MaD HaTTeR
Bluelighter
where does this feeling come from, the one that gives me this sick feeling in my stomach. I turn on the T.V. nothing but political bullshit. I flip through the channels, same shit just another day. MTV, this is what the future is watching! Sniper suspects....my governer, the man who put me out of work, his currupt smile. The sun shines bright outside, but it doesn't begin to melt the block of ice, I call a heart. The goverment is but lies, they makes us believe that happiness is found within ourselves just to keep us from going insane in the attempt to have enough money to actually not resent being alive. I think a lot about the people I know, the life I lead and I think that I just know to much. I am a quiet soul, that is true. I would never hurt anyone, I try to live this life and find happiness, but this world, all this death, ignorance, the fact that people don't see me, just leaves me feeling lonely and pissed off that I am stuck in this monotinous shit, I resent the fact that there is absolutely nothing I really can do about it, in the big picture, so I must suck it up, introvert myself and pray for ignorance so maybe I will find bliss. I don't want to be invisible.....
