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I've been in love with this easily accessible and so-called nootropic Phenibut HCL ever since 2012. First I started off buying a 100g powder off a well-known brand and that seemed to last me forever. It was my honeymoon phase and I was in heaven. I really felt like the dude in the movie Limitless. This OTC drug could make me anyone I wanted to be and would give me all these new social abilities I thought I coIuld never do. I got quick-witted, my work performance was better than ever and most importantly it made me socialize much better... which I was lacking. All of a sudden I got game!! And oh yea getting that REM sleep on Phenibut is out of this world. Enough raving about this substance. Anyways, I just wanted to make this post here on my favorite site Bluelight so that this time I am really done for real! How dependent and the dosage amount I got up to is just ridiculous. Basically, I could go through 500g tub within 5 weeks. That is not an amount anyone should ever do. It's been an on and off relationship with Phenibut HCL in the beginning and now it is starting to take over my life and I can't let that happen. 
I am on withdrawal Day 5 and day 3 and Day 4 were definitely one of the worst days of my life and I've gone through a ton of drugs. I am starting my withdrawal Day 5 and I am hoping it isn't as bad as yesterday... still no sleep since the last Friday but I am hoping to be able to sleep tonight. Used some Kava Kava tea and chamomile tea as some have recommended to me but they just made me more diuretic and I got dehydrated... almost had seizure I think. I am actually able to write this. Phenibut has been the dark side substance for me in the last 5 years and I just wanted to share it here because my ability to write on the internetz is slowly coming back after being totally brain dead since the last dose on Friday. If you have any thoughts let me know. Phenibut HCL is just too addicting for me unfortunately.
If my withdrawal gets any worse I will visit the doctor tomorrow. Learned from my last withdrawal that alcohol just prolongs the withdrawal!

I am on withdrawal Day 5 and day 3 and Day 4 were definitely one of the worst days of my life and I've gone through a ton of drugs. I am starting my withdrawal Day 5 and I am hoping it isn't as bad as yesterday... still no sleep since the last Friday but I am hoping to be able to sleep tonight. Used some Kava Kava tea and chamomile tea as some have recommended to me but they just made me more diuretic and I got dehydrated... almost had seizure I think. I am actually able to write this. Phenibut has been the dark side substance for me in the last 5 years and I just wanted to share it here because my ability to write on the internetz is slowly coming back after being totally brain dead since the last dose on Friday. If you have any thoughts let me know. Phenibut HCL is just too addicting for me unfortunately.
If my withdrawal gets any worse I will visit the doctor tomorrow. Learned from my last withdrawal that alcohol just prolongs the withdrawal!