RealityWarrior
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Hi I'm new to blue light forums as a poster or thread starter but Ive recently been reading the forums i would like to give something back with my own experiences. Not a forum noob by any means though.
I recently tried 5x extract of Salvia after a year or so after first trying it and smoking it completely wrong and not getting the dosage and the time fame of the intake right. The way i got for the effects for the first time at breakthrough level from Saliva is to do two full bowl from a bong within 30 seconds of each other and then holding it in for 20 seconds. After my second bowl even before i breathed out i had lost consciousness. Apparently i just exhaled on reflex because i don't remember doing it.
I did fortunately had sitters which had been recommended to me by a friend who is a drugs nerd / Blue light reader. I'm glad because apparently for 5 to 7 minutes i just moved around the room completely lost in my own head basically what i think happen was visual stimuli was creating millions of scenario's and alternate realities but i wasn't aware that it was my mind that was doing it because i had total loss of ego for those first few minutes.
I only had base human instinct and nothing else my mind was just dealing with what i was seeing but i had know idea that i was on a drug or that i was even a person as strange a concept that is.
Ill tell you what i can remember, three distinct stages or bits of those stages i can remember was at first just blackness and nothing i think i just don't remember the first 5 minutes at all probably because i took a full bowl twice in quick succession and i am a experienced weed smoker and know how to kane a bong down to a art form and i really went for it and went slightly over the critical dose to break through i think.
I had a weird notion through this period even though its hard to remember anything but i get vague notion of feeling like i was above everything just literally above my room and above the planet and further and further away out of maybe even this universe then just this blackness.
(through this period of black out like out of body experience where i couldn't see my room any more or anything according to my sitters i was crawling around floor and feeling everything in the room then i got up stood in the corner and laughed i quote "a laugh of insanity almost as if i seen something so insane" that my mind only in this state free of ego could possible even handle and thats why think its hard to remember its almost as if your mind closed off that experience after the trip and I'll never find out what it is that was soo insane to make me laugh like that . )
I have seen people on 20x my mates while i was sitting for them they just kaned one bowl and got a much more lengthly trip and much longer after tripping after coming back from breakthrough.
But anyway after i came out of my blackness phase i got to stage where i would be just in a different place like i was on a bus which was not moving but just rippling and as if time stood still with people stood in locked position and the bus driver has staring directly at me but through me at the same time is the only way to describe it.
Then i finally got to the stage where i was about to come back into my body and i realized i was looking at a window but it was like a stair case going off into the ... well forever then my eye sort of zoomed into the the end of the never ending stair case of the window ( i know it doesn't make sense i think it seemed never ending at the time then i finally got to the end after it speeded up significantly). Then i saw feet at the end of the stair case, my feet then Bang i was in my room standing up looking at my feet sweating like i had just been in the jungle. My mates staring at me intently.
I got terrible anxiety at this point i was trying to figure out where i was and what i was doing and it stressed me out and i had to use all my mental strength to stay together and collected and then things slowly ebbed back into my mind that i had taken Salvia and that i was at my house then eventually i realized who i was as mad as that sounds.
I'm glad really that i managed looking back on it because i think if i had let myself go into the anxiety it would have been alot worse but thankfully it faded quickly and i remember what i was doing and who i was.
One thing that attirbuted to the axiety is the fact i was trying after to talk to my mate and just couldn't my mouth felt wierd physically and i felt like couldn't physically speak i dont know why but it seemed really hard then it slowly came back to normal feeling again and it was easier.
Salvia is i have realized a drug that is miss labeled on the Internet as a weed substitute its always on weed accessory sites as a herbal high but its not anything like weed its a dissociative psychedelic i believe (correct me if im wrong) and its a mega powerful one at that its not to be messed with lightly.
My experience was intense and scary to think about after but during mainly just weird but i have never ever left my body and pride myself on mental strength. It took my power to control myself away and i felt that it was good to feel that experience but its not something i would do over and over again its changed me i feel and given me a different perspective on life and i thank it for that. It made me happy for about week after like a sort of just glad to be back in reality happiness lol which is mad.
It also gave me sinister things to think about too like wtf was i laughing at and will i ever remember so its a mixed one but an experience i will never forget.
