Relationships

I want to be in one. I don't know if this is a way for me to get outside of myself or not.

It'll happen in time I guess. Just would like to be accepted by a female. Well, to be honest, I want to be LOVED by a female (and love her back EQUALLY).

If I keep doing the right things and take care of myself in a healthy manner, maybe it will happen.

Bleh! I guess I'm a bit needy.

At least I can admit it.

 

This kind of hurts my feelings. Not kind of, it does. (to be totally honest). I'm not quite sure now what you would call what we are doing? Could you please fill me in? Am I just something to pass the time until what you really want comes along? Please be honest with me. I am sorry if I am not giving you what u need right now. It's hard from so far away and I also don't want to crowd u. Do u know what I mean? I care for very much, but I not quite at I love you yet. I care enough about u to be sure about my actions and words. Let me know what's going on.

 

we'll talk more via phone or email (in order to spare other BLers). I think we'll get better at communication