Rio Fantastic
Bluelighter
Hello,
So, next week it is looking very likely that I will be involuntarily withdrawing from opiates. As this will be my eleventh time withdrawing, I have a good idea of what to expect and am totally dreading it. I have a pretty big habit now, I do about four points of heroin a day and have been augmenting this recently with methadone, dilaudid and oxycodoone when I can get it. None of the other addicts I know get some of the symptoms I get though, so I'm wondering if anyone here has had them, and if so how to alleviate them. My first unique symptom is that I throw up a lot. Basically from the end of the first day of withdrawal until I'm totally in the clear I can't eat a thing lest very shortly after I'm locked in the bathroom for up to an hour puking up whatever I ate and then dry heaving for a long time after that, and it's one of my worst symptoms.
Secondly, and not a single person I've asked shares this, from day two to day four or five I start to hiccup none stop. It might sound like a minor irritation compared to the other symptoms, but it gets really aggravating and painful, especially when the restless legs and the general horribleness briefly cessates and I feel like I might be able to grab a precious hour or so of sleep and then I violently hiccup and it jars me awake. It really pisses me off and has happened every single time I detox, like clockwork by hour 36 of detoxing I'm hiccuping like a madman. It would be a relief just to find out I'm not alone with this symptom and if anyone has any ideas for a cure I would really apprecaite it, it would make withdrawing just that little bit easier.
Third, you know those jerks you get sometimes when you're falling asleep and you violently snap out of it, almost feeling like you're falling? Well, I get those all the time, even when awake. I'd estimate this happens about once an hour while I'm withdrawing, sometimes more regularly, but these nyclonic jerks have accompanied my withdrawal every single time along with all the rest of it.
Fourth, I can't wear clothes during withdrawal. This sounds ridiculous, but it's as if I become allergic to all fabrics or some shit. All of my clothes feel like sandpaper against my skin, and the horrible scratchy, clingy, rough feeling gets unbearable by the second day of withdrawal. Every type of clothing against my skin feels horrible and this has made withdrawal even worse when circumstances force me to wear clothes. It also fucking sucks when the cold chills come, because it's a choice between feeling like I'm freezing to death or like I'm wrapping myself in broken glass.
If anyone else has these symptoms or even better knows how to alleviate them i would much appreciate it!!!
So, next week it is looking very likely that I will be involuntarily withdrawing from opiates. As this will be my eleventh time withdrawing, I have a good idea of what to expect and am totally dreading it. I have a pretty big habit now, I do about four points of heroin a day and have been augmenting this recently with methadone, dilaudid and oxycodoone when I can get it. None of the other addicts I know get some of the symptoms I get though, so I'm wondering if anyone here has had them, and if so how to alleviate them. My first unique symptom is that I throw up a lot. Basically from the end of the first day of withdrawal until I'm totally in the clear I can't eat a thing lest very shortly after I'm locked in the bathroom for up to an hour puking up whatever I ate and then dry heaving for a long time after that, and it's one of my worst symptoms.
Secondly, and not a single person I've asked shares this, from day two to day four or five I start to hiccup none stop. It might sound like a minor irritation compared to the other symptoms, but it gets really aggravating and painful, especially when the restless legs and the general horribleness briefly cessates and I feel like I might be able to grab a precious hour or so of sleep and then I violently hiccup and it jars me awake. It really pisses me off and has happened every single time I detox, like clockwork by hour 36 of detoxing I'm hiccuping like a madman. It would be a relief just to find out I'm not alone with this symptom and if anyone has any ideas for a cure I would really apprecaite it, it would make withdrawing just that little bit easier.
Third, you know those jerks you get sometimes when you're falling asleep and you violently snap out of it, almost feeling like you're falling? Well, I get those all the time, even when awake. I'd estimate this happens about once an hour while I'm withdrawing, sometimes more regularly, but these nyclonic jerks have accompanied my withdrawal every single time along with all the rest of it.
Fourth, I can't wear clothes during withdrawal. This sounds ridiculous, but it's as if I become allergic to all fabrics or some shit. All of my clothes feel like sandpaper against my skin, and the horrible scratchy, clingy, rough feeling gets unbearable by the second day of withdrawal. Every type of clothing against my skin feels horrible and this has made withdrawal even worse when circumstances force me to wear clothes. It also fucking sucks when the cold chills come, because it's a choice between feeling like I'm freezing to death or like I'm wrapping myself in broken glass.
If anyone else has these symptoms or even better knows how to alleviate them i would much appreciate it!!!