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🌟🌟 Social 🌟🌟 PD Social Thread 2022-2025 v. Year of the Phenethylamine

Guys. I'm okay thank you all. The electric shock treatment worked.

I had abandoned all will.

I was blinded in vision by grief and trauma.

It scares me since hours ago already. If I had more energy I would cry because I was so near to destroying life.

Now I've a right old mess to clear up. If there is a way.... I had no will.

I feel love and shame pouring in equally.

I've had a crazy trip but it's irrelevant, the course in life matters here.

I got my vision back. I'm truly shaken horrified knowing how mad I had been driven I was prepared to eat 12.6 grams pure caffeine powder, except for legalities and a lot lot more.


I will continue food fasting as a vitality at present but no no chance am I dying any time sooner than something else, from starvation.

Mind calming is so important for me now. Emotional release. I'm still in shock even moreso now as I have the sight of it all, recent events, calamities.


I will catch you all. 🏈 (somehow I can't even find a heart smilie lol so after Enuff scrolling you got the ball instead. :))

Thank you all for fielding me from the deepest.
 
Mr. Krinkle said:
I ate a hit a couple hours ago I can barely see what Im typing

Happy times motherfuckers

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I shouldn't be able to type myself.

Also our weed edibles ran out days ago, postponed cooking

My digestive system really depends on cannabis edibles.

But two strained muslin balls in fridge, still packed with oil.

Always extract rest with boiled water and spoon squashing.

It's very different biologically, and experientially I don't get why vs the actual edibles we jar.

But these weed teas send head through roof on acid.

Fortunate I'd forgotten it until hours ago. I need...no drugs! It's gotta come some other way now.
 
Ok I figured it out ....that was rough

Iron maiden just came on it's wildin ova here I gotta reel it back in

time for some headphone action
 
Mr. Krinkle said:
I need to test out the 2cb on lsd
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1st time I ever heard of 2CB.

3rd consecutive night baking August Bank Holiday weekend these worlds gigantic illegal but forever left alone by law festivals hundreds separate rave pitches, marquees etc over 3 Mile grassy area with hills.

Honestly hard to be more than 2 foot away from best exstacy. That stuff in particular in all shapes and guises was just on tap then.

We took it for granted. Huge yellow Mitsubishi's, big white ones, Rolls Royce

And finally found legit Cali sunshine acid but saved until Monday midday.

Session started Friday night, incl a gram pure Base amphetamine snorted


Heroin! A friend was in process of going addiction.

So it was around.

As far as drug combos go ironically Heroin & LSD is too fucked up.

Unlike ketamine, LSD's absolute best friend aside exstacy IME.



Insane psychedelia anyway plus real true original Skunk. Proper proper, by itself!


Sunday night we walked past a couch (outdoors) 3 hippies offered me 2CB.

3 tiny pellets for a 10'er.

Girl just said "it's kind of like a cross between a trip and a pill. Take one, 1 hr later another.

She made no comment re the 3rd, I never inquired.

I ate the 3. Damn did I trip out and lose my shit. Hallucination crazy.


Also pulling Chillum Skunk water bucket bongs inside our tent (everyone could take any tent but was the safest open warm place) I set fire to the tent heating weed atop Chilllum raising bottle.

Didn't notice Bran shouts "Alex, the tents on fire!"


I snuffed it out fast some f how. Ruined but we lived.


Following Midday Monday after sublime "Alloy" MDMA pill about my 18th in 3 nights, I took one Cali Sunshine tab.


Mate also 1st time ever on acid. It blew his mind off in wicked ways, though he did experience profound confusion 3 hrs in.


Hot sunny day, hilltop grass. Best Skunk in the world I swear. I smoked one huge bucket bong of it, I was so hammered.


Had to give in lay back.



Next thing I "Know" my mum's arrived to collect us. Tent etc all packed up.

Cold water tipped over my head FINALLY brought me round.

They thought I was dead mum was worried.


We're talking stupidly hard-core psychedelia here in a lawless fairground.


The Law removed all such activities by latter 00's but following Summer August 2000 was last one. Repeat diff place. Equally mental. Even better exstacy, Skunk, trips, 4 miles grass fields cars tunnel under bridge to actual rave ground from parking.


Serious story in those 3 nights too. I actually damaged my brain with exstacy too, but was real heatwave so...


Both festivals I had one week before first, moving to Swansea seaside University Sept 1999


And term resume Sept 2000.


I was as "altered" as you can get by those two festivals.


That 2CB though, I used some heroin on it too made it worse really put me out there.
 
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^ plus I was actually overdue for physical labour jobs on Monday.

2000 went in on Tuesday. Dunno how. Building site labourer. I was the best labourer any tradesman ever saw only me needed 4 men's work, but some HILARIOUS stories that 3 Month summer contract, 1st day was 7 am start 2 huge Pollen buckets after 3 legit Microdot trip to meet boss start work.
 
Plus...2000 August Festival Sunday dusk lovely maids with baskets 1 £ each grass truffles.

Mate & I bought and ate 5 each tasty too.


Hr later mushroom tea barrel/urn wheeled about 1£ a cup.

3 of them please thanks lady!

With 5 Armani MDMA pills easy 180 mg's I'm sure and unbeatable, one MDMA capsule 250 mg probs.

Shitload of silly exstacy! Hence serotonin syndrome.
 
TripSitterNZ said:
Nearly 11 months since I had the most terrifying K hole of my entire life and never touched it again lol.

went to hell saw satan and demonic beings and felt like i was gone for eons
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What a gift of life though hey, those EXACT ones, suddenly back to life again!

Salvia extract huge bong hit on 15 exstacy pills once plus legal UK homegrown shrooms then 2004, after sniffing K convinced me once in hallucinatory amazement but so fucked up, conspired against.

Until some Demon had me buried under concrete one second later I come around.

Never felt happier!


Hands down hardest shortest real tripping of me ever too few minutes only.
 
Right... The gift of life is fully appreciated when you come back from that

Sometimes, that's what you need - but only if you go out looking for it

Now I would imagine a full on nod would go great

The one time where I got a full on nod and everything that was going on in my head was great - it was a party and ppl were around - but in reality, I was laid out on the floor, and I've wanted to experience that again - but I refuse because that's it - I got my one dance at that show and that's that - I'm not going back

Feeling sick after that and super lazy - not my thing - so I try to remember the negative things because I know there was a place I went that was just a peak feeling





I'm an anti-opiate kinda guy anyway


I hate opiates

I hate them so much and I feel like they have no place in my world

They gave me Dilaudid when I had my appendix removed....I was like wtf was that you gave me - I was so fucked up - and I even asked the nurse wtf was that you gave me I want a lower dose or just stop giving it to me

That's not fun to me... nodding... That alone drove me nuts... But I wasnt just nodding - I was out of my head - I kept getting like this tingling that would climb up my back until the hair on the back of my head felt like it was standing up

Fuck all that shit




But back to where we were
 
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