First trip report so cut me a little slack..It all started when I received a nice bag of penis envy's. I ate about a gram in the middle of the day on a Sunday. Everything was fine, not too intense but not so weak either. So since I had plenty of shrooms left, I decided to eat the 2.3g chocolate I was saving for me and my fiance. Needless to say, she wasn't too happy that I was eating them because she had never tripped before and wanted to try them. I ate them anyway...that decision was the best and worst decision I have ever made. I will do my best to describe what happened to me.
I knew that this certain type of shrooms was usually more powerful than most regular cubes and I also knew this from personal experience. This was the first time that I had eaten over 1.5 of the penis envy's though. I ate the two chocolates and went outside to smoke a cig. I knew that it was going to come fast because I hadn't eaten anything and the shrooms were obviously ground up into a nice powder inside my chocolate. I didn't expect what was going to happen though because I had tripped the day before from 1 gram.
15 minutes after I ate, I was on my second cig and my palm trees started to look so big and it felt as if the world was not caving in on me but leaving me behind. I started sweating rapidly and tried to talk myself down because I knew a bad trip might come on if I didn't get a grip on myself. So I went inside and turned my large box fan on in the bedroom with no lights on. I tried to get my computer to listen to music but everything I heard was bad vibes and any artificial light was not a good feeling either. So I layed there for 2 hours spinning through this unknown world with my eyes closed, in the dark. I saw so many brightly colored objects morphing and flying by me. It felt as if I were in a tumbler that was tumbling and propelling me forward at the same time.. After I felt as if I could not handle this on my own any longer, so I called my fiance in the room to lay with me. This was the best feeling in the world, I could see her colors when I was holding her. She layed there with me for the next four hours of me going in and out of places. Some were horrible and terrifying and others were beautiful and blissful. The whole time I was telling her what I saw and how I felt and I would come to reality for a second after tensing up and breathing like I was on a roller coaster to laughing and saying "you'd better put ur fuckin seat belt on, this is a wild one!".
After I felt as if I had been put through torture and somewhat of a feeling of death, it was wonderful. The best feeling I have ever felt. I layed on my back when I was finally in wonderland and looked up at my ceiling. I could still see my ceiling as it normally was but there was a blue wiggle haze that formed patterns covering the entire room. There were also faces that kept popping up left and right but only one at a time, half of the face was shadowed and the other half was extremely bright so I could not make out who or what it was. This is the first time I have ever had hallucinations of things that truly were not there. I was not there... She looked at me and we could communicate but she could tell that I was not in my physical body, I was in another dimension exploring the unknown to most. As I layed there it felt like waves of information coming over my body towards the end of my peaking. I would blurt out so many deep things that just came from waves over my body. When I actually looked at my fiances face, I saw geometrical patterns that looked like they were woven to create her shape and they were blue as well.
This experience was different that any other psychedelic experience I have ever had. It was nothing like any trip that I could even imagine. I realized that nothing ever dies. I also realized that the creator of our wonderful universe, us, and yes the magic mushroom, has placed it here as a doorway for us to see reality. This kind of trip does not happen to everyone, so I feel extremely lucky to have had this experience, I now respect magic mushrooms way more than before. The "reality" that I'm talking about is truly what I believe to be "reality". I feel that if we were to see reality all the time then we simply could not handle how magical and "unreal" it really is. Similar to a governor on a motor. When you take some of our natural filters out of the brain, you get more performance that can be used to tap in to these other dimensions. My mystical shroom trip has truly changed my perspective on life, I feel as if I see everything through a different lens now and it seems to be irreversible. This trip happened over a month ago and I decided to write this report to try and get past it and maybe accept it a little better?.. I'm not really sure how it will affect me later but for now I feel that even though it was the worst thing i've ever been through it was also the best thing i've ever been through. Good things don't come easy, I had to go to hell and back to sneak a peek behind the curtain to the next life.
Info I left out....I did make my own chocolate so I know it had 2.3g
lastly..there is no "bad trip" a "bad trip" IS THE TRIP.
I knew that this certain type of shrooms was usually more powerful than most regular cubes and I also knew this from personal experience. This was the first time that I had eaten over 1.5 of the penis envy's though. I ate the two chocolates and went outside to smoke a cig. I knew that it was going to come fast because I hadn't eaten anything and the shrooms were obviously ground up into a nice powder inside my chocolate. I didn't expect what was going to happen though because I had tripped the day before from 1 gram.
15 minutes after I ate, I was on my second cig and my palm trees started to look so big and it felt as if the world was not caving in on me but leaving me behind. I started sweating rapidly and tried to talk myself down because I knew a bad trip might come on if I didn't get a grip on myself. So I went inside and turned my large box fan on in the bedroom with no lights on. I tried to get my computer to listen to music but everything I heard was bad vibes and any artificial light was not a good feeling either. So I layed there for 2 hours spinning through this unknown world with my eyes closed, in the dark. I saw so many brightly colored objects morphing and flying by me. It felt as if I were in a tumbler that was tumbling and propelling me forward at the same time.. After I felt as if I could not handle this on my own any longer, so I called my fiance in the room to lay with me. This was the best feeling in the world, I could see her colors when I was holding her. She layed there with me for the next four hours of me going in and out of places. Some were horrible and terrifying and others were beautiful and blissful. The whole time I was telling her what I saw and how I felt and I would come to reality for a second after tensing up and breathing like I was on a roller coaster to laughing and saying "you'd better put ur fuckin seat belt on, this is a wild one!".
After I felt as if I had been put through torture and somewhat of a feeling of death, it was wonderful. The best feeling I have ever felt. I layed on my back when I was finally in wonderland and looked up at my ceiling. I could still see my ceiling as it normally was but there was a blue wiggle haze that formed patterns covering the entire room. There were also faces that kept popping up left and right but only one at a time, half of the face was shadowed and the other half was extremely bright so I could not make out who or what it was. This is the first time I have ever had hallucinations of things that truly were not there. I was not there... She looked at me and we could communicate but she could tell that I was not in my physical body, I was in another dimension exploring the unknown to most. As I layed there it felt like waves of information coming over my body towards the end of my peaking. I would blurt out so many deep things that just came from waves over my body. When I actually looked at my fiances face, I saw geometrical patterns that looked like they were woven to create her shape and they were blue as well.
This experience was different that any other psychedelic experience I have ever had. It was nothing like any trip that I could even imagine. I realized that nothing ever dies. I also realized that the creator of our wonderful universe, us, and yes the magic mushroom, has placed it here as a doorway for us to see reality. This kind of trip does not happen to everyone, so I feel extremely lucky to have had this experience, I now respect magic mushrooms way more than before. The "reality" that I'm talking about is truly what I believe to be "reality". I feel that if we were to see reality all the time then we simply could not handle how magical and "unreal" it really is. Similar to a governor on a motor. When you take some of our natural filters out of the brain, you get more performance that can be used to tap in to these other dimensions. My mystical shroom trip has truly changed my perspective on life, I feel as if I see everything through a different lens now and it seems to be irreversible. This trip happened over a month ago and I decided to write this report to try and get past it and maybe accept it a little better?.. I'm not really sure how it will affect me later but for now I feel that even though it was the worst thing i've ever been through it was also the best thing i've ever been through. Good things don't come easy, I had to go to hell and back to sneak a peek behind the curtain to the next life.
Info I left out....I did make my own chocolate so I know it had 2.3g
lastly..there is no "bad trip" a "bad trip" IS THE TRIP.
