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Quitting: questions for former rollers

Bsiren

Bsiren

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My boyfriend has gotten to the point where he feels ne no longer "needs" mdma, and the after effects are outweighing the benefits during...

I haven't.

We've taken breaks and done all that...at this point, he just doesen't want to roll anymore, or for atleast a year or so. Though I still can enjoy rolling, and I'd love to....I will support him and join him in abstinence, as MDMA is a thing we always share together (with a few friends and family members too sometimes).

How are you former rollers doing? What inspires you to continue posting in the forum, and discuss mdma?

As silly as it sounds, I actually do feel passionate about MDMA and I think I will always be "rolling for life"- even if I never touch MDMA again. The clarity and positive outlook it has given me has become a life-long lesson, and I do not think I'll lose that.

I've just noticed a lot of people post on here, but mention that they actually have been MDMA free for over a year...sometimes several.

I guess my fear is that the "craving" will always linger, or just the opposite...I'll forget how wonderful MDMA was.

I think we may culminate our MDMA usage on a camping trip when my dad comes out this summer- me, boyfriend, brother, father all out in the wilderness blasting music around the campfire next to a gorgeous lake, just talking sounds like a great way to end our use. It would also mean a lot to me to experience MDMA with my dad (an experience psychadellic and weed user).

I guess I just want some support and insight.
 
Thanks for responding to my post- my boyfriend too, abused MDMA (he used to "test" our bottles by popping 2 at home after work before the weekendwe were gonna roll)....I think for about 3 months, he did MDMA every 3-4 days. 8o

I recently introduced a good friend to MDMA, and now it's all she can talk about too...LOL.

I'd suggest you talk to your boyfriend about allowing you to roll while he enjoys alcohol, or weed (or whatever he likes)....I've drank while my boyfriend was rolling, and it was absolutely a fine and lovely time for both of us.

Where in So Cal are you? I'm in Beverly Hills. I don't know if identifying cities is against forum rules or not =0
 
I find that the longer you stay away from it, the easier it gets to abstain from it. Dropped early April and for a few good weeks I was craving more bad. Friend kept talking me out of doing more and now it's just like whatevers to me.

The best rolls are when you forget how good it feels so when you finally do roll......AHHHHHHHHH WOOOWWWWW!
 
I'm glad you were able to have an open discussion- honesty is the key to all good relationships, and just because he abused e shouldn't mean you have to suffer!

My bf introduced me to e, so when he sais he wants to stop I'm kind of like "bbbbut you introduced this to me, you can't take it away!!!!" lol, but I totally support him and I would only roll if he was thee with me (rolling or not).

If you're into clubbing at house music events in Hollywood private message me.
 
Hey V- I was raised by "addicts" so I could go on and on about how to handle that one...if you want to talk, my alias email is [email protected]

There's a lot of restraint tactics my friends who can't hold onto their stuff use- I'm
sure you'll get a lot of responses to that one too.
 
Bsiren said:
My bf introduced me to e, so when he sais he wants to stop I'm kind of like "bbbbut you introduced this to me, you can't take it away!!!!" lol, but I totally support him and I would only roll if he was thee with me (rolling or not).
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OMG! My boyfriend also introduced it to me. After the very first time I rolled, he told me he wasn't planning on doing it more than once a year or so, while I could not wait to do it again! Although, we enjoy rolling together so much that I have talked him into partaking several times since then. I don't ever see myself burning out....
 
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