raverchik
Bluelighter
I think perhaps nighttime is quite possibly the loneliest time of the entire day, especially this day –quite possibly the worst day of my life. It wasn’t until the sun started to disappear over the rooftops of the houses adjacent to mine that I felt that sick feeling return to my gut.
I can just remember feeling this way early last September and that was probably about the same time I told myself id never let this happen to me again.
Cruelty is not hard to come across these days and I’ll never know why I was so surprised when it reared its ugly head in your eyes. It’s probably not the last thing that I expected, for that was way off what had happened here.
But one thing is for sure I’ll never hear your name the way I used to and have the same excitement in my eyes or have those butterflies in my stomach every time you look at me.
Waking up to reality this morning was the worst thing I will ever have to do, remembering that you were no longer there and you probably would never return.
If my life was not empty enough before, I can assure you it is now, I only hope that you remember that as the days pass by and you move on with your life, there isn’t a second that goes by that I don’t love you.
I can just remember feeling this way early last September and that was probably about the same time I told myself id never let this happen to me again.
Cruelty is not hard to come across these days and I’ll never know why I was so surprised when it reared its ugly head in your eyes. It’s probably not the last thing that I expected, for that was way off what had happened here.
But one thing is for sure I’ll never hear your name the way I used to and have the same excitement in my eyes or have those butterflies in my stomach every time you look at me.
Waking up to reality this morning was the worst thing I will ever have to do, remembering that you were no longer there and you probably would never return.
If my life was not empty enough before, I can assure you it is now, I only hope that you remember that as the days pass by and you move on with your life, there isn’t a second that goes by that I don’t love you.
