talkin2myself
Bluelighter
Background story: there is a breakdown in the "weed-market" at my city, my usual guys are quitted. "Upper class" guys are still selling, but unless if they were your highschool buddies, they wont even sit down to talk. I guess that's the way it goes everywehere, I mean I could be a snitch or an undercover cop. So we (me and my friends) were looking for weed for about a week, without any success. That's when I decided to take a look at sites that selling Spice, herbal materials sprayed with synthetic cannabis. It's completely legal here, you can buy it and your local postman will bring it to you the next day. I was so upset about the "no-weed" situation, so I decided to order a gram. (It's very cheap, about 1,5 euros for a gram+shipping). That was a month ago.
I'll be honest with you I liked it. I still do. It gave me an opiate-like, very intense body high, plus the creative thinking of weed. My mind was bathing in happiness. Except for the memory loss ("why did I go to the kitchen?" :D) there were no side effects. I used it for a month every single day.
But as a stoner since 2009, I felt like I crossed a line. I mean weed never gave me any problem (I used it daily aswell), and it's natural, you know what's in it, etc. I felt like I'm playing with fire doing an RC, so I decided to stop. It was 3 days ago.
I'm feeling completely okay, but I'm afraid it's because the synthetic canna is still in my system. So my questions are:
- Do physical addiction develops in a month?
- What's the worst that can happen to me? (panic attacks, hallucinations, anxiety?)
- Should I just stay home for a couple of days, just in case s*it hits the fan? I mean I heard that your anger can get out of hands during Spice wds, I don't wanna hurt anybody. (One of my childhood friends ripped me off with a lot of money, so I'm edgy anyways...)
- I read that no matter how hard Spice withdrawals are, they go away in 2 weeks is that true?
- It seems like finally I can get good old bud. Is it okay to smoke weed while detoxing from Spice? Or should I just wait a little more?
Any other advices are welcomed.
I'll be honest with you I liked it. I still do. It gave me an opiate-like, very intense body high, plus the creative thinking of weed. My mind was bathing in happiness. Except for the memory loss ("why did I go to the kitchen?" :D) there were no side effects. I used it for a month every single day.
But as a stoner since 2009, I felt like I crossed a line. I mean weed never gave me any problem (I used it daily aswell), and it's natural, you know what's in it, etc. I felt like I'm playing with fire doing an RC, so I decided to stop. It was 3 days ago.
I'm feeling completely okay, but I'm afraid it's because the synthetic canna is still in my system. So my questions are:
- Do physical addiction develops in a month?
- What's the worst that can happen to me? (panic attacks, hallucinations, anxiety?)
- Should I just stay home for a couple of days, just in case s*it hits the fan? I mean I heard that your anger can get out of hands during Spice wds, I don't wanna hurt anybody. (One of my childhood friends ripped me off with a lot of money, so I'm edgy anyways...)
- I read that no matter how hard Spice withdrawals are, they go away in 2 weeks is that true?
- It seems like finally I can get good old bud. Is it okay to smoke weed while detoxing from Spice? Or should I just wait a little more?
Any other advices are welcomed.
