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🌟🌟 Social 🌟🌟 PD Social Thread 2022-2025 v. Year of the Phenethylamine

Nahhh its not so manic for me, my trip was really great kinda too far out for a couple hrs but i enjoyed it thoroughly. Took a massive sublingual dose of 700mgs which i should have cut in half cuz i thought my permatolerance would be more apparent. The hole i had was so good, and it felt like it lasted a lifetime.

The problem was my girlfirend bugged out pretty bad at one point and i had to dose her with Bromazolam to calm her down, she doesnt wanna even use FXE anymore. So i ended up buying her one of those 4 gram Psilocybin Mushroom Chocolate bars so she is just gonna eat half one of those now when i go on my FXE journeys.

Its really my fuckup for thinking she could tolerate the huge dissos amounts like i can, gave her about 400mgs sublingually and it wrecked her. Once the Benzo kicked in she had a good time tho. Im gonna try and fallback on my FXE use tho cuz i have been burning through my stash and i really dont wanna have to order more anytime soon. Probably went through half of the sixty grams at this point.
 
I see. Yeah that feeling when fucking up someone else's dose.. horrible. I've lost a career to it. Just the little things that go wrong in interpersonal communication, combined with the little things that go wrong in the setting (maybe combined with the "little" things that go wrong in the set) and there it is, already the intial conditions for chaos. :(

Been reading up on trauma literature during long walks, finally taking your hint. I had a hangup about being a phone zombie, but it's perfect multitasking. I already knew duration of exercise is a bigger factor on health than intensity... just had to get over that one silly prejudice. I still don't like serotonin flowing, kinda just throws how broken everything is in my face, in harmony with what the words on the screen reveal. Kinda hard to imagine how I could have missed all this.. but yeah I did have messed up biases as a young adult, which the system made sure to reinforce.

Interesting times ahead. And if the DMXE remains stable and useful and available, then maybe even another powder pile, 2012-2.0.

We'll see.
 
That's sweet. <3

I saw a telehealth doctor today who wrote me a prescription for antibiotics and said to go immediately and bring water and take it as soon as I get it, and was flabbergasted why I wasn't given them when I went to urgent care. He said to go bac to urgent care too, so they could properly drain it. Well, I drained it myself, used a heavy gauge needle tip that is for giving my cats vitamin B12 shots, and did what the urgent care doctor did, carefully drilled tiny holes in the nail with the beveled edge. A bunch of yellowing fluid mixed with blood came out. No pus though, that's good. It felt a lot better after that, but now it's night time and it's swollen and painful again. Why do all injuries and sicknesses seem a lot more sever first thing in the morning and last thing before bed?

Fuck that cutting board... such a dumb accident, who'd have thought I might permanently lose my toenail and be semi-crippled for god knows how long by dropping a 1-pound small bamboo cutting board on my toe? This shit is dominating my life right now. It makes me feel depressed...
 
Thanks for clarifying.

I mentioned sugar because having come off from a keto diet it totally feels like a drug. Such a performance enhancer. But it can be minimized too, if mental equanimity is valued over mental performance. It's not quite as vital as one's led to believe by agricultural society. Conceptually my idea of sobriety has changed since experimenting with food groups. Just semantics of course, but perhaps of interest to a newfound mormon. :)
 
I will be moving to Europe shortly. It's a mixture of anticipation, anxiety, excitement, nostalgia, nervousness... But I'm happy most of all. Just sad to say goodbye to everything and everyone I know, but I guess that's just necessary to say hello to all the new adventures.

One thing that EXTREMELY pisses me off though, is that I can't take my drug collection with me. I'm so angry about that. It's just something so innocent, and I can literally risk jail for taking my drugs with me. Really don't know what do to. Don't want to give them away or trash them, so I'm trying to think of a friend I can trust with them who would have no problem keeping them in a safe place for some years. Maybe I'll take it with me little by little in successive visits, smuggling small amounts is no big deal. But It's a bummer anyway. How can personal drug use still be criminalized on 2023? I know some of the stuff I have grams of would probably look like I plan on selling them. But if I take like half a gram of 2C-E, I know that's sort of a lifetime supply of personal use but absolutely useless if I wanted to become a drug lord. So why can't I just take it with me on the plane without risking fucking jail upon arrival??? Oh, that's right, it's because drug users are criminalized and our humans right literally vulnerated just for choosing substance use in our lifes. How could I forget about that? Fucking hell, I get so pissed every time I think about it.
 
