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I am feeling more clearheaded than I have since primary school, not had a single drug apart from a bit of alcohol for 2 weeks, I was enjoying it at first but today I really want something, trying to do an essay but just got drugs on the brain! just a few tokes on a joint would be so lovely :!
 
considering how anxiety ridden ive been the last few days, this diaz is really quite europhic today lol.
 
tekkeN said:
I am feeling more clearheaded than I have since primary school, not had a single drug apart from a bit of alcohol for 2 weeks, I was enjoying it at first but today I really want something, trying to do an essay but just got drugs on the brain! just a few tokes on a joint would be so lovely :!
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You're doing good, man, stick with it. I don't mean to be patronising but if you made a conscious decision to get away from drugs and have kept it up that long you're doing a great job and should stick to your guns. I'm assuming that you don't have any drugs to hand, I know it's the only way I can regulate intake.
 
tekken it makes sense you'll want something eventually. for stuff like this, if its not difficult at times its not being done right to some extent, or it'll be just as easy to go in the opposite direction. you're doing really well and i hope you keep it up when you get back to leeds. to echo jancrow, hope this doesn't sound patronising, its meant to be supportive....
 
Good job Tekken! :)
It's a massive achievement to go any amount of time without a substance so large up yerself ;)
And so what if you have a couple of tokes on a spliff? Maybe try have it as a reward after completing the essay :)

Anyway - Afternoon all! Hope everyone's doing alright ♥~:)~♥
 
cheers everyone! didn't sound patronizing at all :)

yeah the main reason I haven't indulged is because I'm here in Portugal, could get some hash if I really wanted but going to stick to this weird reality for as long as I can.. I know I'll at least get back on the weed a bit when I'm in Leeds, and the occasional acid trip or night on E, but so long as I avoid certain other drugs/people from now this will have been a successful detox

incidentally I just got a text from a b+w dealer in Leeds advertising his wares *delete* %)
 
Brandy and whiskey. Alias brown and white. Alias heroin and crack.

In more innocent times I used to think people were ordering bootleg booze on their bus journey home.
 
Pretty sure b+w is brown and white (Smack and crack)

I was just beaten to it!
 
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If I hadn't deleted all them all it might be fun to give one of my old numbers a call and ask them for three vermouth and two advocaat... and hold the ice.
 
Dealers who contact you bug the shit out of me. The plumber doesn't phone up every couple of months to see if my taps need fixing again. The only one who still texts me ripped me the fuck off the only time I took him up on one of his offers of 'good stuff' (it wasn't, and I had to wait in a really obvious street for over half an hour for his terrifying henchmen to turn up and greet me with some kind of gang handshake I completely fluffed thus feeling like even more of a prick than I did already just for being there). Acquaintances with premises FTWIN muthafuckaz.
 
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Dealers who contact you bug the shit out of me. The plumber doesn't phone up every couple of months to see if my taps need fixing again.
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Generally it's a bad thing - good merchandise sells itself. Waiting in dodgy locations is horrific though - try waiting for pitbull-toting runners in a part of East Manchester once described as 'bandit country' - all the more scary when you're a skinny semi-geek like me.

That being said, my weed dealer (older, old-skool British-Jamaican guy) phones me but mostly to check I'm okay if he hasn't heard from me. Okay, so there's a business interest there - granted. This guy sorted me out on his wedding day though, and will sometimes go to Brum in order to pick up decent weed. Says it all really.
 
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This ^

I hate those texts, always from the lil asian kids in east london with theyre 'banging super silver haze, 2grams on the dot' etc, always damp .87 deals for a 20 sheet and when you question them you get like 100 texts and calls bugging you bout what you said! nightmare!

That being said, my weed dealer (older, old-skool British-Jamaican guy) phones me but mostly to check I'm okay if he hasn't heard from me.
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Hahaha that reminds me of when i lived in devon, had the best weed dealer there, my mates dad, he was awesome, would lay me on when in need and would always phone to check if he aint heard from me in a while, and even went out of his way to help me get some cash back from these extremely dodgy folk(deal gone wrong) ahh i hope he is still alive! aint spoke to him in years! always the best weed in town too...those were the days...

EDIT: glad copy and paste works for quotes, cuz i took so long fannying about with this post sam must of closed the thread and opened a new one!
 
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balls. basically conclusively proved to myself that i can no longer drink on week nights. i can't stick to the limit beyond which i know work the next day is fucked, and i can't afford to be taking days off. spending 3 hours failing to realise that x + x = 2x rather than x/2 basically counts as a day off.

ugh why does alcohol have to fuck with your sleep and brain capacity so much. its the only drug other than weed, which doesn't really count, and ket that i can realistically do on a weeknight. :( i'm too stressed and depressed not to just want to spend all my spare time slightly fucked right now.

edit- i don't know why but i feel the need to say the mistake above isn't as stupid as it looks. it was dealing with a subtle and complex model that i don't really understand so i was looking for subtle complex mistakes initially
 
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Like, I rilly todally agree with both the last two posts.

Except I don't have the guts to tell this bloke who texts me to fuck himself as his cohorts are evil and I think he knows my address or could work it out anyway.

My ability to process alcohol has gone wrong in the last few years - when I was a 9 to 5 er I could be in the office the next day after ten pints of stella and three hours of sleep. Granted I'd feel like shit but my brain still worked and I could struggle through the day especially if I sneaked out for a smoke. Now if I have more than 3-4 pints, and even that's a lottery sometimes, I'll sleep like shit and feel brain dead the next day. I think it's a post 30 thing.
 
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