Libby
Bluelighter
Background -
On occasion I inject heroin, I'm pretty careful with it since I've seen documentaries and heard stories from friends about how horrible addiction/withdrawal is. I never do for more than 3 days and I have ample break to make sure I don't start to develop any withdrawal symptoms (evidence of a problem developing)the closest I've got was very minor restless discomfort in my legs for a day or too and a smoother bowel movement. I have decided even if I suffered actual pain on any occasionin there is no way I would soothe it, obviously if you don't tough it out in it's infancy you won't be able to tough it out once it's built up to the full monster and I don't want to destroy myself I just enjoy it so want to do it so long as I can get away with it without taking too great a risk.
Incident -
I slightly overestimated my tolerance level on one occasion by not waiting long enough between equal sized doses and not realizing that the latter would be slightly stronger as it was from a batch my friend cooked and she is not a novice like me so would have probably done a better job than the batch I had cooked up. (I live in New Zealand, Poppies aren't grown here and heroin isn't imported because it wouldn't be worth the risk, they'd take it to Australia instead, so junkies in my country cook it ourselves from morphine tablets/capsules using AA, an oven and household ingredients. It's not like buying heroin of the streets like overseas where you have no idea whats in it or how strong it is, your cook will have a potency relative to how many milligrams of morphine the tablets are that your using, so it was just that she must have turned a higher percentage of morphine to heroin and I had more of a mix of heroin and morphine or that I lost more of the drug by not separating enough of it from what gets filtered out).
A few hours later we were all still high and wanting to nap in bed for a bit like we enjoy. I don't remember anything, my friends told me that they woke up to gurgling sounds coming from me and recognised this as warning sign, the say I was smurfing (turned blue in the face) more than they've seen of anyone but since I was gurgling I must not have stopped breathing completely. They apparently slapped me in a few times to wake me up but I wasn't responding and they had a hard lime lifting me but they were able to wake me after body slaming my chest against in the wall in a standing upright position.
I only remember them asking me if I'm alright and I was like yeah I feel fantastic why do you keep asking me. I didn't believe them when they said he slapped me, my face didn't feel slapped. Then I went and puked a few times and started wondering if they could actually be telling the truth that I OD'ed lol.
Problem -
I've had this annoying cough ever since, 3 and a half weeks, almost a month. That's fucking ages for a cough to last! I'm not sure if I ever had some mild viral infection like common cold that caused it or if it was from whatever the gurgling was doing (breathing in saliva/water??). I didn't have other symptoms and the caugh isn't severe I just have never experienced coughing lasting longer than about 5 days before. Is this duration anything to be concerned over? I don't believe I'm sick enough to see a doctor, it feels like a mild cold, a viral ailment so antibiotics wouldn't help they'd probably tell me yep you have a cough, stop using heroin. I havn't had any more since, but I will likely feel like having a small taste when I feel my body is 100% sound again and capable of repairing any damage toxins cause.
I don't want to pay $80 for my doctor to say it's just a cough just let it run its course also you shouldn't do heroin - and labeling me a hypochondriac drug addict from now on every time I come in.
Does anyone know what the deal with this cough is? It's mostly dry ticklish but flirts just on the edge of being a productive cough, I can sort of feel like theres phlegm there but aren't able to cough hard enough to bring it up, only occasionally tiny flecks will be coughed up. I tried to google for heroin overdose and coughing but doesn't seem like it's a thing caused by nearly overdosing, just that opiates have ability to temporarily suppress coughing, I didn't have any cough the day before.
Oh and I don't smoke cigarettes or anything if anyone was going to guess my persistent cough as a smokers cough.
On occasion I inject heroin, I'm pretty careful with it since I've seen documentaries and heard stories from friends about how horrible addiction/withdrawal is. I never do for more than 3 days and I have ample break to make sure I don't start to develop any withdrawal symptoms (evidence of a problem developing)the closest I've got was very minor restless discomfort in my legs for a day or too and a smoother bowel movement. I have decided even if I suffered actual pain on any occasionin there is no way I would soothe it, obviously if you don't tough it out in it's infancy you won't be able to tough it out once it's built up to the full monster and I don't want to destroy myself I just enjoy it so want to do it so long as I can get away with it without taking too great a risk.
Incident -
I slightly overestimated my tolerance level on one occasion by not waiting long enough between equal sized doses and not realizing that the latter would be slightly stronger as it was from a batch my friend cooked and she is not a novice like me so would have probably done a better job than the batch I had cooked up. (I live in New Zealand, Poppies aren't grown here and heroin isn't imported because it wouldn't be worth the risk, they'd take it to Australia instead, so junkies in my country cook it ourselves from morphine tablets/capsules using AA, an oven and household ingredients. It's not like buying heroin of the streets like overseas where you have no idea whats in it or how strong it is, your cook will have a potency relative to how many milligrams of morphine the tablets are that your using, so it was just that she must have turned a higher percentage of morphine to heroin and I had more of a mix of heroin and morphine or that I lost more of the drug by not separating enough of it from what gets filtered out).
A few hours later we were all still high and wanting to nap in bed for a bit like we enjoy. I don't remember anything, my friends told me that they woke up to gurgling sounds coming from me and recognised this as warning sign, the say I was smurfing (turned blue in the face) more than they've seen of anyone but since I was gurgling I must not have stopped breathing completely. They apparently slapped me in a few times to wake me up but I wasn't responding and they had a hard lime lifting me but they were able to wake me after body slaming my chest against in the wall in a standing upright position.
I only remember them asking me if I'm alright and I was like yeah I feel fantastic why do you keep asking me. I didn't believe them when they said he slapped me, my face didn't feel slapped. Then I went and puked a few times and started wondering if they could actually be telling the truth that I OD'ed lol.
Problem -
I've had this annoying cough ever since, 3 and a half weeks, almost a month. That's fucking ages for a cough to last! I'm not sure if I ever had some mild viral infection like common cold that caused it or if it was from whatever the gurgling was doing (breathing in saliva/water??). I didn't have other symptoms and the caugh isn't severe I just have never experienced coughing lasting longer than about 5 days before. Is this duration anything to be concerned over? I don't believe I'm sick enough to see a doctor, it feels like a mild cold, a viral ailment so antibiotics wouldn't help they'd probably tell me yep you have a cough, stop using heroin. I havn't had any more since, but I will likely feel like having a small taste when I feel my body is 100% sound again and capable of repairing any damage toxins cause.
I don't want to pay $80 for my doctor to say it's just a cough just let it run its course also you shouldn't do heroin - and labeling me a hypochondriac drug addict from now on every time I come in.
Does anyone know what the deal with this cough is? It's mostly dry ticklish but flirts just on the edge of being a productive cough, I can sort of feel like theres phlegm there but aren't able to cough hard enough to bring it up, only occasionally tiny flecks will be coughed up. I tried to google for heroin overdose and coughing but doesn't seem like it's a thing caused by nearly overdosing, just that opiates have ability to temporarily suppress coughing, I didn't have any cough the day before.
Oh and I don't smoke cigarettes or anything if anyone was going to guess my persistent cough as a smokers cough.
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