Random MSN Gibberings LXXII: 5am sucks

[Mr Smokes Blunts.]

alright gibberers. hope you're all well.

i am in packing limbo. where i feel like i've finished packing but also like i've forgotten something. am trusting that really all i need is passport, money and zopiclone, so the fact i have more than that should mean i'm sorted... absolutely hate travelling, makes me v anxious, need to get over it!!

Have a good time :D I always forget phone chargers and converter plugs if that's any help... You should definitely take solice in the fact that if you have forgotten something you can almost certainly buy your way out of that mess. In Spain/Egypt you could quite easily buy your way out of being without benzos with a quick trip to a doctor too

 

[Mr Smokes Blunts.]

I can't stop shitting and the daylight seems to last for 5 hours. Doesn't help I can't wake up before 11am. I spend my waking hours sitting at a computer and have a real fear of developing DVT. My motivation stretches to getting out of bed, throwing on some clothes and getting to the computer. Sometimes I can manage a wash. My drugs are now at risk of being banned. I hate winter in this country! I hate this country! I hate computers! I hate shitting! Aargh.

I swear I hadn't read bcf's post first. /aol. Except the shit, it's all mine.

Winter seems particularly brutal this year... I am a Southern Fairy and every year winter seems worse than the last up here in the North. I went down south and there are still plants growing, and trees with leaves on. I don't think that super short nice weather spell before being plunged into this quagmire of shit weather has particularly helped things. I use my SAD light today, and that has perked me up a bit!

 

[Mailmonkey]

I spend my waking hours sitting at a computer and have a real fear of developing DVT. My motivation stretches to getting out of bed, throwing on some clothes and getting to the computer. Sometimes I can manage a wash. My drugs are now at risk of being banned. I hate winter in this country! I hate this country! I hate computers! I hate shitting! Aargh.

Is your computer at home your job too?

I'd find it hard to do that, I need a job to maintain a level of routine in my life, otherwise I could easily descend into drugs, pooota, drugs cycle.

Saying that, it wouldn't be so bad now, when I was younger I'd have fallen into that trap without a job (except we didn't have pootas in me 20's so it was drugs and afternoon TV with the sound off/subtitles on and music blaring). I got wife and son now, so they are prob the main reason I don't let meself fall into that trap, along with the job.....

God I miss Going For Gold.

 

[knock]

Winter seems particularly brutal this year... I am a Southern Fairy and every year winter seems worse than the last up here in the North. I went down south and there are still plants growing, and trees with leaves on. I don't think that super short nice weather spell before being plunged into this quagmire of shit weather has particularly helped things. I use my SAD light today, and that has perked me up a bit!

Yeah I was speaking to someone who uses SAD lights at the weekend, she says they're really good.

Sucks that they're needed in the first place though!

 

[knock]

Is your computer at home your job too?

I'd find it hard to do that, I need a job to maintain a level of routine in my life, otherwise I could easily descend into drugs, pooota, drugs cycle.

Saying that, it wouldn't be so bad now, when I was younger I'd have fallen into that trap without a job (except we didn't have pootas in me 20's so it was drugs and afternoon TV with the sound off/subtitles on and music blaring). I got wife and son now, so they are prob the main reason I don't let meself fall into that trap, along with the job.....

God I miss Going For Gold.

I do contract IT. I have no contract just now. Nor do I want one, I hate working in offices! I have a friend who needed a web site built for his company, which I've been doing, basically for free as he can't afford to pay me decent money but I'm learning new stuff so swings and roundabouts.

So I have no real routine just now, just get to computer and do the work.

I want to change career, been thinking of becoming a nurse. But I have no idea how to go about applying - long time since I was in full time education - and been putting off doing the research while getting this web site done. Almost there now though!

Yeah I want a wife and kids, might sort that out this weekend.

 

[Mr Smokes Blunts.]

Yeah I was speaking to someone who uses SAD lights at the weekend, she says they're really good.

Sucks that they're needed in the first place though!

Rellocate to Australia, or just thank your lucky stars you don't live in Scandinavia! :D

 

[knock]

Rellocate to Australia

racists

or just thank your lucky stars you don't live in Scandinavia! :D

They have lovely summers!

 

[knock]

It's dark now. I am going to take drugs.

 

[breakcorefiend]

feeling like london life is getting too much for me, sick of my job, sick of london argh fuck it all, if only my gf would leave this city, but she wont so im gunna have to be depressed and take drugs and live for the weekend

 

[knock]

feeling like london life is getting too much for me, sick of my job, sick of london argh fuck it all, if only my gf would leave this city, but she wont so im gunna have to be depressed and take drugs and live for the weekend

Get yourself out to the parks. Wimbledon Common is amazing!

God bless o-dt. I even managed a 20 minute phone call to my Dad without getting bored Disclaimer: drug dependence is for fools (like me). And there is no god.

 

[YellowPolkaDotHalo]

This happened to me over the last few weeks mate... I went out for a standard night on MD, thought I would use valium for the following few days to see if I could just mong through the comedown, but once I stopped using the valium I felt proper miserable until a couple of days ago. It'll go. I swear vals have a comedown all of their own though.

