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toekitten

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Hi everyone,

I'm not a super-experienced mdma user, but have rolled probably 10 or 15 times in the last 3 years since my first time. I've only ever done it with friends, which is a great time, but I'm curious about trying a solo experience, without the distraction of other people, to learn about myself, come to some realizations, write down thoughts, etc.

What should i be concerned about? Obviously I'll have water, cool environment, cell phone to call someone if something goes wrong, although physiclally i should be fine, as i'll take 2 pills only, no redosing.

I'm more worried about bad psychological effects, since E makes me very social and lovable and I've always had friends there. I'm quite happy being alone while sober (quite intraverted) but has anyone ever had panic attacks or anything weird like that being alone while rolling?

Also, any advice on other enlightening ways to spend a solo experience, other than what i mentioned above?

Thanks for any input,

TK
 
Rolling alone can be incredibly spiritual, actually. While it is traditionally a social drug, you can learn a lot about yourself by rolling alone and being entranced in your own thoughts.

A couple tips:

-Go on occasional walks. If you're rolling in your house, take brief strolls outside on occasion. The fresh air will feel nice, and you'll love exploring (even if you know the area well, the MDMA will make you feel like it's your first time walking around).

-Create something! Even if you're not an artist of any kind, try and draw something. Even doodling works. Try writing a story, or just free association writing even (whatever comes to your mind).
 
toekitten said:
Also, any advice on other enlightening ways to spend a solo experience, other than what i mentioned above?
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-sunglasses
-something to chew on
-trance music
-electronic body messager (having one for your neck also is an awsome addition=D )
-glowsticks
-Call other people whom are rolling or have rolled before, otherwise they may think your a little gay (unless its your girlfriend/boyfriend)
-yearbook, anything for past memories for that case
-lots of pot

Sure I could think of more but thats the main things I included on my past experience of rolling alone.
 
dont make a habit of rolling alone, it def got depressing for me after a while. but thats not to say i havnt had the time of my life while rolling alone.(my 1st roll was alone)once you come up, you prob wont give a fuck about being alone.
I highly recommend having alot of stuff to fuck around with, you may get bored. personally, i enjoy-

-a good sound system that thumps
-trance
-glowsticks
-blacklight
-mirror(makes you feel less alone)
-posters of beautiful women
-visualizer
-candy
-scents from the body shop I.e-cherry mist, cucumber melon, any good smelling spray mist
-i also feel better about myself when i dress really stylish for the night

it def sucks to comedown alone...it always makes me feel like some drugged out loser, make sure you have some good weed or benzo's to knock you out quick

other than that have fun man=D
 
deroxor said:
Better Advice;

Go to a Club
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Good advice, but I posted what I did because Im on house arrest and everyone preffered to roll at the party rather than my house lol ;p
 
Going on the internet while rolling can get pretty wild. Also a good book to read is nice, although after about two-three minutes of reading i become distracted by the way the letters look, the colors on the cover of the book. Watching tv can get fun. Pop ya headphones on and take a nice stroll with some maryjane, it makes for a good time.
 
ive only truley rolled once by myself, it just didnt feel right, but i sat through it online, i bust out my headphones and listened to some nice dnb. the second time i tried it i only lasted about 1 hour alone, once i came up, i couldnt sit alone anymore and i drove to my friend's house to peak.
 
UltimaWeapon said:
ive only truley rolled once by myself, it just didnt feel right, but i sat through it online, i bust out my headphones and listened to some nice dnb. the second time i tried it i only lasted about 1 hour alone, once i came up, i couldnt sit alone anymore and i drove to my friend's house to peak.
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I actually forgot to post something about that too lol. Yeah rolling alone made me just wanna get out of the house even more. I enjoyed rolling, dont get me wrong. The whole time I was talking on the phone and was wishing either someone would come over or that I would go to my friends rolling party (house arrest sucks). haha
 
love it

I love rolling alone...It is a time to learn about yourself..But the only thing that is a prob for me is i get horny and call my honey to come over lol
 
^^ *Cough* *Cough* DRUG ABUSE *Cough* *Cough* ^^

But seriosuly, dont waste your pills like that, give them to someone else.... rolling alone just doesnt cut it.

::P.S::
Excluding being under house arrest :P
 
thats right! it would seem like such a waste of a roll. I would want to get the hell out and to the nearest club!!
 
Honestly after my last roll experience alone I decided im just gonna wait til I get off house arrest to roll again (I just crave getting out into the scene too much and know it could be used in better ways). Getting off in just over a week =D
 
i don't think rolling alone is a waste of a roll... as long as you have fun, that's what matters right? i've rolled alone (well, been left alone while rolling) and it wasn't bad at all. i spent most of my time online, or playing with my bunny :D

if you go into it with the right mindset then you will probably have a pretty good time :) just have stuff to keep yourself busy with, it sounds like you have all the neccesities down... you can always call someone too, if you get bored :) have fun!
 
I just personally find better uses out of it. I dont think you can waste any drug by consuming it, theres just better ways of going about using it and there are better times to use it in my opinion.

But to each their own, people get different things off drugs and see the use out of it differently than other people do.
 
For me, I generally prefer to roll alone....though I don't have a strong preference either way really. But to each his own. If you like the club thing, great, but just because you do, don't assume that's best for others.

Mind you, what I like to do most on E is have loud surrounding music in a dark place....and that almost completely removes the social aspect of the drug...thus I'm fine with solo.
 
question - does smoking heaps of pot when comming up help one stay put and kill those social ambitions ?
 
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