So I finally got an answer as to when I go into this court ordered 90 day residential rehab house. The lady that runs the place told me, "In 2 days, I think." LOL. I'm not trippin, but merely makin an observation that these rehab places are demonstrating crappy business skills at best and this includes these facilities that have reputations of having really good programs. I mean residents say they run a good program, but all I know is they all seem to be flying by the seat of their pants when it comes to the day to day on the business end.
That said, whether I actually get in Monday remains to be seen. I'm not upset or happy about it, I don't care either way because I know whatevers supposed to happen will happen. I just do the foot work and let God deal with the rest. If I do end up going in in 2 days, then I guess it's goodbye for 90 days.
Mom and I went to see the movie Philemena today and we both enjoyed it very much. That was an excellent example of applying the principle of forgiveness. I got a sponsor yesterday, someone I knew from having gone to NA from the last time I got clean. So it feels good not to be living in a fearful mindset the way I had been going prior to September this year. Sigh. I hate to say it but 90 days in jail gave me a new beginning.
Get this. I went to my doc and he is puzzled as hell. My blood work says I am free of Hep C and my viral load is undetectable. He's gonna have to run these tests again cause I've had results that have said otherwise since 1998, yet now I'm free of it. That's it for now. Peace out.
That said, whether I actually get in Monday remains to be seen. I'm not upset or happy about it, I don't care either way because I know whatevers supposed to happen will happen. I just do the foot work and let God deal with the rest. If I do end up going in in 2 days, then I guess it's goodbye for 90 days.
Mom and I went to see the movie Philemena today and we both enjoyed it very much. That was an excellent example of applying the principle of forgiveness. I got a sponsor yesterday, someone I knew from having gone to NA from the last time I got clean. So it feels good not to be living in a fearful mindset the way I had been going prior to September this year. Sigh. I hate to say it but 90 days in jail gave me a new beginning.
Get this. I went to my doc and he is puzzled as hell. My blood work says I am free of Hep C and my viral load is undetectable. He's gonna have to run these tests again cause I've had results that have said otherwise since 1998, yet now I'm free of it. That's it for now. Peace out.
