Regretful7681
Greenlighter
- Joined
- May 27, 2013
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I am so lost and confused right now. I was clean for 3 1/2 years and relapsed in December when my boyfriend whom I love with was in a terrible car accident and prescribed pain pills. I thought I was strong enough to handle it but wasn't.
. I have been using on and off for the past almost 6 months. I recently stopped for four days and hardly felt any withdrawls. By the way we are abusing his percocet 5mg that he gets from his pain mgmt dr. This past Friday we got 30mg oxycodone and have taken one each fri sat and Sunday. Today is the first day without it. My question is, will I go through physical withdrawals after only using 30 mg each day for the past the past three days?? I have an extremely addictive personality and tell myself I'm going to be so sick without it. It's very mental for me. I NEED to stop because I know what this leads to and my family doesn't know yet so I want to stop while I'm ahead. Any help would be greatly appreciated. I've stopped using immodium ad which works wonders but not sure if I will even need it this time. We have a wedding to go to fri and don't want to be sick 

