But you direct yourself into stability, for you the pot has become a symbol for the state that you refer to:
You smoke knowing and trusting that this will happen, you set yourself up for the state and the high allows you to meet that state more efficiently.
For everyone with a unique and constant high, you have directed within expectation the outcome of your high.
(refering to the top quote again) It is not nessesarely the opposite of freedom if you are free of your own internal babble. The problem of that statement really has to do with our language, the word doublethink comes to mind...
Also, I agknowledge that I am consistantly using a peticular term set for my statements. For the purposes of clearity:
"State of mind" means "mindset" means "attitude"
"Objective" refers to anything percieved by the five senses
"Subjective" refers to anything percieved by the inner senses
Your objective focus picks up physical reality. That focus, that perception changes states constantly and thus changes perception depending upon where you direct it. You automatically try to keep it as close to one state as possible for your own sanity. This state is "sober". When you take any drug, you automatically set youself up mentally to move out of sober and into whatever state you are expecting. If you are not expecting anything, the high may be erratic and move all over the place, taking you into states that you have never been before. If you want to explore, just let yourself drift without the infuence of your beleifs on what to expect from being high. If you want to change to a peticular state, all you have to do it expect and trust it to happen. Trust in your ability to do so is key!
I am stuck in the middle of reality and without a clear vision
Pullacone, this was a very good observation and just as good of an example of how letting your mind wander through states naturally and just explore as it pleases can be fulfilling. It struck such a chord with you because the translation was such an accomplishment. You trusted your direction and you allowed your inner impulses to translate for you inner meaning. This is very good experience and I encourage you to find the rest of the lyrics now that you have found the first line

You may find out more about yourself! If I may tranlate your message again with my interpretation (emphasis on
'my'): "I'm stuck in the middle of my experience without knowing how to direct it."
I'm sorry to bring any kind of counterpoint to this mellow thread
Thats perfectly fine Leg and critique is welcome. Remember, experience is realty, and so far the reality of pot seems to be pretty broad! All experience is valid, of course, and should never be denied but instead explored.
I know this was sort of an "erratic" entry but there where many different ideas that came to mind as I was typing. I guess you could say that I was flowing with it, showing myself the validity of my own writing. See where drifting can get you!
...I hope this entry has sparked some insight, I enjoy these communications greatly

-Zoad