I don't think dogs would be able to detect a gram of MXE, but I'm sure if they can see it through X-rays or whatever, they are immediately going to assume it's coke
 


Just started this documentary about Timothy Leary's relationship with this woman, sounds like it might be quite good. They accuse the woman of being a CIA plant, so it seems the story is all wrapped up in conspiracy. Ive always found Leary to be a fascinating guy, little over the top but i get behind alot of the message he spread.
 
during BZD WDs I once drank myself so fucked, lost 8 hours, woke up confused, then felt muting toe pain, it was worse than gigantic bruise wound on knee or any incident for years, don't know the fuck I had done, bone was not broken tho even tho I thought so. I have no idea what I had done, but I had also psychosis during those 8 hours.
The fuck for I even need that much nervous system in toes to produce that much pain? god dam it, but I guess it is more intense for giver in feet job anyway
Fortunately I had bought tramadol just recently so I could finish my projects
 
Img_9999 said:
I will be moving to Europe shortly. It's a mixture of anticipation, anxiety, excitement, nostalgia, nervousness... But I'm happy most of all. Just sad to say goodbye to everything and everyone I know, but I guess that's just necessary to say hello to all the new adventures.

One thing that EXTREMELY pisses me off though, is that I can't take my drug collection with me. I'm so angry about that. It's just something so innocent, and I can literally risk jail for taking my drugs with me. Really don't know what do to. Don't want to give them away or trash them, so I'm trying to think of a friend I can trust with them who would have no problem keeping them in a safe place for some years. Maybe I'll take it with me little by little in successive visits, smuggling small amounts is no big deal. But It's a bummer anyway. How can personal drug use still be criminalized on 2023? I know some of the stuff I have grams of would probably look like I plan on selling them. But if I take like half a gram of 2C-E, I know that's sort of a lifetime supply of personal use but absolutely useless if I wanted to become a drug lord. So why can't I just take it with me on the plane without risking fucking jail upon arrival??? Oh, that's right, it's because drug users are criminalized and our humans right literally vulnerated just for choosing substance use in our lifes. How could I forget about that? Fucking hell, I get so pissed every time I think about it.
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Think leaving it with a friend is the best bet and just bringing over a bit at a time. Go for stuff thats potent like the 2C-E you mentioned, a PCP/PCE analog, 4-Sub Tryptamine, LSD and that should have most of your bases covered. Depending on where you are moving in Europe it will possibly be much easier for you to aquire RCs again so maybe you shouldnt bother bringing most of it if you plan on moving back to SA eventually.

If i lived in europe i would be buying so much DMXE right now, like complete focus on a decade supply. Alot of the vendors have so many interesting Tryptamines too. But absolutely do not throw away your stash cuz you will regret it the rest of your life. One time i flushed like 30 chems under pressure from my daughters mother and it haunts me. And half of them were Phenethylamines too which are so much harder source nowadays.
 
Img_9999 said:
I will be moving to Europe shortly. It's a mixture of anticipation, anxiety, excitement, nostalgia, nervousness... But I'm happy most of all. Just sad to say goodbye to everything and everyone I know, but I guess that's just necessary to say hello to all the new adventures.

One thing that EXTREMELY pisses me off though, is that I can't take my drug collection with me. I'm so angry about that. It's just something so innocent, and I can literally risk jail for taking my drugs with me. Really don't know what do to. Don't want to give them away or trash them, so I'm trying to think of a friend I can trust with them who would have no problem keeping them in a safe place for some years. Maybe I'll take it with me little by little in successive visits, smuggling small amounts is no big deal. But It's a bummer anyway. How can personal drug use still be criminalized on 2023? I know some of the stuff I have grams of would probably look like I plan on selling them. But if I take like half a gram of 2C-E, I know that's sort of a lifetime supply of personal use but absolutely useless if I wanted to become a drug lord. So why can't I just take it with me on the plane without risking fucking jail upon arrival??? Oh, that's right, it's because drug users are criminalized and our humans right literally vulnerated just for choosing substance use in our lifes. How could I forget about that? Fucking hell, I get so pissed every time I think about it.
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I'd send what is most valuable via mail, leave the rest..
 
If you're passing by @Img_9999 I have tons of drugs that I'll most likely never use or take again.

