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🌟🌟 Social 🌟🌟 PD Social Thread 2022-2025 v. Year of the Phenethylamine

Me too man. It's a drag. It doesn't make me feel like a loser, though, I just hate the effects on testosterone, and overall energy level, and just the simple fact of being a slave to a drug. I'm down to 5mg. I started crushing up 5 8mg pills at a time and weighing it, it generally works out to 48 or 49mg/1mg of bupe with the brand I have. I've been reducing by 1mg per day of pill powder per dose (I dose 9am and 9pm to reduce interdose withdrawals). I notice absolutely no difference with such a small reduction, but every 24-ish days, that's 1mg less per day.

I want to get switched to the 2mg pills when I get lower, so I can have more accuracy for when I'm at like 0.1mg, since I want to reduce to even lower, like 0.05 or even maybe 0.02 before jumping off.

You can try, and I wish you luck, but bupe's withdrawal lasts a long time, like a month of acute withdrawals from what I understand. For me, I just don't believe I'd be able to deal with it that long. Opiate withdrawal, after so many years of addiction, has gotten worse for me, a lot worse. I remember my first time, it was very unpleasant, sure, don't get me wrong. But I laid in bed mostly, I skipped classes the first day, but even the second day I felt better enough to go to class. By day 4, I was pretty much fine and it was never anywhere remotely approaching what it feels like now. Now, even kratom withdrawal lasts like 10-12 days, and it's unbearable the RLS (akathisia is more accurately. especially since it's not just my legs, my arms are at least as bad which is even worse than the legs) is so bad I want to stab myself in the eyeball or cut my legs and arms off. I start to lose my mind after zero sleep for 5 days and then my emotions get really wild and I start to lose my shit. Usually I give in around day 6, after night 5 during which I find myself contemplating suicide and/or accepting that the only possible solution if I want to survive is to score and use "just enough to be able to sleep tomorrow night". And then.... you know.

Tapering sucks and takes a long time, but IME, and in the experience of research, it gives the best chance of success.

However if you do jump, gabapentin helps a lot with withdrawals. I don't know what dose you're on, though. It can only do so much for heavy withdrawals, but for lower dose withdrawals, it can be a godsend. That's why I'm bothering to taper to such a miniscule amount. I want the jump to be as painless as possible because I know myself... faced with opiate withdrawal, especially long lasting opiate withdrawal, I have very little faith in my ability to ignore the part of my brain trying to convince me to cheat "just a little bit" indefinitely.

If you decide not to jump, you might try my method of crushing pills and weighing the total amount and then you can weigh very precise amounts. If you mix the powder well you can ensure more or less homogenous distribution (though I rather assume it's already homogenized throughout the pill, but you can be 100% sure a whole pill contains 8mg. So if 5 pills weigh, say, 400mg (they don't but it's easy math), if you crush them all up and blend them together, you can be sure 10mg of pill powder contains 1mg of bupe.

I actually am going to have to tell my bupe doctor soon about the crushing/milligram scale weighting thing, because he's been trying to get me to switch to the strips for 2 months now, saying that trying to cut pill with a pill cutting is inaccurate. Which is true, but I hate the strips for various reasons, and anyway, I guarantee weighing the pill powder on a milligram scale is way more accurate. I think I'm gonna tell him that the therapist I'm seeing (I say I'm seeing one, even though I actually want to but just haven't yet) told me that another client of hers does it and found it an amazing method. It really is a great idea, reduce by 2mg of pill powder per day... about 1mg of bupe tapered down each month. You couldn't possibly notice a difference with that microscopic amount, and you have a chance to be re-normalizing steadily as you go. Pretty sure with this I'll be able to get down faster, and without any janglyness on drop days



Yeah, 2006-2007 was the peak for me here.

All the younger generations (not all obviously, @arrall posts on the forums for example, but it seems like most) prefer Discord. Discord is fine but I don't use it the same way. I use it for a crypto discussion group I'm in, just because it's there. Live chat can be fun, but the forum is a far superior format for a place like this, because all of the information is easy to find and stored forever. You can also continue conversations from years earlier easily.

In live chat, well, Discord anyway has channels, which is an improvement, but still, it's ephemeral. Good luck finding some tidbit from last year. An admin can pin posts in a channel, but the interface for accessing them isn't amazing.

Also, forums, IMO, encourage more in-depth conversations more. In live chat, people are firing off short bursts of text, rapid fire. In a forum, the focus is more, or at least it more easily and readily is for most people, to take your time and compose something thoughtful. Sometimes a forum post takes me 20, 30, 40 minutes, I've even had them take me an hour to compose. But those are always there then, forever. People will guaranteed come across it and the information I took the time to write next year, the year after that, the year after that... hopefully forever, or until human civilization collapses.



