Yes brother I can admit there is more to life than science and reason. There is the unknown and plenty of it IMO. Human reason is not infallible. Reason is a well considered best guess based on all the evidence we can find and doing our best to make sense if what we think it means. We can be wrong and ultimately are for the most part I'd say. We are not the creator of life so we cannot even know if our well considered best guess is right or to what degree it may be right. Therefore we need a little humility at the end of the day. I have strong opinions but they are not more than that. I use my mind as best I can and I try to understand my own limitations as a falable human. That's why many of my posts include at least one "IMO". There is a lot I don't understand about myself and how my mind works. My conscious and unconscious biases and that I'm a product of a lot of programming by my parents and my culture that is very hard to root out so I can find what it is that I actually believe for myself.
We could never reproduce your life in a double-blind experiment. There's no experiment to prove consciousness as a thing or not. Science can't even tell if consciousness is a material thing or something else, there are only assumptions.
You can take any material reductionist and apply the same skeptical logic to their inner framework until you find something unproveable about it. Nobody's life is 100% rational, that's just hubris. Our aliveness and functionality are based on such a complex network of things that we don't even really understand yet, it's kind of a miracle that we're here at all. The idea that science will one day be within reach of everything is also hubris. You're aware that science in its current form is about 200-300 years old only, right? All previous systems were disregarded. This system too will be disregarded, eventually. Your epistemology may not even
exist in another 200 years for you to be making that claim.
I don't get why some scientists try to enter philosophy and act like they're en par, when they're not. Philosophy and science are two different branches. They approach the world completely differently. When a scientist enters a philosophical thread and criticizes its inductive reasoning, a big "duh" comes to mind. You're not going to find anything concrete in the philosophical and spiritual branches that satisfies material reductionism.
Science will never be able to prove god, one way or another. Science concerns itself only with the material world, which is why it has a lot of strength there. Crossing into other epistemologies and territories is pointless if you aren't willing to ease up on that mindset.
There are atheists who just say there is no god, and leave it at that. Then there are those who enter discussions to repeat over and over that there's no proof of God. You want to talk about no substance? Look no further. Do you have anything to really add apart from your disbelief?
I just find it unfortunate because if you could take the first premise on faith, you could learn a great deal through subsequent systems and methodologies. But you're stuck at the initial premise, which is why your input into these discussions doesn't facilitate the kinds of explorations that others are doing. It shuts them down and not much else.
I mean look... the topic is religion and tribalism as means to appease war and drama, and yet another good thread is bogged down about whether or not God is real because the focus has become the primacy of material reductionism and almighty rationality. Honestly, can we move beyond it???