dimethyltrypt
Bluelighter
As I am writing this, its been one hour since I've take 210 milligrams of temazepam, 5 bars, and 8 2 mg clonapin. I feel slightly tired. Frankly I am fed up. I cant seem to get that fuzzy euphoric feeling I used to get from any sort of benzo anymore. I was off all benzos for about 6 months, at which time I was using gabapentin (neurontin) and pregabalin (lyrica) My questions are as follows.
1. Is it possible to build a permanent tolerance to benzos so I can never feel the effects of being high from them ever again?
2. Would takeing drugs that act on GABA receptors e.g neurontin and lyrica affect my tolerance, not allowing it to go down?
I'm at a loss here guys. I just want that initial feeling, or as close as I can get to it. As a seasoned astrotraveler and general mind explorer, I know that with any drug the experience is never going to be as good as that first time, or that glowing moment. But will I ever be able to feel any sort of buzz from benzos again? I'd rather not end up in the hospital taking 40 bars just to humor my gaba receptors. Any help would be greatly appreciated. Much love.
1. Is it possible to build a permanent tolerance to benzos so I can never feel the effects of being high from them ever again?
2. Would takeing drugs that act on GABA receptors e.g neurontin and lyrica affect my tolerance, not allowing it to go down?
I'm at a loss here guys. I just want that initial feeling, or as close as I can get to it. As a seasoned astrotraveler and general mind explorer, I know that with any drug the experience is never going to be as good as that first time, or that glowing moment. But will I ever be able to feel any sort of buzz from benzos again? I'd rather not end up in the hospital taking 40 bars just to humor my gaba receptors. Any help would be greatly appreciated. Much love.