WTF
I've never really felt like writing a trip report before but I think it might help me
to gather my thoughts by putting my experiences with Salvia in words. The first was the longer and more terrifying of my two experiences.
It all started about a month ago when me and 4 other friends were sitting at
my friend R's house just hanging out like usual loading up bowl after bowl (friends present were R, S, T, and W). Someone brought up Salvia and suggested that we run over to the local headshop and pick up some because S was 18.
So we all squeeze in the car and head over. We get there and pickup a gram of the 10x Extract. I am very experienced with a number of different psychedelics and was pretty confident and excited to experience this new substance. I had done loads of research on Salvia and often enjoy reading trip reports on it. I was aware of its potential to cause very realistic and bizarre hallucinations and I found particular interest in the realistic horror stories some people described.
Okay, well we arrive back at R's house and I tell my friends that they are only going to need like a pinch each. S and W went first and they're laughing, giggling, and having a great time acting like retards. They say they both thought they were swimming and described intricate psychedelic patterning.
T takes several hits with absolutely no effect but says he thinks its because he is on speed at the moment. So now it's my turn to try this stuff. I packed the bowl real fat and took one huge rip and held it in for 20-30 seconds and upon inhaling immediately roast the bowl again and hold it in for 20-30 seconds. This is where shit gets crazy. Once I exhale I have no control of my body anymore and it's like I'm frozen. I can't bring myself to put down the bowl. According to my friends from this point on I lie back on to the bed and start drooling and babbling. Have you ever seen someone blackout with their eyes open and when you look into their eyes you can just see that nobody is home? That's how they described it. This part is very hard to explain because it really doesn't make sense according to the physical boundaries of our reality. Suddenly I am aware of infinite layers of reality all lined up on top of each other. Outside the realities is infinite black space more than I've ever perceived. I start screaming a long sentence in this place but time keeps starting over( like i'm screaming what then it starts over and i'm screaming whatt theeeee then it starts over and im screaming what the heeeellllllll) each time it starts over I get the incredibly realistic, uncomfortable feeling of being ripped or peeled apart than thrown back into this chaotic loop. I can't really find the words to describe exactly how it looks seeing the layers on top of each other but it was very disturbing and terrifying. They said I was only out for 1-2 minutes but if you would have asked me how long I was in that place I would estimate 15-20 minutes.
As I'm nearing the completion of the sentence I become aware that it is rapidly approaching the reality that I actually belong to. The sentence ends just as I come back to earth( what the hell is happening to me). Suddenly I'm aware of the room and am slowly remembering the details of my life. I bug out and start flipping out at my friends screaming at them to put the pipe down. I thought that if they hit it it would send me back there again. Slowly I calmed down and described this to my friends but I got the feeling that they weren't really buying it because of the mildness of their experiences. R has hit the bowl 9 times and is only experiencing slurred speech and patterns. I was the only one to breakthrough and I felt apart from the group. So I left and went home.
OK, so yesterday I'm with another group of friends, M and his girlfriend J, and C. M is interested in Salvia and wants to try some so calls his friend to take him to the headshop and pick some up. I am much closer to this group and a lot more comfortable with them having tripped with them countless times on cid or shrooms or dxm pretty much everything. I thought this change in set would be the key factor to me having an enjoyable experience and was not about to let my fear of it get the best of me. So they come back and this time it's the 20extract. I put on some Sphongle just to set the mood and M and C take their hits. M is having a great time and says it feels like cid with different visuals. C says he doesn't really feel much at all. So its my turn. Confidently, I take the bowl, and pack a very small amount, inhale and hold for thirty seconds. Suddenly, time starts to freeze again and I know what's coming, I can't seem to put the bowl down and I KNOW I'M GOING BACK. The Deja Vu is overwhelming. I don't remember that really happened from this point but M says i screamed and whipped the bowl at him. I know that I screamed because I knew I was going back. Sure enough I am caught in the exact same trip with the layers of reality stacked on top of each other, peeling apart through the layers with time repeating further and further. Whilst peeling i hear this sound like paces being flipped in a book coinciding with each reality or dimension i'm peeled through.
I thought this part was really cool, I am ripping through screaming this sentence and it ended as "what the fuck did i do this time" and everything stopped. I felt like had been there before and I had. Time stopped long enough and suddenly I'm back in C's room but it's not over yet. M is saying "Calm down" then it starts over and I peel again then he says "calm down your" then it starts over and I peel further. At this point I know that I am in Salvia world. I chill out and remember, "yea this is really bizzare and uncomfortable but it ends" so each time I see reality start over I am just silent and just wait for this to end.
I can hear Divine Moments of Truth playing on the stereo and it grabs me and rapidly pulls me back to sanity. At this point M says I calmed down and just chilled. So time starts over again and again until the sentence forms as " calm down your just tripping really hard". The weird part is M really did say this.
I was aware that it was going to start over every time and I could see my friends but once I was calm I just watched time repeat itself and this experience became very profound. The peeling sensation stopped being so uncomfortable and just felt weird. Finally it stopped and I'm back in reality exactly at the moment the sentence completes. I proceed to tell my tale and was doing some really serious thinking about the nature of reality. This trip was so amazing to me. I get the feeling that this will happen every time I take Salvia. After the experience i smoked a couple bowls to calm myself down but I felt completely out of it for like 45 minutes
I can't really find away to connect these trips to my life in any way, but has anyone else ever experienced the same trip twice? Am I ultra-sensitive to this stuff? Why doesn't everyone find themselves transported to alternate realites and dimensions? Why does Salvia even exist? How can it make me perceive these things that don't make sense in the real world?
I am very confused but at the same time very interested in the effects of this plant and am determined to try it again and see if the same time loop continuum ensues and I think it will.
