• HEALTH & RECOVERY
    Welcome Guest
    Posting Rules Bluelight Rules Thread Directory 1 Thread Directory 2
    Mindfulness Links Addiction & Mind
    Sober Living Partner Program (SLiPP)
  • H&R Moderators: VerbalTruist | cdin | Lil'LinaptkSix

Detox Please help!

Branden0713 said:
Hey,
It's been a hell ride to say it lightly but I think the worst of it is behind me. Thank you for the encouragement, it has helped me more than I can express. Still feeling anxious and dead inside but I know that takes time to heal.
Click to expand...

It takes, findin strength it's essential. For now you count until dawn, I am sorry but this is how everyone felt during their detox. We will help you, relax. It's okay for now. Drink some natural juices.
 
Shady's Fox said:
It takes, findin strength it's essential. For now you count until dawn, I am sorry but this is how everyone felt during their detox. We will help you, relax. It's okay for now. Drink some natural juices.
Click to expand...
Did you cry at everything? I just break down out of nowhere
 
My biggest concern is having my wife find out which is why I'm trying to alleviate most of the symptoms. Taking care of my 9month old is extremely difficult going through WD :(
[/QUOTE]

Hi OP! How are you doing today? I was in a very similar situation as you. I went through it once without my husband knowing and had 2 toddlers at home...HORRIBLE experience! That was a year ago and it didn't last long bc I never got a break from the kids, the house, life in general etc... Today I'm at 30 days clean but I told my husband this time and although withdrawal sucks no matter what, it was infinitely easier having his support. We were scared to send the kids to the grandparents' bc of the pandemic but it turned out to be a blessing. The first time around, I was so scared of him seeing me differently or that he would be disappointed in me but we worked through it. He had to have a few days to process the reality of what I was telling him but once he did, he's been my biggest supporter and shoulder. The anxiety stemming from keeping it a secret from him was its own beast. Not saying you should tell but just wanted you to know I feel for you and I know how that burden feels. Pulling for you!! How are you feeling today?
 
Branden0713 said:
Did you cry at everything? I just break down out of nowhere
Click to expand...

I did, I did. It's a bigger story behind.. and yeah, phu.. I lost my first daughter, my ex-wife was a slut. It was hard because aside from detoxing I also had my social cercle and I had to keep'em in order. It was hard but I mananged, I lost few friends but that was. Hope dies last same goes with faith.
 
Shady's Fox said:
I did, I did. It's a bigger story behind.. and yeah, phu.. I lost my first daughter, my ex-wife was a slut. It was hard because aside from detoxing I also had my social cercle and I had to keep'em in order. It was hard but I mananged, I lost few friends but that was. Hope dies last same goes with faith.
Click to expand...
I am so sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing that, it's really helped me put some things into perspective. Though it may be hard right now I still have alot to live and get sober for. Thank you
 
Branden0713 said:
I am so sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing that, it's really helped me put some things into perspective. Though it may be hard right now I still have alot to live and get sober for. Thank you
Click to expand...

That's a attitude many wish for. To have this kind of power over themselves in hard times. Don't thank me, I thank you.
 
You must log in or register to reply here.
Top