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Greenlighter
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Hi everyone. I've been an infrequent visitor to this site for a long time, only haven't been here in several years until about the last month or so. I finally had to make an account because I really think this is the best place to seek advice.
I've been completely sober for over five years. Not a drop, not a hit of anything. Not even a sip of beer. I was a full blown, out of control, homeless type of addict. My bottom was with IV meth and any opioid on an incessant and daily basis. I was always drunk, from the time I was in high school.
Getting clean (for the first time in 19 years) was such a new and gratifying experience, not to mention life saving. The benefits have been nothing short of immense, I won't list them off but you get the idea.
I started tripping at a young age, just because I wanted visuals. Never had a bad trip, which is surprising considering the quantity consumed through the years. It was only until my first breakthrough with DMT did I truly understand the healing power of psychedelics...
...And after five years of getting my head right, I know now that is what I need. My mind is as healed as it likely will be, but I never dealt with some things that happened in my addiction. And I never knew who I was because I ran from myself at such a young age.
So, my purpose of this post is to seek advice on which RC (I no longer have connections to obtain classical psychs) is most capable of providing an introspective, healing experience. Not just pretty colors lol. I'm not opposed to any RoA except IV due to my past. Maybe IM. I'm well versed in safety and have all the methods to dose accurately. Also, I don't need a source so please don't think I'm asking for one (I follow rules now lol)
Thanks in advance
I've been completely sober for over five years. Not a drop, not a hit of anything. Not even a sip of beer. I was a full blown, out of control, homeless type of addict. My bottom was with IV meth and any opioid on an incessant and daily basis. I was always drunk, from the time I was in high school.
Getting clean (for the first time in 19 years) was such a new and gratifying experience, not to mention life saving. The benefits have been nothing short of immense, I won't list them off but you get the idea.
I started tripping at a young age, just because I wanted visuals. Never had a bad trip, which is surprising considering the quantity consumed through the years. It was only until my first breakthrough with DMT did I truly understand the healing power of psychedelics...
...And after five years of getting my head right, I know now that is what I need. My mind is as healed as it likely will be, but I never dealt with some things that happened in my addiction. And I never knew who I was because I ran from myself at such a young age.
So, my purpose of this post is to seek advice on which RC (I no longer have connections to obtain classical psychs) is most capable of providing an introspective, healing experience. Not just pretty colors lol. I'm not opposed to any RoA except IV due to my past. Maybe IM. I'm well versed in safety and have all the methods to dose accurately. Also, I don't need a source so please don't think I'm asking for one (I follow rules now lol)
Thanks in advance