The molly was legit but too cut with inactive substances. My friend and I had to finish off the whole baggie because the previous doses weren't hitting, then they finally began to hit. I also don't get dilated pupils while rolling unless I take A LOT of MDMA where the stimulant effects would be so harsh that my dick will shrink for an entire day, feeling nauseous, hands locking up from the tingling. Anyways, we were walking around the mall while rolling and into Hollister. It was amazing, I couldn't stop talking, had dry mouth, music inside was great. Then we take some more and an hour later get on the bus. It's only 7pm and we are already slightly floored in a comfortable way, not too intense. Just laid back and chill with tingles and yawning...similar to a weed high. We didn't have any real euphoria or feelings of empathy yet as I believe we were still coming up or leveling off. We began to talk more and more and 30 minutes later, we are off our asses rolling hard and just awing all over the place in orgasmic pleasure, jizzing our souls out. My heart felt so buttered up, I just wanted to rip it out for the love of it. It was intense and for a few seconds I was feeling trapped in this state of forced love but let it go and went on with it. I was constantly rubbing my hands right underneath my chin like an innocent little boy with kitty-like eyes lol. It was fucking amazing, I cried a little bit too and we were real emotional with tingles and all. Then when I came down, I just felt mentally spent and spaced out. No depression or anything. I just felt "tender" mentally and easily irritable. Managed to go to sleep, woke up the next day with an afterglow. Friend texted me saying, "Dude I feel so calm..." I'm like, "Welcome to the afterglow." I wasn't tired anymore but I was just tired of the MDMA experience all together because it was so intense as in it took a lot out of me emotionally in a good way and I'd actually PREFER to take a break because of that, not just because it would be harmful doing it often. I roll once every 1-3 months. Each roll is a different, therapeutic experience because after time has passed, I have a new set of problems and changes in my life that I confront while I'm rolling. (Confront as in thinking/talking about them with my mind under the MDMA effect). When I was alone and still rolling hard and had to talk so badly to someone, I began to talk to myself while looking in the mirror, telling myself how I'm gonna be a better person, get shit done, etc.
MDMA is a hell of a drug. While I'm waiting for my next roll, I want to get started on the LSD/shroom experience which I never had because my ultimate goal is to candyflip and hippyflip so obviously getting myself familiar with LSD and shrooms will prepare me for taking them with MDMA. Why? I heard great, great things about candy/hippyflipping.
MDMA is a hell of a drug. While I'm waiting for my next roll, I want to get started on the LSD/shroom experience which I never had because my ultimate goal is to candyflip and hippyflip so obviously getting myself familiar with LSD and shrooms will prepare me for taking them with MDMA. Why? I heard great, great things about candy/hippyflipping.
