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Returning BL're. ENDOCARDITIS STORY

Harumscxarum

Harumscxarum

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I just made a post but I think I accidentally deleted it.

To the point after months of injecting heroin and cocaine every single day and eventually becoming so malnourished I couldn't find any veins I contracted endocarditis. I am currently in the hospital with breathing problems and renal failure luckily the infection is just in my blood it did not make it to my heart which might've killed me or at the very least required surgery.

I'm looking to connect with anyone who's been here in my shoes that is anyone who has had endocarditis or a very serious infection as a result of injection drug use.

I have a hospital prison sentence of six weeks which I'm afraid to drive me crazy with my ADD and hate fullness of TV. I spend my days daydreaming about 711 pizza and greasy buffalo wings from anywhere. Mostly I just pray that I haven't destroyed my kidneys permanently and will not have to be on dialysis the rest of my life because of a bad decision I kept making for a year straight.

If you have an experience with endocarditis please share did your kidneys fail? Did the brush with death keep you from using?


PS Attmans forgive me if this thread is in the wrong place I'm not on a PC and it would be very hard for me to move I'm posting this with talk to text from a Kindle so please be considerate I beg you I also apologize for the lack of punctuate punctuation and sentence structure but that can't be helped for right now.
 
Some of you may remember me from 2010 when I was a self-described chipper. That shit does not last do not believe it heed those words.

My dad had a stroke in 2012..and although we're not close it subconsciously fucked me up bad. Started with crack and heroin habit took off hardcore...
 
Try MMS (brand name) - it is chlorid not with T. It is used as a water cleaner and has great effects of our body. After reacting it, it will fall only into salt and oxygen. But do not talk with the doctors about this. Most of them think they know everything. But wrong.
In India and South America the cures always Malaria with that. And it costs only a few pens.

That because there are reports that MMS is poisonousness. Sure if you drink 20l of water you will also die. But the point is, the whole pharma industry will be broken down. Because nobody needs it really.

Sure if I broke my arm I will go to hospital. But in all other cases I use this component. Keywords: MMS, Jim Humble


Hope to help you :)
 
If I could only three things to an lonly island forever.
I would take:
A knife, (fire steel) and MMS. A knife and MMS is engough for me. :D
 
OP, I havee no personal experience but have seen this happen to a guy with a serious H habit. Ended up in the hospital with impaired renal function and growths on his heart valve. He had a 6 week course of IV antibiotic In the hospital-he had to be watched carefully because antibiotics and damaged kidneys don't go well together. Yes, he recovered almost full renal function and did not require heart surgery. He was warned that he was at high risk for a repeat if he picked up any bacterial infection-which would mean valve replacement and potentially kidney transplant, although he'd be far down the list.

After discharge , he picked up a few times then went the methadone route. As far as I know, he's still on it. His had a few instances of relapse (an old girlfriend still uses) but has been pretty steady for about 7 years.

Hopefully, this gave you some info?
 
Hi Harum I hope you come thru this ok. I have had a brush with death but not from an infection like yours I am sorry to hear this but medicine being the way it is, you will fair ok. I had overdosed and my heart had stopped years back I do not remember any of it, I was told I was shocked a number of times to get me going, I did have burn marks, did time in rehab but I kept using. Some of us addicts just seem to defy death, nothing stops the desire, I only have 6 days hang in there and keep posting, hang in there, hang out here...
 
That's exactly what they want from me. 6weeks. I was admitted Oct 25th...day before my fuckin birthday haha. Because I lost my Job and kidneys I get Medicaid....hoping against hope it'll pay for home care so I can leave early. I want to be home for thanksgiving...which is now my Damn parents house.

Didn't know when I got into ambulance it would be the last time I saw my apartment :( worked hard with job and addiction to keep that place...fucked it up the last few months anyway...

Happy to be alive and recovering...but I hate being confined so bad...reason I returned to BL...something to fill time.
 
I ODs before, had a stroke from meth and plenty of other brushes. Mom says I have 9 lives....shit is like drunks and DUI accidents...never get hurt but hurt others.

Ill be ok...but my estimate with America's shit system is ill get a bill for half a million dollars....already discussing bankruptcy lol
 
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