Hey i am a 22 year old male that resides in the UK, i enjoy my raves and have been doing hard drugs for around 4 years or so, i have done many different types of drugs however the one which is causing me to worry is MDMA, around 70 days or so ago i went to Glastonbury where i consumed around 3 grams of pure MDMA, from a relatively credible source (ive sourced there b4 and had no problems), over the first few days i took 2 grams and on sunday i was feeling relatively good...which is probably why i went on a bit of a binge, i took the remaining gram, drank heavily, took a bit of Ket and helped polish a bottle of poppers.
On the Monday morning i felt awful, as did all my friends and my girlfriend also, this was expected as it had happened the previous year and several other times as well, and as expected this period of extreme depression did pass...however there is still a lingering feeling inside my head which can only be described as numbness its not particularlly painful however it is extremely irritating, along with the numbness has come anxeity and depression although the depression is relatively mild and extreme mood alteration, i get annoyed much more easily. My worry is that the rest of my group went back to normal, including my Gf which i am so thankful for, however i still have these symtoms.....i am currently taking St John's Wort which doesnt appear to be helping much.... the effects are alarming however i have been able to put together my master dissertation in economics over the past month and assuming i dont fail lol this shows that my abilites do not appear to hampered (although i do have problems thinking things through which has lead to low progress)
My question is open to any opinions and all ideas will be well recieved however the inputs i really want are for former users of MDMA or extacsy which have experienced similar experiences in the past. I have searched the internet looking at time periods of however long this could last....some said 3 weeks, thats pasted some 2 months that has also pasted....i have also come across personal experiences which say it might last 6 months, 1 year, 2 years, 7 years!!...and god forbid permanent...can people please tell me they own experiences...should i expect this anxiety to go or should i just accept the way that it will around with me forever.
Now for a bit of my drug history.. i havent smoked weed for 3 years, coke i havent done for around 1 year or so and i have only done a grand total of around 3 G's, Ket i have only done in the last year about 5 times so im not attributing the effects to this...MDMA i have done many times...about a year ago i cut down loads...and i did experience mild anxiety which did go in time, however the anxeity was no where near as sever, over the last year ive done E around 5 times with a period of 4 month being clean b4 glastonbury...for this reason i know that it was the glastonbury experience that did this to me....
Thank you for reading....:D