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Omg how freaking adorable
kiely
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Omg. I feel really awful. I have zero energy. My lower legs are shaking really bad. I am hoping it is because I just need to get some rest.
I have to try really hard to focus and I feel very weak and drained. I felt really dehydrated and I tried to get up and drink some water.
I did drink two cups but I can't even remember what I am saying or doing at moments . I took a shower yesterday and I was able to sleep.
Maybe I just have an intestinal flu. I feel like I have been poisoned. Yesterday I couldn't eat too healthy. But today I had Oatmeal with bananas and
Whole milk Yogurt
cream on top. Vanilla. I have big container of plain also. Some days are better but some days are Hot and stinky. I took a shower and washed
the stink off of my head. And was good. But I still woke up in the morning feeling terrible. Same ol Same ol except some days ... when I feel better.
I hope that I get better I can't take feeling any worse than I feel today. It is scary how I can't focus and am foggy. I bet it's going to be 90 today.
Maybe I need the Lake. My friend is at the border and is on her way to the Lake anyway. We will have to sit out there and gab and smoke.
Sorry I just haven't seen her since like the end of last year in October. So I will have to get better by tomorrow.
And I can't do anything right now. Maybe it was the cabbage soup or the friekin asian coleslaw.
At first I thought it was a bladder infection or intestinal cancer or ... maybe needing an ambulance. Really. But I am counting on it just being
dehydration and that is what it probably is. It's been five days now and I can't keep feeling like this. Gotta drink water.
I will look for some shade. And the a/c cooler is up and running already. I can't wait to light up the Lake. He he. Right.
@ Angels how are you feeling !
I miss you.
I have to try really hard to focus and I feel very weak and drained. I felt really dehydrated and I tried to get up and drink some water.
I did drink two cups but I can't even remember what I am saying or doing at moments . I took a shower yesterday and I was able to sleep.
Maybe I just have an intestinal flu. I feel like I have been poisoned. Yesterday I couldn't eat too healthy. But today I had Oatmeal with bananas and
Whole milk Yogurt
cream on top. Vanilla. I have big container of plain also. Some days are better but some days are Hot and stinky. I took a shower and washed
the stink off of my head. And was good. But I still woke up in the morning feeling terrible. Same ol Same ol except some days ... when I feel better.
I hope that I get better I can't take feeling any worse than I feel today. It is scary how I can't focus and am foggy. I bet it's going to be 90 today.
Maybe I need the Lake. My friend is at the border and is on her way to the Lake anyway. We will have to sit out there and gab and smoke.
Sorry I just haven't seen her since like the end of last year in October. So I will have to get better by tomorrow.
And I can't do anything right now. Maybe it was the cabbage soup or the friekin asian coleslaw.
At first I thought it was a bladder infection or intestinal cancer or ... maybe needing an ambulance. Really. But I am counting on it just being
dehydration and that is what it probably is. It's been five days now and I can't keep feeling like this. Gotta drink water.
I will look for some shade. And the a/c cooler is up and running already. I can't wait to light up the Lake. He he. Right.
@ Angels how are you feeling !
I miss you.
I was just thinking about you and realised it had been a couple of weeks. I hope you're doing okay lovely 
kiely
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I didn't have dreams last night. I woke up better.
Yesterday I woke up shaking from horrible dreams I kept having when I would fall back to sleep.
Then I had the shakes all day but it stopped and I feel better this morning.
Maybe only dehydrated. Yes, those bad dreams feel real and it is really horrible.
I don't know what else to say.
Today feels better though.
k
Anyway I am saying it feels so so horrible. We get better alright. I know we can.
Please take care. You;re so cool too.
Llove that.
Yesterday I woke up shaking from horrible dreams I kept having when I would fall back to sleep.
Then I had the shakes all day but it stopped and I feel better this morning.
Maybe only dehydrated. Yes, those bad dreams feel real and it is really horrible.
I don't know what else to say.
Today feels better though.
k
Anyway I am saying it feels so so horrible. We get better alright. I know we can.
Please take care. You;re so cool too.
Llove that.chippermonk
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Hi @AngelsandFairiesarereal, how are you doing these days? I haven't seen your beautiful presence of late, but then again, I haven't been around much myself. Best of wishes to you.
