...i have not had a pill since the 23rd of April. That's 6 weeks my friends - and I'm feeling the pull
nah..actually it's been pretty easy.. needless to say there have been supplementary drugs, but basically.. next time i have a pill, i'm going to hit the fucking roof. That'll be my 21st.. 23rd if June. 2 months (9 weeks) since the last pill...
*sigh*
That'll be my longest break in about... 2.5 years (6 weeks being the longest yet and only attempted once).Do the words tolerance mean anything....?
Anyway, I just thought I'd come on here and brag about my abstinence.. basically because I just read a thread you know all the 'magic is gone' bullshit.
I'm gettin' it back.. for the first time in ages the magic was starting to disappear for me (although I can still honestly say that I have NEVER had a bad experience because of a pill)... I don't enjoy clubs anymore, pills were getting boring, so I took a break. And here i am. Not itching so much to get back to a club (also haven't been out since gatecrasher), but pills are starting to seem like an attractive option once again.. and i'm looking forward to getting the 'magic' back. Only this time, i want to do it differently.
Home Rolling. I've always liked it, but i always end up munching all the pills in the club, too greedy to save for the next day
This time, it's all gonna be about the next day.. the next day will in fact the 'the night'. Stay in - wearing my trakkie daks and slippers, minus smoke filled contact lenses(teehee) hot showers when I want, cold baths when I want, free water, coffee, tea, whatever music i feel like listening to, a spunky boy to play with my hair all night
and an endless supply of cones, G without the risk of g'ing out in a club.. comfy bed for rolling around on, candlelight instead of strobe light, clean carpet - the basic comforts of home - with the beauty of ecstasy - without having to feel guilty for not dancing
Aaaahh.. as i enter into a new period of my life - which so begins on the 24th of June, I enter a time of experimentation, new experiences to be had and memories to be made, and new people to make them with...
In 3 weeks I will be trying a new drug - not the ecstasy I have known and grown to become bored of... but a drug with endless opportunities for fun and discovery. A rebirth - renaissance if you will.
Ecstasy - I hereby present you with a second chance...
but first.... exams
mona.
ps. fuck i can spin some shit sometimes
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"If music be the food of love, play on" W. Shakespeare
[This message has been edited by mona (edited 02 June 2000).]
nah..actually it's been pretty easy.. needless to say there have been supplementary drugs, but basically.. next time i have a pill, i'm going to hit the fucking roof. That'll be my 21st.. 23rd if June. 2 months (9 weeks) since the last pill...
*sigh*
That'll be my longest break in about... 2.5 years (6 weeks being the longest yet and only attempted once).Do the words tolerance mean anything....?
Anyway, I just thought I'd come on here and brag about my abstinence.. basically because I just read a thread you know all the 'magic is gone' bullshit.
I'm gettin' it back.. for the first time in ages the magic was starting to disappear for me (although I can still honestly say that I have NEVER had a bad experience because of a pill)... I don't enjoy clubs anymore, pills were getting boring, so I took a break. And here i am. Not itching so much to get back to a club (also haven't been out since gatecrasher), but pills are starting to seem like an attractive option once again.. and i'm looking forward to getting the 'magic' back. Only this time, i want to do it differently.
Home Rolling. I've always liked it, but i always end up munching all the pills in the club, too greedy to save for the next day
Aaaahh.. as i enter into a new period of my life - which so begins on the 24th of June, I enter a time of experimentation, new experiences to be had and memories to be made, and new people to make them with...
In 3 weeks I will be trying a new drug - not the ecstasy I have known and grown to become bored of... but a drug with endless opportunities for fun and discovery. A rebirth - renaissance if you will.
Ecstasy - I hereby present you with a second chance...
but first.... exams
mona.
ps. fuck i can spin some shit sometimes
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"If music be the food of love, play on" W. Shakespeare
[This message has been edited by mona (edited 02 June 2000).]
