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PLease help, I need support noe I'm scared

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dulcettones

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Hey guys, I'm currently doing a fair amount of coke. I have 3 grammes. I did 3 grammes last night, didn't sleep at all. And did 1 grmme the night before. On my own in my living room. I've spent loads of money this week on coke. Each day after I do it I think "I'l never do that again, I can't afford this (I'm a student with bils due TOMORROW)". But each evening I just get more. I really don't want to get addicted or form a habit.

PLease, any tips on how to stop this? Better yet how can I convince myself to not snort the rest of what I have right now?

PLease help!
 
Flush it, find a cheaper drug habit if you insist on doing drugs.
Best way would be to not do them, but we all know how hard that can be.
Pay your bills first chance you get so you don't have the money to blow on coke.
 
Is there any good substuties? I don't want to drink, I don't like alcohol. I smoke cigarettes, but that's not a good enough vice
 
I shouldn't be "recommending" drugs to use in this forum..
But do you only like stims?


EDIT:
Whether or not you like other types of drugs or not, for your sake.. don't look for an alternative until AFTER you pay your bills..
You don't need another reason to not be able to pay them.
Check the Other Drugs or Basic Drug Discussion forums for an alternative if you feel you really need one.
 
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My advice would be to try and find something else beside stimulants, preferably something that doesn't burn a hole in your pocket. Be open minded, you might be surprised what you can substitute for coke.
 
If you are worried about dependence and addiction I would say that constantly telling yourself that you are going to stop, then getting more anyway, coupled with the fact that your life is already being negatively impacted and finally because of the desperation I hear in the wording of your post, then I think you have a problem and you need to nip it in the bud. Looking for a substitute at this point will be kicking the can down the road. Eventually the can is a steamroller and it turns around.
 
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