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effie said:
I don't want anyone to feel awkward about posting about other things, good things or crap things in your lives or whatever, life must go on and Dave would not have wanted it any other way.
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Aye fair shout, I didn't think that at all, it's just that it did put some genuine perspective on things.

I just wish I'd had the chance to call him a prick to his face ;)
 
Yeah. Nothing's ever going to come close to this... it certainly puts things in perspective. Just wanted to make sure people felt okay carrying on using EADD how it has always been used. Dave did so much to shape this place, it's gotta carry on!

PC, he'd told me a few times how he always enjoyed your posts. He'd have relished being called a prick and given the excuse for a proper pisstaking sesh :)

Fuck, I miss him.
 
effie said:
I don't want anyone to feel awkward about posting about other things, good things or crap things in your lives or whatever, life must go on and Dave would not have wanted it any other way.
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I was in the shower earlier and was feeling bad about thinking about other things, and then felt bad for feeling so sad about Daves passing when so many others must feel so much worse than me :( Then this song popped into my head randomly, maybe Dave put it there for me to let me know to just carry on with my life, that life does indeed go on, who knows. I haven't listened to the song in a long long time.

Life Goes On - Tupac

I started crying again :(
 
Feels weird waking from my benzo coma in the morning, having a fag and a shower and getting immersed in the routine and at some point realising something's just not the same anymore.

As others have said, if I can feel that about a guy I never really met but just talked to on a drugs forum (and for a relatively brief period too) then it shows what an impact and influence he had. Plus it's a reminder of just how huge the loss must be for those closest to him.

Got on the verge of getting tearful again, but managed to hold back.

So life does indeed go on. I'm sure an hour down the line I'll be getting pissed off with the commute, musing about the weekend, about scoring drugs, beer, metaphysics, checking out women's arses and fantasising about tying them up; the usual.

Still, at some point, or more likely several, I'll think about Dave. As we probably all will.

Life goes on indeed. Good mornng and stay safe, everybody.
 
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For the first time in a very long while, I was early for work today.
24 hours early, job don't start till tomorrow. So got a few tins and been reading EVAD"s page, can't beleave how well liked/loved this man is/was , by the guys that really knew him.
I wish I was one of them !
 
My avatar is a labour of love. It took me fucking ages to do. The Samuel Jackson wouldn't dance correctly - I had him jumping like he was a destiny's child backup dancer then he was flipping upside down just being a general prick. I'm not sure I even like the Samuel Jackson after all that.
 
It is a brilliant and creative variation on the original though, DS. It certainly was worth the effort. :)
 
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Don't know what to say to you guys, I'm not gonna pretend I knew evad but I'm just gonna say my thoughts are with you who knew him, much love to everyone at this hard time, especially you effie, take care of yourself hun
 
DS_ said:
My avatar is a labour of love. It took me fucking ages to do. The Samuel Jackson wouldn't dance correctly - I had him jumping like he was a destiny's child backup dancer then he was flipping upside down just being a general prick. I'm not sure I even like the Samuel Jackson after all that.
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DS, I fucking love you. I think Dave possibly loved you more than me, yours was something truly special, the love between too amazing and ridiculous men :D

Life does go on, but something has changed and nothing will ever be quite the same again. Woke myself up crying again. Fucking hell Dave. You were too awesome for words <3


edit: people in my forum (BDD) are adopting the avatar too. If anyone wants to, go right ahead, you don't need to be staff!! I think it's going to be for a week, or as short/long as people like. Don't feel obliged to though, Dave wouldn't have wanted that!

<3
 
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Yea D_S sent me that link earlier and it just made me smile :)
I felt a bit weird about adopting his avatar at first but I've decided to go for it, as many have said: He'd love to take over BL ;)

D_S - That's quality man :) Bravo.
Effie - You're being so strong <3 I've said all that I've wanted to and you know it.

Everyone take care and I hope your day goes well.
 
Hi all, hows it going? hope everyone is doing ok :) haven't posted much in the lat few days, Don't really know what to say :\ its been a sad few days on EADD, Thinking of having a break of all thing chem related for a while..although i am such a hypocrite as i just felt the drip of k fall back down my throat lol, did a line a few mins ago and forgot i had done it! lol, need a fucking smoke badly!

Think i will adopt Evad's avatar as a mark of respect <3 rip man
 
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A little drug sabbatical might do you some good, BCF. Just a little one, mind. :)

Obviously the forum's still in shock, so it hasn't been as social in the same way as before. Yet conversely, Dave's untimely departure served to remind people there really is a community around here, we just sometimes need horribly tragic events to realise it.

Another brilliant joke from that evil bastard Dave?

You bet :D
 
SamhainGrim said:
Another brilliant joke from that evil bastard Dave?
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You bet, I'm waiting for the punch line.

Still grateful that you "lot" are all holding it ...just...together. This is the wobbliest moments ever, the impact has taken my breath away :( Big hugsnoos <3<3 for monsta, sam and chinup. Keep us together...

Since I was allowed by Evad to be my awkward old bitch self I'm not going to change my avatar :p I'm confident he would have approved of my stance.

Effie <3
 
Hiya Kate, and thanks for the kind comments.

The new/relatively new mods will be getting together soon as it happens. We're determined to try and carry on what you, other staff, the members and especially Dave (and I say that not just for sensitivity's sake) have done, which is help create a great, informative, (and once you get the humour) funny and friendly place to go.

So it's a massive task, but I know we can do it. Well, Monsta and chinup can. I'll sit by and make the tea, plus poorly-contrived cock jokes. ;)

<3 Effie <3 Dave <3 EADD.

And before I turn even cornier, I've a librarian to meet.
 
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