Thanks for letting me share it.
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I recently tried 5x extract of Salvia after a year or so after first trying it and smoking it completely wrong and not getting the dosage and the time fame of the intake right. The way i got for the effects for the first time at breakthrough level from Saliva is to do two full bowl from a bong within 30 seconds of each other and then holding it in for 20 seconds. After my second bowl even before i breathed out i had lost consciousness. Apparently i just exhaled on reflex because i don't remember doing it.
I did fortunately had sitters which had been recommended to me by a friend who is a drugs nerd / Blue light reader. I'm glad because apparently for 5 to 7 minutes i just moved around the room completely lost in my own head basically what i think happen was visual stimuli was creating millions of scenario's and alternate realities but i wasn't aware that it was my mind that was doing it because i had total loss of ego for those first few minutes.
I only had base human instinct and nothing else my mind was just dealing with what i was seeing but i had know idea that i was on a drug or that i was even a person as strange a concept that is.
Ill tell you what i can remember, three distinct stages or bits of those stages i can remember was at first just blackness and nothing i think i just don't remember the first 5 minutes at all probably because i took a full bowl twice in quick succession and i am a experienced weed smoker and know how to kane a bong down to a art form and i really went for it and went slightly over the critical dose to break through i think.
I had a weird notion through this period even though its hard to remember anything but i get vague notion of feeling like i was above everything just literally above my room and above the planet and further and further away out of maybe even this universe then just this blackness.
(through this period of black out like out of body experience where i couldn't see my room any more or anything according to my sitters i was crawling around floor and feeling everything in the room then i got up stood in the corner and laughed i quote "a laugh of insanity almost as if i seen something so insane" that my mind only in this state free of ego could possible even handle and thats why think its hard to remember its almost as if your mind closed off that experience after the trip and I'll never find out what it is that was soo insane to make me laugh like that . )
I have seen people on 20x my mates while i was sitting for them they just kaned one bowl and got a much more lengthly trip and much longer after tripping after coming back from breakthrough.
But anyway after i came out of my blackness phase i got to stage where i would be just in a different place like i was on a bus which was not moving but just rippling and as if time stood still with people stood in locked position and the bus driver has staring directly at me but through me at the same time is the only way to describe it.
Then i finally got to the stage where i was about to come back into my body and i realized i was looking at a window but it was like a stair case going off into the ... well forever then my eye sort of zoomed into the the end of the never ending stair case of the window ( i know it doesn't make sense i think it seemed never ending at the time then i finally got to the end after it speeded up significantly). Then i saw feet at the end of the stair case, my feet then Bang i was in my room standing up looking at my feet sweating like i had just been in the jungle. My mates staring at me intently.
I got terrible anxiety at this point i was trying to figure out where i was and what i was doing and it stressed me out and i had to use all my mental strength to stay together and collected and then things slowly ebbed back into my mind that i had taken Salvia and that i was at my house then eventually i realized who i was as mad as that sounds.
I'm glad really that i managed looking back on it because i think if i had let myself go into the anxiety it would have been alot worse but thankfully it faded quickly and i remember what i was doing and who i was.
One thing that attirbuted to the axiety is the fact i was trying after to talk to my mate and just couldn't my mouth felt wierd physically and i felt like couldn't physically speak i dont know why but it seemed really hard then it slowly came back to normal feeling again and it was easier.
Salvia is i have realized a drug that is miss labeled on the Internet as a weed substitute its always on weed accessory sites as a herbal high but its not anything like weed its a dissociative psychedelic i believe (correct me if im wrong) and its a mega powerful one at that its not to be messed with lightly.
My experience was intense and scary to think about after but during mainly just weird but i have never ever left my body and pride myself on mental strength. It took my power to control myself away and i felt that it was good to feel that experience but its not something i would do over and over again its changed me i feel and given me a different perspective on life and i thank it for that. It made me happy for about week after like a sort of just glad to be back in reality happiness lol which is mad.
It also gave me sinister things to think about too like wtf was i laughing at and will i ever remember so its a mixed one but an experience i will never forget.
Thanks for letting me share it.
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