with the eyes of the I I was seeing. (straaaaange sentence ^^).
But instead of seeing nothing in the void as i expected, I saw everything. I saw endlessly many fractals moving and spinning, and when I tried to concentrate on one fractal, my view "zoomed in" just to show me that this moving and spinning fractal was made of even smaller fractals of the same kind and those also kept spinning and moving. It was somehow like an endless journey through the same but nevertheless ever changing "world" of those wonderful fractals.
After really noticing what was going on, I knew one thing: salvia is a very powerful tool to bring me to that special time and space a k-hole has to offer, at least for me it does. And after making this conclusion my mind and body began to become one again and the world and me reasambled upon me, the "trip" ended.
But only for that day, after this experience there is no reason for me to not retake it, even though it may not lasted for long
So it came that i went to a local headshop and bought a 20x extract of salvia which should be tryed soon after with and at a friend of mine. Because of me being quite respectful to drugs I have never taken before I didn't wanted to "overdose" and began with little doses, just to find my dose. The third hit out of a glassbong was what should show me the true might of salvia.
Soon after smoking the head with aproximately 0.1-0.2g of the extract and leaning back towards a bench, the first effects developed.
The colours around me began to become brighter, more colourful. I felt a strange feeling flowing though my whole body, somehow painful, but somehow not. I think it was a little "painful" because in the first place I somehow didn't let the effects develop as fully as they were present, not because I didn't wanted them to happen but of me being "busy" with the real world, like conzentrating on the tv or thinking what the friend of mine who was with me would think. I just didn't "pay attention" to the effects because of not realizing them developing that fast. After this little moment the "pain" got away, and i felt a release, the feeling of my body and soul dissociating from each other. After enjoing this feeling a little with my eyes closed, I reopened them to see if the world around me has somehow changed, but in the first moment there was nothing to be seen. But somehow, the whole view of mine was beginning to drift a little away, just as if a tv image would drift away in a dark place(from that point I can't tell anymore if my eyes were opened or closed) The strange thing upon that: I saw myself using a ladder to climb out of that view, a ladder leading into the endless, black void.
Because of me wanting to see what that I of me would see whilst climbing down that ladder, my change of view changed, and i saw with the eyes of the I I was seeing. (straaaaange sentence ^^).
But instead of seeing nothing in the void as i expected, I saw everything. I saw endlessly many fractals moving and spinning, and when I tried to concentrate on one fractal, my view "zoomed in" just to show me that this moving and spinning fractal was made of even smaller fractals of the same kind and those also kept spinning and moving. It was somehow like an endless journey through the same but nevertheless ever changing "world" of those wonderful fractals.
After really noticing what was going on, I knew one thing: salvia is a very powerful tool to bring me to that special time and space a k-hole has to offer, at least for me it does. And after making this conclusion my mind and body began to become one again and the world and me reasambled upon me, the "trip" ended.
But only for that day, after this experience there is no reason for me to not retake it, even though it may not lasted for long
