Jar Of Flies
Greenlighter
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- Dec 10, 2012
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A little background. I am an on-and-off opiate user- mostly hydrocodone and tramadol. I kinda, sorta go in “binges”- I will take for one or two months, then take a break, then go on again…sometimes I will completely stop, sometimes I will keep it to once or twice a week, been in that mode for several years now (I know, I need to quit, though that is a topic for another day).
Anyway, I had a VERY scary experience the other night.
I have had access to tramadol (legitimate actually) for the past two months.
My current usage has been 8-10 a day for the past month.
I have used these amounts (on and off) many, many times with no issue.
I took my first four at around 6pm. I felt the light buzz come on. I added two about an hour later, another two about 2 hours after that, and the final two around midnight for a total of 10 (like I said, par for the course for me).
I started to feel nauseous after the last two, which is weird because I have taken far more before and have never got that feeling on trams.
About 30 min later, I started to feel violently ill. I start sweating so much that my shirt was soaked. My heart started racing super, super fast to the point of scaring me. For the first time in my life, I thought I was going to have to call an ambulance (scary for a veteran like me). I wasn’t delirious or anything but just more scared than anything…my legs felt like jelly and that if I stood up I would collapse.
I rode it out for about 20 minutes, and all of the sudden it just went away- like a switch had been turned off.
I thought maybe I ate something bad, whatever- I enjoyed the remainder of the high either way.
I took four more the following evening just to sort of get a handle on how I was feeling-I felt strangely nauseous again (though nothing like the night before) and slightly panicky and that “scared to think” feeling you get when your anxious.
When I woke up the next morning, it hit me on the way to work that maybe I had something that I had heard about before (but never delved into much)- Serotonin Syndrome.
Opinions? Was it really Serotonin Syndrome? Could it happen after taking it so long just on a whim like that?
Like I said, that dose and timeframe was nothing new to me. I am hesitant to take anymore because I don’t know if my brain needs to heal, or what.
All input appreciated.
Anyway, I had a VERY scary experience the other night.
I have had access to tramadol (legitimate actually) for the past two months.
My current usage has been 8-10 a day for the past month.
I have used these amounts (on and off) many, many times with no issue.
I took my first four at around 6pm. I felt the light buzz come on. I added two about an hour later, another two about 2 hours after that, and the final two around midnight for a total of 10 (like I said, par for the course for me).
I started to feel nauseous after the last two, which is weird because I have taken far more before and have never got that feeling on trams.
About 30 min later, I started to feel violently ill. I start sweating so much that my shirt was soaked. My heart started racing super, super fast to the point of scaring me. For the first time in my life, I thought I was going to have to call an ambulance (scary for a veteran like me). I wasn’t delirious or anything but just more scared than anything…my legs felt like jelly and that if I stood up I would collapse.
I rode it out for about 20 minutes, and all of the sudden it just went away- like a switch had been turned off.
I thought maybe I ate something bad, whatever- I enjoyed the remainder of the high either way.
I took four more the following evening just to sort of get a handle on how I was feeling-I felt strangely nauseous again (though nothing like the night before) and slightly panicky and that “scared to think” feeling you get when your anxious.
When I woke up the next morning, it hit me on the way to work that maybe I had something that I had heard about before (but never delved into much)- Serotonin Syndrome.
Opinions? Was it really Serotonin Syndrome? Could it happen after taking it so long just on a whim like that?
Like I said, that dose and timeframe was nothing new to me. I am hesitant to take anymore because I don’t know if my brain needs to heal, or what.
All input appreciated.