Oh wow that's cool your friend is in Dark Star. I love that band! Me and some friends used to have a yearly August tradition of going at a great venue outside of town. I've had some great times there. They're a really good band. Been going for a long time, too.



There are just some weird math quirks. Usually someone has used them to prove something (as in mathematical proofs). The first one I learned was from my dad a very long time ago. If you add the digits of any number (integer) together, and they're a multiple of 3, then that number is divisible by 3.

91: 9 + 1 = 10 (nope)
93: 9 + 3 = 12 (yep)
564: 5 + 6 + 4 = 15 (yep)
734089612431: 7+3+4+0+8+9+6+1+2+4+3+1 = 48 (yep)
734089612331: 7+3+4+0+8+9+6+1+2+4+3+1 = 47 (NOPE) (picked a random digit to decrement by 1, which I knew would make ti not divisible by 3. In fact I randomly choose any of the digits (excepy the 0 obviously) to subtract 1 from one more time ad it would not be, but then any of them another time, and it would be. Super weurd, but you can verify with a calculator. I don't believe it works with any other number, except 1, trivially, since everything is divisible by 1. I could be wrong though but if it works again somewhere it's not 2 or 4-9)

EDIT: My last example I meant to indicate added to 47 and was a NOPE
God, was I ever tired of methadone and the
clinic. I was there for 2 yrs. Often waiting 3hrs during covid for my dose in line
Then I worked my way up to a weeks takehomes. I was just about to get my 14 days but I smoked and drank in the Colorado mountains on vacay with my brother.

Unbeknownst to me while I was gone they sent 5 urine tests to the lab and all 5 came back as synthetic urine so when I got back and confidently walked back to dose and test with my friends urine in my pants. I was promptly informed that I would be having an observed urine. Well Fuck me... Take homes are gone I live almost 50mins away. Fuck that! I walked off the clinic 90mgs.

It honestly wasn't that bad. I slept or rather was able to knock myself out with alcohol the first 8 days. It got a little worse from 10-20 days out.

I'm now on another vacation in Medellin Colombia and it's been about a month and a half since I walked off and I'm never looking back. I finally feel done with opiates for good. In fact I know I'm done. I'm 42 and it's time to live...
 
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I've tried 200 ug of Eth-LAD twice, and both times it felt like too much. 150ug is already plenty strong for me and as others have noted, it has way less nausea.
 
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Been cleansing my soul.

took three heavy oral FXE doses
 
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I found 300µg to be a bit too much, but it sure was an adventure. Of course YMMV. Have you tried it before? Are you a big fan of massive challenging trips? If the answer to those is 'no' I'd say just take 1 blotter.
It was my first time with this one. Took 1 blotter and very glad I didn't take more. Very visual and very confusing at times. Really odd CEVs too. I ended spending hours fiddling around with my keyboard and Vital making a whole bunch of squelchy sounds for hours. Gained a deeper understanding of the synth at least.

I definitely prefer LSD. Will probably have half a blotter next time if I take it again.
 
It was my first time with this one. Took 1 blotter and very glad I didn't take more. Very visual and very confusing at times. Really odd CEVs too. I ended spending hours fiddling around with my keyboard and Vital making a whole bunch of squelchy sounds for hours. Gained a deeper understanding of the synth at least.

I definitely prefer LSD. Will probably have half a blotter next time if I take it again.
I like it a lot ay lowish dosages (50-100 ug), but at higher dosages I've had challenging trips everytime. I reccommend you give it a second chance at half a blotter.
 
Just woke up, im still all fucked up but it feels nice. Stayed up late as hell after taking a last dose of FXE and Lyrica. Played Pokemon Scarlet and had the best time ever. Did get lost as fuck at one point for hours cuz i was so high and went the opposite direction on the map i needed to, lol. But my fav Pokemon in my team evolved and i finally figured out how to get into the next land where i can fight a new gym leader.

But aside from that i have such a crazy story. This Racoon broke into my girlfriends house and legit took over their bathroom and was there all day. He totally trashed the place and pissed and shit all over he was climbing all over thing and running around and going nuts.

They were straight bugging and didnt know what to do. He pulled off the screen and went through the window, smart little guy. Her son was actually taking a dump and smoking a bowl when the Racoon peaked its head out the closet, can you believe it.

This is a picture my girls daughter took 🤪

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He even opened the closet somehow and climbed ontop of the towels and laid down next to the Tupperware container which just so happens to have our quarter pound of Weed in it, lol. They ended up calling an exterminator and he went and got the guy and released him. Just find this situation so crazy cuz of how ive been obsessed with Racoons, what wild guys they are right. Feel like the Universe played a joke on us, and its hilarious.

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Been a long year already, tired. I need a trip by the end of this year whenever i find the time. I miss LSD
Well I'm still at least cos been distracted but subconsciously processing what somehow, quantity aside I HAVE to say was the trip of my life, somehow.


