relentless repetition

[Shuddr2Think]

my eyes can't focus on
the thought of you anymore
leaving me in a state of
distress and misunderstandings
i try to comprehend
gain more
see less
but continuously all i get
is confusion.
im so tired
my brain bogged down
by days of unrest
unstable
my heart doesn't seem to beat the same
when you aren't around
and my mind doesn't shake the same way
until you are in the room
and its 5 p.m
and i am exhausted
reality is beyond
my reasoning
and my ability to smile
is wearing off
and lately i can't
look in your general
direction without
feeling suffocation.
questioning all i know
i just wish i could still breathe in
the fresh air and sunlight
which are now strangling
my concept of you
with this moonlight
betraying your memory
i still need sleep
my eyes still won't close
and i won't rest
until daylight comes around again.

 

[Angelight]

bravo