I've never really felt like writing a trip report before but I think it might help me
to gather my thoughts by putting my experiences with Salvia in words. The first was the longer and more terrifying of my two experiences.
It all started about a month ago when me and 4 other friends were sitting at
my friend R's house just hanging out like usual loading up bowl after bowl (friends present were R, S, T, and W). Someone brought up Salvia and suggested that we run over to the local headshop and pick up some because S was 18.
So we all squeeze in the car and head over. We get there and pickup a gram of the 10x Extract. I am very experienced with a number of different psychedelics and was pretty confident and excited to experience this new substance. I had done loads of research on Salvia and often enjoy reading trip reports on it. I was aware of its potential to cause very realistic and bizarre hallucinations and I found particular interest in the realistic horror stories some people described.
Okay, well we arrive back at R's house and I tell my friends that they are only going to need like a pinch each. S and W went first and they're laughing, giggling, and having a great time acting like retards. They say they both thought they were swimming and described intricate psychedelic patterning.
T takes several hits with absolutely no effect but says he thinks its because he is on speed at the moment. So now it's my turn to try this stuff. I packed the bowl real fat and took one huge rip and held it in for 20-30 seconds and upon inhaling immediately roast the bowl again and hold it in for 20-30 seconds. This is where shit gets crazy. Once I exhale I have no control of my body anymore and it's like I'm frozen. I can't bring myself to put down the bowl. According to my friends from this point on I lie back on to the bed and start drooling and babbling. Have you ever seen someone blackout with their eyes open and when you look into their eyes you can just see that nobody is home? That's how they described it. This part is very hard to explain because it really doesn't make sense according to the physical boundaries of our reality. Suddenly I am aware of infinite layers of reality all lined up on top of each other. Outside the realities is infinite black space more than I've ever perceived. I start screaming a long sentence in this place but time keeps starting over( like i'm screaming what then it starts over and i'm screaming whatt theeeee then it starts over and im screaming what the heeeellllllll) each time it starts over I get the incredibly realistic, uncomfortable feeling of being ripped or peeled apart than thrown back into this chaotic loop. I can't really find the words to describe exactly how it looks seeing the layers on top of each other but it was very disturbing and terrifying. They said I was only out for 1-2 minutes but if you would have asked me how long I was in that place I would estimate 15-20 minutes.
As I'm nearing the completion of the sentence I become aware that it is rapidly approaching the reality that I actually belong to. The sentence ends just as I come back to earth( what the hell is happening to me). Suddenly I'm aware of the room and am slowly remembering the details of my life. I bug out and start flipping out at my friends screaming at them to put the pipe down. I thought that if they hit it it would send me back there again. Slowly I calmed down and described this to my friends but I got the feeling that they weren't really buying it because of the mildness of their experiences. R has hit the bowl 9 times and is only experiencing slurred speech and patterns. I was the only one to breakthrough and I felt apart from the group. So I left and went home.
OK, so yesterday I'm with another group of friends, M and his girlfriend J, and C. M is interested in Salvia and wants to try some so calls his friend to take him to the headshop and pick some up. I am much closer to this group and a lot more comfortable with them having tripped with them countless times on cid or shrooms or dxm pretty much everything. I thought this change in set would be the key factor to me having an enjoyable experience and was not about to let my fear of it get the best of me. So they come back and this time it's the 20extract. I put on some Sphongle just to set the mood and M and C take their hits. M is having a great time and says it feels like cid with different visuals. C says he doesn't really feel much at all. So its my turn. Confidently, I take the bowl, and pack a very small amount, inhale and hold for thirty seconds. Suddenly, time starts to freeze again and I know what's coming, I can't seem to put the bowl down and I KNOW I'M GOING BACK. The Deja Vu is overwhelming. I don't remember that really happened from this point but M says i screamed and whipped the bowl at him. I know that I screamed because I knew I was going back. Sure enough I am caught in the exact same trip with the layers of reality stacked on top of each other, peeling apart through the layers with time repeating further and further. Whilst peeling i hear this sound like paces being flipped in a book coinciding with each reality or dimension i'm peeled through.
I thought this part was really cool, I am ripping through screaming this sentence and it ended as "what the fuck did i do this time" and everything stopped. I felt like had been there before and I had. Time stopped long enough and suddenly I'm back in C's room but it's not over yet. M is saying "Calm down" then it starts over and I peel again then he says "calm down your" then it starts over and I peel further. At this point I know that I am in Salvia world. I chill out and remember, "yea this is really bizzare and uncomfortable but it ends" so each time I see reality start over I am just silent and just wait for this to end.
I can hear Divine Moments of Truth playing on the stereo and it grabs me and rapidly pulls me back to sanity. At this point M says I calmed down and just chilled. So time starts over again and again until the sentence forms as " calm down your just tripping really hard". The weird part is M really did say this.
I was aware that it was going to start over every time and I could see my friends but once I was calm I just watched time repeat itself and this experience became very profound. The peeling sensation stopped being so uncomfortable and just felt weird. Finally it stopped and I'm back in reality exactly at the moment the sentence completes. I proceed to tell my tale and was doing some really serious thinking about the nature of reality. This trip was so amazing to me. I get the feeling that this will happen every time I take Salvia. After the experience i smoked a couple bowls to calm myself down but I felt completely out of it for like 45 minutes
I can't really find away to connect these trips to my life in any way, but has anyone else ever experienced the same trip twice? Am I ultra-sensitive to this stuff? Why doesn't everyone find themselves transported to alternate realites and dimensions? Why does Salvia even exist? How can it make me perceive these things that don't make sense in the real world?
I am very confused but at the same time very interested in the effects of this plant and am determined to try it again and see if the same time loop continuum ensues and I think it will.
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