live by thisyes I’m an addict I’ve made more mistakes than I care to admit but I’m not worthless my baby isn’t worthless maybe he’s here to save me...
I don’t understand why people want to bring people down and make them feel worse, I already feel like the biggest piece of shit ever. I didn’t get pregnant on purpose, I’ve been with my boyfriend three years now and when we went to sober living and got clean well some of you know how that goes. Due to my Christian beliefs I couldn’t bring myself to have an abortion but the stress of being pregnant was too much people like him make me want to prove him wrong yes I’m an addict I’ve made more mistakes than I care to admit but I’m not worthless my baby isn’t worthless maybe he’s here to save me...
I’m going to go in and ask about subutex, maybe she will let me taper off of that over a few weeks when it’s normally 4 days at the detox centers I go to. Where I live the line at the methadone clinic is like soooo long I know because my mom goes and encourages them she’s a real big supporter of mine. She definitely does not enable lol she’s really educated on addiction. Usually the people in detox with me coming off methadone take some sort of opioid like something mild for a week then they switch to subutex for a week, but that’s inpatient
I don’t understand why people want to bring people down and make them feel worse, I already feel like the biggest piece of shit ever. I didn’t get pregnant on purpose, I’ve been with my boyfriend three years now and when we went to sober living and got clean well some of you know how that goes. Due to my Christian beliefs I couldn’t bring myself to have an abortion but the stress of being pregnant was too much people like him make me want to prove him wrong yes I’m an addict I’ve made more mistakes than I care to admit but I’m not worthless my baby isn’t worthless maybe he’s here to save me...
I got on methadone when i was pregnant with my son. I was clean until about 7 or 8 months along and my life sort of fell apart. I relapsed, knew i couldn’t continue using if i had a prayer of keeping my son, and a friend brought me to the clinic with them. It’s not ideal, but it’s the best medically for you and your baby. The baby is not in methadone withdrawals for months, they kept my son in the hospital an extra week and a half, tapering him on tiny doses of liquid morphine. He was healthy and happy, no serious concerns and he left with me when he was discharged. Nobody was nasty (and this was years ago, i’m sure it is even more common now) and by being up front/honest and getting off of street drugs, i showed i was trying to do the right thing. You are making it worse by skipping OBGyn appointment, please go see them. I wouldn’t recommend another second of using dope, especially nowadays when fent is an issue. Methadone is the safest thing for both of you, believe it or not. If you are going through withdrawal now, so is your baby. Once you give birth, the doctors can wean the baby safely. I know there’s a lot of stigma attached to this kind of thing, but i have been there. @MsDiz is absolutely right, see your doctor and start on the clinic ASAP.If i went to the methadone clinic the baby would be born addicted to methadone. I’ve read a lot of information advising not to quit cold turkey because it could cause pre term labor, miscarriage etc I have tried Kratom, I was clean from heroin for two years from Kratom it was a little liquid drink called kshot unfortunately since my heroin stint Kratom hasn’t been much help. I can’t stay on heroin until I have the baby they will put me in jail. But I can get a consistent batch I just don’t understand how to taper down like how fast.
Plain and simple: There is a lacking (deficit) that needs fed. These types will only weigh themselves down with burdens that eventually become overbearing and result in more self-destruction. Not a doctor: Lived it and can attest that there is some validity in what I opine. I am in hopes that we can all get past ourselves and think of the well being of others once in a while... regardless of how we feel, it can only improve our existence. Another opinion.I don’t understand why people want to bring people down and make them feel worse,
One of the bigger issues with methadone mainteance is how brutal the withdrawals are. This won't be an issue for the baby, if withdrawals are sufficiently bad, they will give morphine or even fentanyl in the NICU.
An abortion is definitely an option. However I'm sure she has weighed that choice and would have mentioned it if she was considering it. As men, sometimes we do need to just shut up.
I’ve decided to go to see my obgyn tomorrow, the truth is if I had the ability to taper anything on my own I wouldn’t be in this situation to begin with, I am without a doubt an addict. I am going to do whatever she tells me I have to do to keep my baby and save myself. I isolate so much in active addiction because of the shame but there’s something so special about being able to be completely honest in this forum because most of you won’t judge me and the ones who do don’t matter anyway. I feel like god was involved in a way because my original post was basically begging for someone to tell me how to taper off heroin and not one person gave me advice on that. ( please don’t be offended by my religion I’m so not pushing it down anyone’s throat just felt compelled to share that) I’m hoping for a safe taper down on subutex before baby is born but I think if I’m completely honest with my doctor about my history and drug use she will know what’s best for me because I certainly do not. For the people who took time to speak to me men and women I truly appreciate it. Who knows you may just have saved a life, I’ll keep you updated I’ll definitely need support I know this won’t be easy but I’ll make it through. Goodnight all
Think we all mean well, being male just makes us.. yknow, idiotsRegarding men shutting up. I don't think it's unreasonable for well meaning men to join in the discussion
Try to replace it with another drug that isn't as bad like weed and start looking for doctors that can help you manage your withdrawal symptoms until you start to veer off the smack. gl
Then you can always rely on priests, support groups and gypsy womenShe's pregnant. Most doctors are not gonna want her to go through any kind of withdrawal until she's had the baby.