I appreciate all of the responses from everyone. Thank you all very much.
Yes, i have a PCP as well as a psychiatrist. I am also very knowledgable as far as drugs and their effects on the neurotransmitters are concerned. The only reason i posted thjs is because i want to be as careful as possible with my situation. I have never switched from one SNRI to another. I can pull off being a little sick for a few days bc of the opioid w/d, but if i went through the tram SNRI w/d as well, theu would know there was a serious problem. They dont know that im a tramadol addict. Its fucked that im going through this shit in a rehab, especially a Christian rehab lol. This is a good place and i sincerely want to get my shit together once and for all.
Ive been through Cymbalta w/d once before, and it was one of the worst thigs ive ever been through in my entire life. It led to my losing my job, becoming homeless, multiple arrests, psych ward, and overdosing bc no amount of drugs could make the NIGHTMARISH depression from the Cymbalta w/d go away. In a 4 month period of time I od'd 5 times and woke up in the hospital, was arrested 5 times and caught 12 charges total, spent a total of 6 weeks in jail, and spent 2 weeks in a psych ward. I attribute this to the Cymbalta w/d, so im sure you guys can understand my fear of this whole situation. Im afraid of ever feeling that suicidally hopeless ever again.
Once again, thank you guys for all your help. Any other advice or experience is much appreciated, or support of any kind.
Much love,
TheTwighlight