Valium does have a come down..Its not as pronounced as some but still packs a miserable punch.. You have to pay the ferryman (old fucker)

Breakcore..Organise some romantic weekends with the girlfriend in the country. Get a little hotel near a forest or the sea.
If she doesnt want to go...go on your own, youre not joined at the hip.

 

[mrsusan]

feeling like london life is getting too much for me, sick of my job, sick of london argh fuck it all, if only my gf would leave this city, but she wont so im gunna have to be depressed and take drugs and live for the weekend

Yeah I get that.. been thinking a lot about where I want to be in a year's time.
No prospects for a new job? I'm gonna start looking soon, when I've got some free time in December to work on my CV etc.

 

[Acidtek]

That's a lovely idea YPDH, I used to live for those romantic weekends when I still had a gf (please don't ask why that went wrong) it was so nice to get away, I wasn't spending any money on drugs at that point I was just saving to take her away, Lyme Regis, st Ives, the Wye valley for the canoeing trips, hell we even went camping when money was to tight for hotels! Paris was lovely only I picked a hostel on the Internet but it wasn't till we got there that I found out it war in the red light district so it was more of a kinky weekend than romantic! Lovely all the same!

How's your lovely self this evening?

 

[Mailmonkey]

I still had a gf (please don't ask why that went wrong)

I wasn't going to, but I'm intrigued now! So, what went wrong?

so it was more of a kinky weekend than romantic!

I always assumed "romantic" meant kinky, in the context of break/weekend/night in

How's your lovely self this evening?

Pretty good, no, very good actually, thanks for askin!

 

[Acidtek]

I'm glad you doing very well mm!

It's a very long story so I won't bore you! Basically we found heroin and the romantic weekends ended very quickly!

 

[rockstar 69]

quick question......can you loose your mind on DMT? i'm fancying trying it soon but i had a particularly bad acid trip doing one too many strong tabs and trying to walk home alone drunk a while back, not keen to repeat it. obviously i will be doing it in a sensible enviroment without the evils of alcohol this time.

 

[bogman]

not tryin to be smart but i reckon you could loose your mind on almost anything atm mate.if you want a bit of friendly advice = stay the fuck away from drink n drugs for a few weeks at least.

 

[Mailmonkey]

^I dunno if you can, but to me it's the perfect psychedelic.

I haven't done acid for years, started being a dick with it when I was younger, too much, tooo often, and after a few bad ones, every one turned bad.....don't *think* I'll ever take acid again.

Mushrooms i carried on being able to do mushrooms, but I just find the duration gets on my tits, the come-down, not even the comedown, as soon as the peak is past, I just get bored and introspective. I like mushrooms though, even though it's been a while since I've done them, and I would do them again one day, when the time is right.

DMT however.....wow...had some FREAKY FREAKY strange trips watching entities, jokers, jesters packing the universe and all of reality into boxes in my living room and driving the boxes of reality away in little trucks, eyes open watching these strange happenings, even though there was another bunch of wrong'uns performing deviant shit to try and stop me seeing what was going on with reality.....it's an amzing drug, I've not had a bad one, that one I described was quite exhausting, but not bad.......and yes, avoid alcohol beforehand, it really does make things mental for me, others claim it diminishes the trip, can go either way by the sounds of it.

I've never done it with other peope, pretty pointless I'd have thought. In your own home, quiet, or music you enjoy (not that you will notice the music at all from +1minute to +8 minutes), comfy armchair, lighting but not too bright....you'll love it, pure pure psychedelia for the most part.

You will be sat there after your first time grinning, laughing to yourself, and wanting to tell every fucker about this amazing experience. Unless you spooon up the vaporising technique, lots of people have probs with this....read up on it...I lucky, I've got a decent electric vapouriser, Arizer XtremeQ which is perfect for the job, never burns it, it tastes nice even, so easy to hold it down....

Sorry, I've way over-answered your question

 

[parttime crackhead]

thou shall not bum kids gary 4:20

crackhead, i once like you did not believe in miracles and then i seen this inspirational music video which changed my mind. I believe if you take the 4 minuets and 23 seconds to watch the video you will be a changed man.

magic everywhere in this bitch

You almost got me. Luckily my lighting fast reactions closed the tab as soon as I spotted the title. Is that the one about magnets & shit? Hahaha. I think I'd have bounced the laptop out the window if I'd have heard that shite right now.

The enemy is like The Borg form Star Wars. ( sorry for those who dont get the reference) The priests are on the front line of battle and the Borg have tactically found a weakness in some and worked it. Once you become a Christian you would be surprised at the way the world attacks. Those men fell they got Borged some flimsy idea in their head became fertile.. eventually it became intention.

The devil is devious

Keep acting like a Borg youll be alright.

Did this make sense when you wrote it? Seriously, read that again.

It would actually make slightly more sense to say that Christians (or the church in general) are The Borg.

 

[wcote]

Once people have a bad acid trip, I genrally say to people I know never try it again, mainly cus I CANNOT be bothered to look after to someone thinking they are dead for 6-8 hours, whilst im tripping, but not having much fun. Plus just look after your mental health.

Closest I have got to a bad trip was falling asleep.... and being annoyed at wasting acid.