I would give my stuff away but I think I'm surrounded by cavemen when it comes to psychedelics, there's no hurry
 
cosmic charlie said:
Think leaving it with a friend is the best bet and just bringing over a bit at a time. Go for stuff thats potent like the 2C-E you mentioned, a PCP/PCE analog, 4-Sub Tryptamine, LSD and that should have most of your bases covered. Depending on where you are moving in Europe it will possibly be much easier for you to aquire RCs again so maybe you shouldnt bother bringing most of it if you plan on moving back to SA eventually.

If i lived in europe i would be buying so much DMXE right now, like complete focus on a decade supply. Alot of the vendors have so many interesting Tryptamines too. But absolutely do not throw away your stash cuz you will regret it the rest of your life. One time i flushed like 30 chems under pressure from my daughters mother and it haunts me. And half of them were Phenethylamines too which are so much harder source nowadays.
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Probably the smartest bet, I already weighted liked 5/6 doses of 2C-E, it's so little it's close to impossible someone would find it in a big suitcase full of stuff. Was also considering making a small amount of 3-MeO-PCP in solution. Would be nice to get some DMXE, I haven't tried it yet and for what I've read it's a top-notch disso.
Buzz Lightbeer said:
I'd send what is most valuable via mail, leave the rest..
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Yeah, was also thinking about mailing a small amount of valuable stuff.

Would be cool passing by man, with or without drugs involved.
 
swilow said:
Do you guys know if 1p-LSD degrades? It's blotter, about 5 years old and has been stored with very little care, in foil and a plastic jar.
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It worked very well. First trip in some time. 2 blotties may have overdone it a bit as I'm still feeling residual funkiness but was a lovely, comforting experience. Went for a long walk at 1am and felt like I had amazing HD night vision. My eyes felt like spotlights. Cuddling my cat after was so nice. ❤️

Aciddy stuff has a really empathogenic afterglow which I had forgotten about. Everything in its place, and unfolding perfectly in its own time. As an impatient and restless fidgety dude, that feeling is just sublime.
 
Img_9999 said:
I will be moving to Europe shortly. It's a mixture of anticipation, anxiety, excitement, nostalgia, nervousness... But I'm happy most of all. Just sad to say goodbye to everything and everyone I know, but I guess that's just necessary to say hello to all the new adventures.

One thing that EXTREMELY pisses me off though, is that I can't take my drug collection with me. I'm so angry about that. It's just something so innocent, and I can literally risk jail for taking my drugs with me. Really don't know what do to. Don't want to give them away or trash them, so I'm trying to think of a friend I can trust with them who would have no problem keeping them in a safe place for some years. Maybe I'll take it with me little by little in successive visits, smuggling small amounts is no big deal. But It's a bummer anyway. How can personal drug use still be criminalized on 2023? I know some of the stuff I have grams of would probably look like I plan on selling them. But if I take like half a gram of 2C-E, I know that's sort of a lifetime supply of personal use but absolutely useless if I wanted to become a drug lord. So why can't I just take it with me on the plane without risking fucking jail upon arrival??? Oh, that's right, it's because drug users are criminalized and our humans right literally vulnerated just for choosing substance use in our lifes. How could I forget about that? Fucking hell, I get so pissed every time I think about it.
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Wow man, that's so exciting! I feel you on the fear of moving far away... I did that... fucking shit, 18 years ago now 8o 8o

Although for me, it was just about 900 miles away, but same country, certainly no ocean separating me and my family and friends. But in any case, I established myself somewhere new. Not gonna lie, it took a while (though it would have been faster without my shut-in ex wife who didn't let me do anything without her). Actually some BLers who moved to my town were what got me introduced back into having friends/roots. But in any case, the key is to make sure to get out and get involved in things... activities, hobbies especially. Give it some time, and you'll feel at home. :)

I would mail stuff, if I were you. Taking anything via airport, especially when you have to pass through customs, is very risky, probably the most risky way there is to bring drugs anywhere.
 
My wife is going out of town this next weekend. I kinda want to do some drug of some sort, I’ve been fiending lately. I think I’ll use an opioid that won’t have me piss hot like O-DSMT and then maybe try a psychedelic on top. But we’ll see how tired I am.

Work/training has really been taking it out of me and on Thursday I’ll be getting hit with chemical agents as one of the final phases of my job training. I’ve been hit with tear gas before and it sucks. Burns your skin, your eyes, your mouth and sinuses and throat and lungs. Mucous coming pouring out. So who knows if I’ll want to do anything but have a drink Friday night lol

Wife isn’t gone often though. I work a lot now and she is always home so I want to maximize my time alone. She doesn’t mind me using but I just enjoy using more when I’m alone.
 
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