checkoutmypostdude
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PLEASE MOVE THIS TO 'OTHER DRUGS' I was not able to post in there on the mobile version of this site, that is why I posted it here!!! Thank you.
My post:
Hello! This is my first post! And one second I have to do something real quick.... (Ten minutes later with fuzzy eyes)... Alright! So?... Wait, what was I saying?....
Oh ya! I'm new and here's a little background on me:
It started w the booze, and all my life I have gotten progressively worse and worse w alcohol until recently.
Next came pot (one of the only things I don't like)... but anyways, next came adderall! Ahhhh my first real addiction.. Was quite glamorous at first. Later on it turned me into one paranoid dude. Then came Xanax and klonopin... My next addiction (took years though.) and then.... And then..
Hydrocodone. I find the poppy plant in the field of drugs. I'm screwed... Anyways, I started popping hydro at age 16 and loved it, but I had very little access to opiates. Let's fast forward, we all know that story, eventually man finds pills that are more potent, then he finds dope. Heroin. Smack. Whatever. I started shooting heroin after a small oxy addiction. I could definitely have avoided taking this step, but I had always wanted to try it, and try it I did. Anyways, I got pretty addicted to the h dog. Started shooting it 2 to 3 times a day. My smack habit never got that high because I didn't have the money for it. So the beginning was a full year of a fourth of a gram on weekdays. (2 shots a day, sometimes three, black tar.) weekends would be a half g, both day. So, yes, I was addicted to it, but I wasn't using a whole lot. But still, the psychological addiction that I developed for this drug was out of control. I was very addicted to it psychologically, and slightly physically.
I eventually cleaned up and started doing only occasionally.
Then I went to jail for a year.
I finally get out of jail, and I start doing dope on occasion again like I had been. But then I found suboxone.
When I discovered suboxone (when I wasn't tolerant on opiates that is) it was like god came down, shook my hand, and said 'I'm going to take all of your problems away, and let you live the life you desire.' For 3 months I was HIGH. I was so high. It was the best thing ever, I was confident, I was happy, I had no anxiety anymore, I had all this energy. It was amazing. For 3 months my life was exactly the way I wanted it to be. And I wasn't even high! In a literal sense at least... I felt high, but I didn't look high, I didn't act high, I was just simply in a good mood. How I felt ' normal' people feel on a day to day basis. (I suffer from depression and anxiety).
And then one day, about 4 to 5 months in, of taking this stuff every day, it stops working. Not literally. I wasn't withdrawing or anything like that, but I went back to my normal self. The magic was gone. I wasn't high anymore. Why!? And now I've been on it for about 8 months and I've been trying to get the magical feeling back ever since.
I have discovered that if I stop taking it for a couple days that I can feel about half of what I used to feel when I first started taking it, for about 2 days, and then it goes away again. Has anyone else experienced this? Everything I have read, people say they don't get high on subs and if they do it's for 3 days and then it goes away... What the hell? I was high for 3 months, it was almost better than how I feel on heroin!!! So im wondering if anyone knows why this happened to me, how I could get this feeling back, or similar experiences.
I apologize for the long post but now I will get to my main question.
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POPPY PODS!!!!!
I'm interested. Since my subs stopped working, I want to get high again, and my connections aren't really there anymore.
A couple of questions...
1. Is it even worth it for me? With my background of heroin use and other opiate use, and suboxone, will it even get me high? Obviously I would stop taking the subs for a week beforehand, but still?
2. Where can I find good pods? And for cheap? If anyone can point me in a good direction that would be great.
3. Is it a cheap high? Or is it expensive? I've been thinking about doing this for years, are poppy pods even around on the internet anymore?
So any opinions, answers, enlightenment would be very appreciated. I apologize for the long post, but I'm happy to be here and posting!
My post:
Hello! This is my first post! And one second I have to do something real quick.... (Ten minutes later with fuzzy eyes)... Alright! So?... Wait, what was I saying?....
Oh ya! I'm new and here's a little background on me:
It started w the booze, and all my life I have gotten progressively worse and worse w alcohol until recently.
Next came pot (one of the only things I don't like)... but anyways, next came adderall! Ahhhh my first real addiction.. Was quite glamorous at first. Later on it turned me into one paranoid dude. Then came Xanax and klonopin... My next addiction (took years though.) and then.... And then..
Hydrocodone. I find the poppy plant in the field of drugs. I'm screwed... Anyways, I started popping hydro at age 16 and loved it, but I had very little access to opiates. Let's fast forward, we all know that story, eventually man finds pills that are more potent, then he finds dope. Heroin. Smack. Whatever. I started shooting heroin after a small oxy addiction. I could definitely have avoided taking this step, but I had always wanted to try it, and try it I did. Anyways, I got pretty addicted to the h dog. Started shooting it 2 to 3 times a day. My smack habit never got that high because I didn't have the money for it. So the beginning was a full year of a fourth of a gram on weekdays. (2 shots a day, sometimes three, black tar.) weekends would be a half g, both day. So, yes, I was addicted to it, but I wasn't using a whole lot. But still, the psychological addiction that I developed for this drug was out of control. I was very addicted to it psychologically, and slightly physically.
I eventually cleaned up and started doing only occasionally.
Then I went to jail for a year.
I finally get out of jail, and I start doing dope on occasion again like I had been. But then I found suboxone.
When I discovered suboxone (when I wasn't tolerant on opiates that is) it was like god came down, shook my hand, and said 'I'm going to take all of your problems away, and let you live the life you desire.' For 3 months I was HIGH. I was so high. It was the best thing ever, I was confident, I was happy, I had no anxiety anymore, I had all this energy. It was amazing. For 3 months my life was exactly the way I wanted it to be. And I wasn't even high! In a literal sense at least... I felt high, but I didn't look high, I didn't act high, I was just simply in a good mood. How I felt ' normal' people feel on a day to day basis. (I suffer from depression and anxiety).
And then one day, about 4 to 5 months in, of taking this stuff every day, it stops working. Not literally. I wasn't withdrawing or anything like that, but I went back to my normal self. The magic was gone. I wasn't high anymore. Why!? And now I've been on it for about 8 months and I've been trying to get the magical feeling back ever since.
I have discovered that if I stop taking it for a couple days that I can feel about half of what I used to feel when I first started taking it, for about 2 days, and then it goes away again. Has anyone else experienced this? Everything I have read, people say they don't get high on subs and if they do it's for 3 days and then it goes away... What the hell? I was high for 3 months, it was almost better than how I feel on heroin!!! So im wondering if anyone knows why this happened to me, how I could get this feeling back, or similar experiences.
I apologize for the long post but now I will get to my main question.
-------/-------------------------------/-----------
POPPY PODS!!!!!
I'm interested. Since my subs stopped working, I want to get high again, and my connections aren't really there anymore.
A couple of questions...
1. Is it even worth it for me? With my background of heroin use and other opiate use, and suboxone, will it even get me high? Obviously I would stop taking the subs for a week beforehand, but still?
2. Where can I find good pods? And for cheap? If anyone can point me in a good direction that would be great.
3. Is it a cheap high? Or is it expensive? I've been thinking about doing this for years, are poppy pods even around on the internet anymore?
So any opinions, answers, enlightenment would be very appreciated. I apologize for the long post, but I'm happy to be here and posting!
