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Bluelighter
What if I was a killer? A natural born killer. Think about the instant change in your gut feeling of how you've always thought of me, suddenly flash into thin air before your eyes. Would you pity me? Cry for me? Feel sorry for all the hurt and vengeance that you did or didn't know I had? Would you fear me? Be scared of me, not knowing if at any point throughout our history I ever fantasized about ravishing you body and killing you slowly by torturing you to death? What if I did? What if I'm doing it right now? The thought, so powerful and seducing, I can't seem to escape it. But that's not to say that I'd want to. These thoughts... so cunning... so relentless... they're the only thing keeping me alive, feeding my addiction, stirring up a wasp's nest of butterflies bottled up inside my stomach just feening to get out, and what's even better is that every time I think about it, more butterflies hatch and more caterpillars cocoon. But eventually, that bottle's cap will grow weak and faint, bursting open, releasing all the pressure built up inside. So now, what once started out as a lonely thought soon turned into a dream, which turned into a fantasy, which turned into an obsession, and now... well.. now, there's only one last thing for that lonely thought to turn into... Life. Something that most people are unfortunate enough to control and, consequently, succumb to the everyday events that routinely consume their lives, leave no room for thought. Well now... that's just not me. I'm smarter than that and I plan things, but for some reason, I never go through with them and always find myself falling short, and you know what?!... Oh shit, heh, this couldn't have happened at a better time. A car just pulled up and someone rang my doorbell... It's you
(This, is no way, reflects who I am or presents any psychotic thoughts in my mind ha. Just simply creative writing
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(This, is no way, reflects who I am or presents any psychotic thoughts in my mind ha. Just simply creative writing
)
. I like dark and brutal stuff so I liked it 