Percussion_is_Free
Bluelighter
Background: I'm on lexapro for generalized anxiety disorder. Lex was beneficial, made everyday interaction less 'fraught with significance' and casual interaction more comprehensible and enjoyable to me. But it made me a little lackadaisical too, so I added in 5mg/day deprenyl to boost dopamine and try to counter that. *WARNING: Combining SSRIs with MAOIs is dangerous. Deprenyl in doses below 10mg a day is said to inhibit only MAO-B. Other MAOIs would be more problematic. This dose has not caused me any problems, but I am young and healthy. Caution is advised.
I'd read that deprenyl and phenethylamine has a synergistic effect. Without a doubt it does. My first attempt, I took 500mgs of phenethylamine in the morning, expecting some kind of dopaminergic type moodlift. But at T+45, I suddenly realized my body was feeling very, very soft. I've used the term 'phenethylamine softness' in mescaline and MDMA TRs, this was on that level. Mood became very expressive, driving me to chat to people and do some creative writing.
But an hour later, just about on the dot, you get that sinking feeling in the pit of your stomach. Ouch. Then, 2-3 hours of nervous, shy, withdrawn, and irritable feelings. Nicotine doesn't fix this, as it does with coffee jitters and other brands of anxiety.
Another con is that the face can get splotchy and red, as I discovered at a family dinner the other night.
It was VERY OBVIOUS, to the point where the entire group was touching my face and wondering what I was allergic to. This side effect only develped on my second of two 250mg doses, which I foolishly took sublingually. Don't do that.
250 milligrams is a more dopaminergic-type high, slight body-softness (the best feature imo), lesser crash, and lesser duration. During the time it took me to write this, I've gone up and come about halfway down. Very roller-coaster like.
I've heard that L-Theanine is a good addition, its said to modulate how the brain deals with phenethylamine and/or its byproducts. I've tried drinking green tea to combat the crash, but felt no significant relief.
There is so little info on this combo. Is it neurotoxic? Can the crash be avoided with L-theanine? Any way to combat the red face? This has the sort of social disinhibition one would want to take for a job interview or a speech, but looking like you need an epi-pen is one hell of a catch-22.
Experiences? Theories? Advice?
I'd read that deprenyl and phenethylamine has a synergistic effect. Without a doubt it does. My first attempt, I took 500mgs of phenethylamine in the morning, expecting some kind of dopaminergic type moodlift. But at T+45, I suddenly realized my body was feeling very, very soft. I've used the term 'phenethylamine softness' in mescaline and MDMA TRs, this was on that level. Mood became very expressive, driving me to chat to people and do some creative writing.
But an hour later, just about on the dot, you get that sinking feeling in the pit of your stomach. Ouch. Then, 2-3 hours of nervous, shy, withdrawn, and irritable feelings. Nicotine doesn't fix this, as it does with coffee jitters and other brands of anxiety.
Another con is that the face can get splotchy and red, as I discovered at a family dinner the other night.
It was VERY OBVIOUS, to the point where the entire group was touching my face and wondering what I was allergic to. This side effect only develped on my second of two 250mg doses, which I foolishly took sublingually. Don't do that.250 milligrams is a more dopaminergic-type high, slight body-softness (the best feature imo), lesser crash, and lesser duration. During the time it took me to write this, I've gone up and come about halfway down. Very roller-coaster like.
I've heard that L-Theanine is a good addition, its said to modulate how the brain deals with phenethylamine and/or its byproducts. I've tried drinking green tea to combat the crash, but felt no significant relief.
There is so little info on this combo. Is it neurotoxic? Can the crash be avoided with L-theanine? Any way to combat the red face? This has the sort of social disinhibition one would want to take for a job interview or a speech, but looking like you need an epi-pen is one hell of a catch-22.
Experiences? Theories? Advice?