Days ago, 1 mg exactly oral

No tolerance but had eaten v large weed edible dose just before, tonnes kava that day, loads vaped THC stuff too.



I gained a lot though. Insight, appreciation. Too much began making such complete sense.


But go back, January 25th 2021. 6 week break. I took 1875, yet no soul ever did nor needed to know I had.

And zero struggle.


And other times 1000 mic intense comeups managed with wonder.

Others I ate 1000 11:30 pm plugged 600 6 am, still easy cope dog walkies with mum 9 am, no sign of detection.


This time ShiiiiiT. Is what I lost for a good while, and depressive moods aside I never lose my shit.


I needed.....a TripSitter! 1st time ever actually.


Yet was granted the most phenomenal insight, vision yet unlike ordinarily I was able to quickly grasp and assimilate/retrieve at least some worthy view because that type of cross dimensional view stuff blows your head but like a dream can be impossible to retrieve or make tangible in any current 3D sense.



I had actually stopped you know, seeing drugs/any past psychedelic experience as anything but a forgettable cheap thrill.

Somehow cos I've what they say "broken through" enough times.



But that one Thursday changed this for me. Easily hardest trip of my life, most extraordinary too.


I'm hoping in time too, most aiding.
 
Just woke up, im still all fucked up but it feels nice. Stayed up late as hell after taking a last dose of FXE and Lyrica. Played Pokemon Scarlet and had the best time ever. Did get lost as fuck at one point for hours cuz i was so high and went the opposite direction on the map i needed to, lol. But my fav Pokemon in my team evolved and i finally figured out how to get into the next land where i can fight a new gym leader.

But aside from that i have such a crazy story. This Racoon broke into my girlfriends house and legit took over their bathroom and was there all day. He totally trashed the place and pissed and shit all over he was climbing all over thing and running around and going nuts.

They were straight bugging and didnt know what to do. He pulled off the screen and went through the window, smart little guy. Her son was actually taking a dump and smoking a bowl when the Racoon peaked its head out the closet, can you believe it.

This is a picture my girls daughter took 🤪

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He even opened the closet somehow and climbed ontop of the towels and laid down next to the Tupperware container which just so happens to have our quarter pound of Weed in it, lol. They ended up calling an exterminator and he went and got the guy and released him. Just find this situation so crazy cuz of how ive been obsessed with Racoons, what wild guys they are right. Feel like the Universe played a joke on us, and its hilarious.

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sorry to hear this. did the raccoon take you quap? or just leave alone. Id be pissed if my qp went missing or stolen animal or not, im getting a .22 one hunting that raccoon
 
DEFINITELY a Robo Drone Racca some funny soul here had I'm assuming the greatest fun playing this trick on Charlie lol after him recently openly declaring them his new favourite animal :ROFLMAO:


Sometimes though he's right...you do simply need to step back to see some hilarity in things.
 
DMXE + lib caps marks my first combination of psychedelic and dissociative (except N2O) and my first use of self sourced material.

The amount of mushrooms needed for a great experience was surprisingly low. Special butter and 20 mg of DMXE orally followed by 0,65g worth of lib cap tea at T+60m.

Impressive. The light dissociative platform carries several benefits, most obviously the seemingly complete and immersive potentiation of the mushroom including its subtle (or not-so-subtle) therapeutic benefits. It was at the level where staying in bed seems like a good idea and one is grateful for having developed the capacity to remain still and calm. No fear, but intense work. I think the doses could be lowered even more for a hike or something.

I had no desire to binge on the dissociative afterwards. It was used as a facilitator and really shined that way.
 
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That's a tiny ass dose of MXE. Barely perceptible on its own right?

According to statistics, my lib caps had about 6mg of psilocybin, even less psilocin eqv. Yet it was comparable to something like 20mg of a pure 4-sub tryptamine, or about 3g of cubensis without potentiation (never had lib caps before).

If even 5mg of MXE is sufficient to potentiate, i guess 5-10mg of DMXE is enough aswell.
 
Yeah, barely perceptible but it still did potentiate my trip. I've been eating mushrooms from the same batch for a while (home grown :D), and while there's supposedly variation between the psilocybin content of each individual mushroom I've come to know what to expect from a certain dose and this felt closer to 3 grams.
 
sorry to hear this. did the raccoon take you quap? or just leave alone. Id be pissed if my qp went missing or stolen animal or not, im getting a .22 one hunting that raccoon

Thankfully the Weed was fine and he didnt open up the container, if he did tho it was still inside of mason jars inside another ziplock bag. Its a little bit overkill i know but she just doesnt want the bathroom to reek like Weed all the time. Some of the strains are super potent in that regard. Even if he did steal the Weed i wouldnt of shot him tho, if they guy is that thirsty for grass id let him have it. Just a Racoon having a Weed habit period is pretty epic amirite.
 
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